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//Wednesday, December 30, 2009 12:26 AM
Had CCAO today. Hmmm I discovered the gallery is a nice place to sit at haha. And Najwa my dear world champion friend was mentioned again! :D
Naj now just about the whole school population knows you. Including the sec ones and their parents. Nice. How are you doing at the sunny shores of Australia whoooo. K the stupid lock issue is really. Really. Retarded. a[0d8hfj2ljh!@(*;lsk Okay. :) Tomorrow is the second last day of the year. Wow.
//Monday, December 28, 2009 11:05 PM
When I play with them, I feel really happy. It's such a sense of. Satisfaction, accomplishment. And I enjoy myself a lot. I remember why I like it. I remember why I am still here.
But.... This. It's just a complete opposite. A totally different feeling. Now. I just want it to be over quickly. As clean and painless as possible. All my dreams, they are for naught I guess. Ohwell Anyway guyssss have fun in Chiangmai!!!! :D Will miss y'all haha. CCAO tmr hais. Why oh why must they have such things. I have never attended one CCAO in my life. Guess this is gonna be my first, and last hahaha. Waste of timeeeeeeee. Zoom school is starting so soon. I miss my class actually haha. But so not ready for school. Dude y'know what. Could you not always seem like everyone owes you a living. Ok. I want to sleep I don't wanna go school tmrrrr :( Booooo
//Sunday, December 27, 2009 9:14 PM
Ahaaaaaaaaa I am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you Lord thank you Lord Greater things are yet to come!!!!!
//Saturday, December 26, 2009 6:06 PM
Merry merry Christmas!!!!
Though it's one day late haha. I'm so glad I recovered fully on Christmas day itself thank God. And Christmas is all about Jesus' birth!!!! Happy birthday Jesus :) The day you came and decided to humble yourself knowing your purpose and final destination here was the cross. How could I ever thank you enough Lord. Yup anyway was eventful and all haha super full from all the eating even today. Pretty tired too. Gotta rest up till smash! :D Eggcited. The musical songs are stuck in my head ._. And today Ken started singing them again lol. Can't believe ittttttttttt. Hais ohwell.
//Tuesday, December 22, 2009 8:44 PM
Alright, so I'm not THAT well yet. But substantially better than the lie/sit on my bed/sofa feeling like I'm dying haha. Still have the giddy giddy feeling though. Boo.
Ohwell. I will be a good girl and stay home till Christmas. Otherwise you guys can come and visit the sick patient and collect your cards hahaha. Is it just me or something that runs across the board? For the life of me I can't figure out what's supposedly normal or not. Hm.
// 10:25 AM
 If only time wasn't so rushed. And it moved slowly. And everything had no limits, no boundaries. And I'll taste the snow on my tongue as they fall...... Slowly :) In the morning light, and the sun peers through, It illuminates.  Hols are ending and to think I thought I had alot of time ha. Am excited for Christmas! :) I've seen my white christmas already haha. So awesome. I miss music.  The best things in life: Loving God and knowing He'll always love me too
//Monday, December 21, 2009 10:50 AM
I AM WELLLLLLLLLLLLL :D :D :D
Thank God seriously! I was so scared that I would be sick all the way till Christmas and this year would have such a horrible end. But that's not happening now!! :D:D:D Yay. I feel weird in my specs cus I haven't worn it for awhile. Being sick feels horrible. All I could do was just sit on my bed/sofa huddling in my blanket. Boo. Ohwell! At least I'm fine now haha I hope it doesn't come back again. :) Yay thank you Lord
//Sunday, December 20, 2009 2:26 PM
Bleah. Sick. Thank God cell retreat's postponed. Argh what a bad week to get sick. Christmas is like almost here! Have like x100000 cards left to do :( And I can't think of how to make it look nice. The fever's really getting to my head.
Hope I get well by tmr!!! Or in time for Christmas at least
//Saturday, December 19, 2009 3:12 PM
Back from Chinaaaaaaa! It was freeeezing there seriously. Chengdu is one dusty dusty city. The leaves are hardly a fresh green anymore. But jiu zai gou is really really pretty (up on the mountains). It snowed and that was awesome. Really felt like I was in Narnia or something with the half frozen waterfalls and white roads with trees all around.
And then I reflect on the beauty of God's creation. Oh what a Creator. To form all this beauty, the landscapes blanketed with soft snow, perfection personified. Am tired. Cell retreat tmr! Eggcited :D:D:D Played with the B boys today. At least I didn't embarrass myself haha but I couldn't hit Mirza's pitch :( Hais. Mrs Nathan their teacher is really hilarious. "Don't know what black thing he's talking about la! His specs frame? Jersey? Or what? Mirza also black thing what!" Hahahaha poor dude.
