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//Tuesday, April 27, 2010 6:48 PM
1. Debate is over!!!!!
2. RS Presentation is ALSO over!!! 3. I found a roommate!! :D The Lord has been teaching me quite a few things. Haha and boy, He really answers my prayers. He is a Lord who sees, and a Lord who hears. A Lord who disciplines but never forsakes. I am grateful, Lord. Be my Lord, and You are my Lord. For your plans are wonderful, and they work for the good of those who love You.
//Monday, April 26, 2010 9:07 PM
It does seem like my friends in RGS are going to remain Hi-Bye friends. For most of them anyway, I should think.
It's this devastation in the realisation of the prospect of being so terribly alone. I'd better brush up my social skills. Ha. I know all these has crept in on my general attitude especially at home. Argh. I need to be more aware.
//Sunday, April 25, 2010 11:04 PM
Will we trade our dreams for His?
Or are we caught in the middle?
//Thursday, April 22, 2010 12:44 AM
I think I have read enough about the biological differences between males and females, the different hormones that affect different behaviours, the amount of linkages between the left and right side of the brain, to last me a lifetime.
Honestly. Choice, option, ability, roles, contributions, suitability. These words will haunt me very soon. Bah.
//Tuesday, April 20, 2010 10:00 PM
Dear 408,
Just so you know, the English debate thing really sucks and I'm sorry if we can't deliver anything on Thursday. Hais. Be glad YOU don't have to do it :( 30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; 31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:30-31
//Sunday, April 18, 2010 3:34 PM
DONE! With the onslaught of PPAs for the term at least :)
There's still so many projects and what not and now I REALLY have to catch up on my homework. Hais.
It's draining me, really it is. Hurumph. Anyway, Happy Birthday Aaron Pang (belated because I was so tired out yesterday) Awesome friend indeed. Now wipe that smile off your face! Hahaha. Your card will come, when it comes. Heh. Yes I hope you enjoyed the er. Game. Hahaha you retard can't believe you climbed from 24th-9th. HA. And I wonder if the cake was nice. Got home really tired on Friday thanks Aaron's dad for fetching us back home! And then Sat ORA carnival. RG Softball Haunted H(ot)ELL! Ah, I have blue blacks on my knees and elbows from crawling for 5 hours ._. And the amount of abuse that I received ohmygee. But I guess was worth it la :) 1021 BUCKS BABY~ Whoopee :D I think we'd have won the most lucrative stall man hahaha. Quite awesome and unexpected. Let me abide in Your presence, forever. Only in there do I find rest. I will soar with You above the storm.
//Monday, April 12, 2010 9:27 PM
School's is tiring, again, as usual.
Class has been pretty epic, with our impromptu choir thing hahaha, bursting out into song the moment Ms P. walks in ;) And what not haha. Everyday holds epic 408 moments. Like today. Hui Qun: Always look on the bright side of life~ doo doo doo (I start snapping along) Hui Qun + class: Always look on the bright side of life~ doo doo doo Hui Qun: Life's a piece of shit (Everyone bursts out laughing) :D Just 3 more papers to go. With eyes focused on You, Lord, I will run this race.
//Saturday, April 03, 2010 11:34 PM
Hallelujah, What A Saviour!
Today You have led me to know more about Your sovereignty. Indeed Lord, You are. And I will dare hope in You. 6For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. 7For one will scarcely die for a righteous person - though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die - 8but God shows His love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:6-8
//Friday, April 02, 2010 8:59 PM
Are you a good person?
