I went to help out with my Dad's garden/farm/plantation. Whatever you call it. Haha. I think I grew yet another shade darker. I realised something as I was putting the fertilizer for the rows and rows of tapioca plants (yes that's what consists the whole land haha): I subconsciously poured more of it on the bigger plants, and of course noticed them more.

I guess it's human nature really, of the survival of the fittest and stuff to ignore the weak and the lesser and pay more attention to the stronger and larger, though obviously it's the smaller ones that need more fertilizer and attention. It's how the world operates, isn't it? Where the people at the bottom rung just fall through the cracks after awhile.

Well, I realised what I was doing after awhile and I felt a bit dumb. Because I was giving more to those who already had much, and neglecting the weak. Haha but that IS the reality, many a times. Is it not ridiculous? Hmm.

I can't believe how much I learnt in one day of "farming" or whatever you call it hahaha. On a side note, the sun was killer and I sweated buckets. My mum has a sunburn now. Haha! x)

Ah, and my first day at BCCSC yesterday. I love it. :)

What You had to go through today:

Your closest friends denying You. All of them, ran away.

One of them sold you out for 30 pieces of silver. For the most cruel of all tortures. For You to be massacred. Pierced for my transgressions, Crushed for my iniquities.

I thank You Lord. So much. I can't believe You did it. I can't ever fathom WHY You even wanted to come down at all. Ah, Lord. I'm so sorry, and I am so grateful.