//Friday, December 11, 2009 4:48 PM
Off to China tmr. Part of me still doesn't want to go. Urgh. Ohwell.
Anyway, just a shoutout - Just wanna say thanks :) The support you've given me is just wow, I never expected it. Not this much anyway haha. But yeah, thanks, alot. Mm, I dunno I feel like I've stepped back but at least I know you're still around so things won't spiral downhill all the way. Actually I think it's better this way. The way things are going now, I really think it's only thanks to you. Cus I know it wouldn't have happened with just me. Working in tandem is really so much better and like when you're not around I feel a little lost ha. To balance things alone is really - Yeah. Anyway so, thanks. :) P.S I have the most retarded juniors in the world. 8) P.P.S Today I decided to not be cheapo and spend like. $17.60 on my lunch. Yay me
//Wednesday, December 09, 2009 5:07 PM
I realise I've been in a little bubble for this whole hols. Which not to mention is ending really soon. :( Boo. Ohwell. Haven't talked to school friends since forever and seeing Yuen Wan and Azura yesterday was refreshing. Haha. They were formulating this theory that I'd been kidnapped and what not hahahaha retarded much.
Hm, I miss them quite abit. Been away for too long haha like, not just overseas but even in Singapore. Aiya, time is really really really really this annoying little thing I want to squish and throw away. Bzzz. I need ideas too. Haisssss. Grace sak naj ruoxi yiwei shanxi and the foursome where are you guys huh! :O
//Tuesday, December 08, 2009 10:34 PM
I keep missing my kids more than anything else in Cebu.
Lynn says I should stop calling them my kids haha but how else to call them man! ;D
I am putting on weight since coming back to Singapore, alibababamkezam. Have not fully replenished my energy yet went back to training today and felt like I was dying, esp at the front part. My legs have been depleted of their strength. Have no energy to talk or shout or whatever. Lying on the field feels nice. Talking to coach too. The sky was epic blue today but that meant not much shade. Rejoiced every time a cloud passed. ;) Hanging out at Borders is the best. C.S Lewis is awesome. John Macarthur's book is very challenging. Okay it's not him, it's God's call for women. Haha. I wish I had more time. Time is so tight right now. I am tired need to sleep. The SYRENs are away at retreat wtpongz :( I miss them alot esp because I ain't gonna be around next week. Gonna miss Wen's birthday :( :( Nat's too. Lynn is coming over tomorrow :) I keep using the word bomb now. Have many things to do by this week. Plus there's training. Am compelled to go for RI training. Totally off-form. Sometimes life isn't fair. Oh wait it never is. But some people don't appreciate what they have. This is a weirdly styled post. The bed calls. Goodnight amigos.
// 8:56 PM
And then I see, all the cracks beneath the surface.
Tired.
//Monday, December 07, 2009 3:30 PM
I am back from Cebu.
These 9 days have been days filled with so much love, joy, wackiness and just so much so much. It really has been so rich, just of doing God's work, being among God's people, and learning. There's so much to say, and I'm not gonna spell it all out here. But really although I was so very tired after awhile, and although at the time when I was sick I really secretly wanted out because I needed to rest so much, I wish I could be back there again. Interacting with all the staff and students, my kids, it just has been such a wonderful wonderful experience. The warmth of the Philippinos just blew me away really. And being there at the base was just like a second home to me. I never felt like I was away from home, or in a foreign country, because that was home too. The team has also been such a great blessing to me. Although there were a few glitches on the way, we pulled through it, and it's been less than a day but I miss you guys already. I really miss having you all around, devotion time, worship, and Bible study. For all the retarded things, the craziest first time things, and just everything la. I've gotten to know many of you guys so much more and am able to say that you are my friend. Thank you all you guys. For so much. You have opened my eyes, to the potential of the beauty and richness that could be in my life, in You. You have blessed us all and blessed me increasingly and abundantly. You have deposited so much joy and love in my life. All the words that came out of my mouth as I was sharing, I know they were from You. For by myself, I am nothing, but with You, that's a different story already. I went there to love but came back being at least 100 times more loved. Through it all, God has really been with me, my strength, my guide, my healer, my song. Let the poor say I am rich. For they are truly rich, in spirit. And that's the richest anyone could ever be. I am blessed. I love you guys, and I miss all of you (!!!) |
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