Seeing your name there on the display, mixed feelings mixed feelings. I wish things would mend by itself, I wish 'time heals all wounds' is true. But some things need to be taken head on and not passively. Words that have long been withheld have to be said. Feelings suppresed that have to be faced up to. Thoughts shared so that one can see.
"A ship in a harbour is safe, but that's not what ships are made for"
I still remember this, veery well. But I'm sorry cus now, I'm not willing to lose sight of the shore to sail this particular ocean. That's why, I'll probably just be waiting, all my life. K that's really exaggerated, but, yeah.
Where, is that courage I used to have. That, fearlessness.
I'm excited for tmr :D Love you buddy~