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//Friday, February 26, 2010 8:58 PM
The week's been flying past! But still, tired :( Every time it's Friday I don't know why but I totally expect it to be a holiday or something already. Haha but of course then Monday rolls around and the reality of my ton of work waiting for me (esp Chinese) doesn't change.
Never thought of the day I'd talk about my pile of work which used to be quite nonexistant last time somehow. I can't do my geog AA when she hasn't returned us the FA. Hais.
//Thursday, February 25, 2010 9:37 PM
Hey CCUBE,
I just wanna say. Thank you for the years. It's been. Long, arduous, bittersweet. I expected myself to feel this huge sense of relief when it's all over, but surprisingly I'm not feeling it. I don't think I'll ever feel it. And that's because I realise you all matter to me. That I still treasure every single one of you. Despite everything, and in spite of everything. Things that have past, the bad stuff isn't really worth looking at la I guess. But all those simple things, yeah. Like. Diamond drills. :) Mm. I'm sorry, and thank you, and yeah. Alot of things, probably won't fade away, maybe not forever, but long enough. Love, Joce In the end the one who suffers the most is still coach. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh And to all the juniors. Thanks :) Love you guys. BDIV'10
//Tuesday, February 23, 2010 9:14 PM
So. This is how it ends.
There's one more. And I'll put my all into it, I promise. Like a torrential flood, suppressed, pushing, I know it's coming. But no, not now.
// 9:14 PM
So. This is how it ends.
There's one more. And I'll put my all into it, I promise. Like a torrential flood, but no, not now.
//Monday, February 22, 2010 9:31 PM
Let me do some publicity for Gideon's blog haha :D
Ah. There you go. Read it, friends. Haha. It's amazing how God knows exactly what's on my mind and decides to let me read stuff that touches me so deeply in my heart and resounds like a bell that has been struck. It is simply breathtaking. I clench my fists, Unravel them. This profound knowledge, How! It's almost Unbelievable; Yet, Unmistakable. Such love that accompanies it, Such intimate looking At my soul - The depths of my being. How! But more importantly, Why? Tis unexplainable, This mystery Of Love. TK tmrzzzz! Faith and hope. Regardless of anything and everything past present and future.
//Saturday, February 20, 2010 10:48 PM
Ugh. SS. I realised something about my working style. I don't plunge into a stuctured essay (cept lit) unless I have actually formulated the points required. This aids my thought process as I write. But tis a tricky thing to actually formulate the points. And I do blame it on the fact that the SS fa is uncannily difficult. Thanks B.chew :(
Hope the Pedra Branca one is ALOT easier, after all the suffering this has caused me. Now at least I've FINALLY formulated my points. What's left is to actually write the essay. Ha. On another note. I have decided on something, and hopefully it'll improve the situation. But I have decided to love. I learnt a new perspective to look at love today: Love is a matter of the will and not emotion. Love is different from liking, because one can love another but not like everything about the other. Just like how God loves me yet hates my sin/the times I choose to disobey. Yeah. I'll try. At the heart of it all is forgiveness. Do you even know ._.
//Tuesday, February 16, 2010 8:23 PM
I sleep for almost 12 hours every day but wake up wanting to go back to sleep after a mere 2 hours of being awake.
What is this man. Even now, my eyelids are drooping as the fan blows and my brother hums in the background. Hmmmmmm. Ah. It's back to school tomorrow. Wonder how I'm ever going to muster enough energy to stay awake through out the day :o I is really sleepy. On another note, I read the xie zhao article that ZhangLS asked us to read. And it's about the kitchen god, giving thanks to him. And I'm thinking. Why is this even allowed in the newspapers. Where is the fairness pls. I thought religious stuff aren't allowed in the main news. Maybe it's supposedly taken as a tradition or something. I mean well if someone ever wrote an article about giving thanks to Jesus, they'd probably get banned! Well well. Like I read on Wan Ting's blog All religions are equal but Christianity is less equal Both in the positive/negative way. Ha. I wanna. Lie on an open field and look at the starlit sky Run like the wind across the sand Sit and watch the ocean and feel the breeze Hang out with everyone again I miss you guys. Ha ha ha :) Sometimes certain songs/flashes bring it all back; A smile teases at the corners of my lips, And I remember those times again - A flood.
//Sunday, February 14, 2010 11:48 PM
Happy CNY :)
CNY is tiring man. Lol. But of course getting the angpaos and all are nice :D This is so random but I suddenly realised the reality of the aging population + immigrants in Singapore. Haha of course I knew it existed but I never actually thought much about it. Since I got on the MRT. Lets see, out of the people sitting down, only around 2 of them were confirm singaporean. And there were only 2 person that I couldn't tell. Which is. Really scary. And those 2 confirm people were... aged. :O My dear Singapore. The shrinking young. The growing old. Haha Am gaining the weight hahaha need to exercise soon.
//Thursday, February 11, 2010 10:06 PM
Whoa-oh, we're through to the next round! :) Thank God.
These weeks have been pretty tiring, looking forward to the CNY break! Not counting the ton of chinese homework ._. Thanks Zhang Lao Shi, seriously. I have never had/done so much chinese homework in my LIFE. Gosh. I wanna eat the CNY goodies :D:D:D
//Saturday, February 06, 2010 11:16 PM
The opportunities are ever present. Will you take them?
// 8:00 PM
My throat. Is killing me. I feel like ripping all the nerves in it out. Bleagh. And saw off all the lumps and what not in it.
The crazy gulping down of water in a bid to soothe it (unsuccessfully) is making me have very frequent trips to the toilet. Lol. Looks like I need to put the whole jug of water by my bedside tonight. Antibioticsssss, why aren't you working
//Friday, February 05, 2010 8:00 PM
Hmm it seems like I am so used to not having enough time that suddenly the idea of having time for once becomes almost preposterous.
I spent the day having too much time on my hands, it's not something I'm used to, for these past month(s) at least (since it's February already). Yeah, it felt odd. So I spent today lounging around, reading the newspaper, reading the Bible, aimlessly surfing the net, making a card, all in a bid to speed up the recovery. Of course, all these while experiencing a significant amount of pain every time I swallowed. Ah, my dear body, won't you get well already. But it was a timely rest, at least :) And I know/think it did me good. Haha I guess this is God's way of telling me that I need to rest, NOW. Not asap.
// 2:28 PM
So much for doing geog lol. Been sick but feeling so much better now :) Thank God. I think I should have gone for training. Ohwell. But that'd prolly make me sick for a few days longer.
And I wonder what the outcome will be like. But as we have all established, there is no easy way out of this. Hm. I shall attempt to type my geog essay now :/ Need to finish my work. Maybe this is God's subtle way of giving me the rest and time that I need. Haha I hope I can make it to shopexchange + church tmr :)
//Wednesday, February 03, 2010 10:21 PM
Won Dunman High :) Hmmm looks like things are finally picking up. I finally finally batted and though I got out 2/3 times lol it's still a start. At least it makes me more confident of standing there and batting instead of K-ing. Haha it seems like every season I always start out with the K phobia which takes quite awhile to overcome and let myself gain confidence in hitting haha.
Thank You Lord, and I pray that every match I will have the victory in Jesus, not what the world sees as victory, but what You see, and what I know. :)
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