Deadlines are just creeping nearer and nearer Sec 3 really is such a. Bad year. I mean, workwise at least. There's just so much more. Hm I still wish I'm quarantined haha Ruo Xi got quarantined too today cus her Aspen mate got h1n1. When isit my turnnnnnn :( Hais. I miss all my buds no one left ever goes down for lunch its so ._. Goodness.

I am thinking, everytime we finish something, what next, what next. Life just forms this monotonous cycle, that like you do piece after piece of work, and then exams, yada yada. Holidays do seem more alive of course, but after that, you just gotta snap back into reality.

There's never time to do what I would really want to do. I really want to take a gap year after JC, but one year, there's still not enough time right. There's so many undone things left in this world. But I guess I'll just see where God calls me to. Not my will but His. These few days been learning more and more about submission which is also coupled with grace. But, I don't want no second best. But God still blesses, no matter what.
I can't believe He loves us so much. It's many years of growing up knowing this love but it still leaves me bewildered and amazed.

And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18may have
power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and
deep is the love of Christ, 19and to know this love that surpasses
knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

Ephesians 3:17-19