You really think so? So I'd say you're perfect. Hmmm, think again. Who's perfect? No one eh. You don't even need the 10 commandments to tell you that. For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles in one point, he has become guilty of all. James 2:10 Sounds unfair? Yeah, maybe. Besides, you've been a pretty good person most of the time what right? Hmm but think about it. A murderer cannot stand in front of a judge and say "Look judge, I committed the murder so long ago, but since then I've done so many other good things! Turned over a new leaf!" But still, every action has a consequence doesn't it. Nothing can be erased, really. Every lie, every hurt inflicted, every hateful thought. So here's the conclusion: I'm a sinner, you're a sinner. And I guess alot of people don't actually like to think about what comes after death. But there is something. And sinners don't go to heaven. That makes sense right? Because how can a righteous and holy and just God let sinners inside heaven. And where's left? Only hell. So guys, we have a problem. Hmmm. But there is a solution. There is a cure for this deadly disease of sin that condemns us to eternal hell. His name is Jesus Christ. For on this day every sin upon Him was laid, and He was pierced through for our transgressions, and crushed for our iniquity. Upon the cross, He hung there and died, to save this world. Jesus was God in Himself, but He took upon the image of a man. Now, think of it, you becoming a cockroach. Or any vilest thing that you can think of. Would you so demean yourself? Would you willingly forsake all you have? 2For He grew up before Him like a tender shoot, And like a root out of parched ground; He has no stately form or majesty That we should look upon Him, Nor appearance that we should be attracted to Him. 3He was despised and forsaken of men, A man of sorrows and acquainted with grief; And like one from whom men hide their face He was despised, and we did not esteem Him. Isaiah 53:2-3 And why? For you, for me. That we might be washed clean. When He died, every single sin of ours, of yours, was taken upon His back, that by His stripes we are healed (saved). He came down knowing what was in store for Him. He came down to die. Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends. John 15:13 There's no greater love than this. For every of your sins - that lie, that day you were rude to your parents, that day you talked about someone badly, that day you hated someone - He died. And He overcame death when He rose again 3 days later. He overcame sin! And now for those who believe, we live in victory. For death has no hold, no final say! My dear friends, readers, world, Has anyone died for you before? Now I say that the God of all the universe has died for You, hung upon a cross, for all your sins. Will you not repent? Or will you continue to deny that you are a sinner, and think, that's not important now, I'm not gonna die yet. Besides who is this God, I don't think I need Him. Friend, I implore you to look at your sin, I plead with you to see. Turn away from it, and know that it is only Jesus Christ who can wash you clean and present you blameless on that day of judgement. Can you truly say that when you stand in front of the Most High and Holy God, that you will have no blame in you? Will you choose to turn a blind eye, and not accept Him as your Lord and Master, submitting yourself fully under Him? Because only in Him, there is life, life to the abundant and the full, because of the hope of redemption. But if you cannot see your sin, do not even profess to be saved. Because Jesus came to save sinners. He did not come to enhance your life, though indeed there is a multitude of blessings in Him. He came to seek and save the lost - those who recognize that they can do nothing, and only He is able. I beg and implore you my friends. See your sin, and turn from it, know the Saviour, and trust in Him. Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline; therefore be zealous and repent. 20'Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me. Revelations 3:19-20 May you not harden your heart's door, but take a moment. Take a moment at least, to speak to this God, this Saviour, this one who gave His life for you, who loves you so so so deeply. Who was willing to die for this fallen world of sinners, for you and me, regardless of who we were or are, regardless of our many sins. Take a moment to ponder about His sacrifice, and why He had to come. And may you come into the saving knowledge in the Lord Jesus Christ, of His love, His saving power, and the undeserved grace that He gave. Blessed Good Friday.
//Thursday, April 01, 2010 8:16 PM
I went to help out with my Dad's garden/farm/plantation. Whatever you call it. Haha. I think I grew yet another shade darker. I realised something as I was putting the fertilizer for the rows and rows of tapioca plants (yes that's what consists the whole land haha): I subconsciously poured more of it on the bigger plants, and of course noticed them more. I guess it's human nature really, of the survival of the fittest and stuff to ignore the weak and the lesser and pay more attention to the stronger and larger, though obviously it's the smaller ones that need more fertilizer and attention. It's how the world operates, isn't it? Where the people at the bottom rung just fall through the cracks after awhile. Well, I realised what I was doing after awhile and I felt a bit dumb. Because I was giving more to those who already had much, and neglecting the weak. Haha but that IS the reality, many a times. Is it not ridiculous? Hmm. I can't believe how much I learnt in one day of "farming" or whatever you call it hahaha. On a side note, the sun was killer and I sweated buckets. My mum has a sunburn now. Haha! x) Ah, and my first day at BCCSC yesterday. I love it. :) A day to Good Friday. What You had to go through today: Your closest friends denying You. All of them, ran away. One of them sold you out for 30 pieces of silver. For the most cruel of all tortures. For You to be massacred. Pierced for my transgressions, Crushed for my iniquities. I thank You Lord. So much. I can't believe You did it. I can't ever fathom WHY You even wanted to come down at all. Ah, Lord. I'm so sorry, and I am so grateful.
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