1st day of school.
Wasn't half as bad as I expected (: Just that kept wanting to sleep. Especially when the teachers were talking. Oops. Got booked lol ohwell.

Just hearing about all the oncoming PTs and SAs are enough to make me feel rather uncomfortable. Tsk

School is starting, like. Tomorrow.
This is terrible.

I have quite abit not completed esp esp esp chem I can't believe I'm scared of Lim BE but yeah. Argh luyi I need crash course chem tuition :(

Hate school 4evaxz.
I will miss my holidays so much and going out with church peopleeee argh. And gone will be the days that everyone's free to talk and all. Sigh. Life sucks.

3 little pigs hahahahaha love you guys manxz. Please dont say "I know". HAHA

JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX :D
Yay super fun day haha. (that was like yesterday) Went there with wen aaron rick jon seb. I need a new song other than poker face hahaha we were like shouting it in the cave in the lazy river. Madness man.
I realise how small jurong actually is like I never knew when I was young haha but now like stuff like the lazy river is so shallow! The wave pool also the deepest you can go is like. 1.7m lol. Went to Seoul Garden after that was overcome by this wave of tiredness so felt pretty stoned.
Holidays are ending. :( :( :( :( :( :(

Training today then went to visit Charlene at Gleneagles. Before that went with esna all the way to ikea ohmygosh la nearly died altogether today I took like 5 different buses ._. Better be grateful man Charlene hahaha. Met yuezhen there too thanks for the apple turnover :D :D Yayxz.

I cannot believe June holidays are ending, already. It's just waaayyyy too fast. I really don't mind living my life like that man. If only huh. All flew past in the blink of an eye. Can't stand it :(
Ok next I'll just be counting down for the Dec hols. I realised all the PTs aren't due THAT early, yay. Ok maybe some are but nevermind.

Chew out night yesterday :D Played the stuuuuupid 24 game argh can't believe we stared at the 4 cards for so long I bet that set no solution lor. Played ugly doll also and citadel and bla bla while listening to the er marvellous karaoke. But now poker face is stuck in my head :O And how they kept singing the Pa pa pa poker face hahahha. Super retarded.
Walked around, talked, "slept" while they watched Bedtime stories, yup. Pretty cool night/morning (: Just the fact that I didn't sleep properly at all. And so went for training in the morning, died, coach let me sit out from the slowpitch game luckily. Sat around on the bucket and slacked haha, went for the 25min run in my boots, feet hurt like crap and felt strangely energized.
Ate wanton mee and finally went home.

Still sleepy.
I could have said so much more, I could have told you. A pity though.

I hate being ignored

I have done absolutely nothing about all my pending PTs. Chinese pt you suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. You always do. Hate it. Hope I can get SS done in a day. What else is there. Oh yeah, bio and geog. Joy.
Whatever. Chew out night tmr hope I get some sleep at least otherwise I don't know how I'm lug myself to training the next day man.

I'm sleepy. Goodnight world.

Isn't it weird that I don't talk to someone who's supposed to be my bestfriend. Or maybe he just ain't a bestfriend anymore. More, a stranger, I should think.
It no longer affects me that much, but there's always something. But I do miss the way we used to talk.

Alrightos, back from church camp! Rushed straight to church after getting off the ferry from Bintan haha and sat in just in time to hear Jeffery say "Ok now I'll tell you all a final story." And I was like ohmannnn. Haha ohwell.
Bintan was fun, good, and fattening. I just kept eating and eating and eating. Breakfast lunch dinner buffet is noooooo joke man. But the food quite good la, can't just settle with 1 plate. That would be.... wrong. Sat on banana boat also which was the BEST :D:D:D Selina pushed me down man!! And the other time I seriously caught off guard hahaha. Ohman love the banana boat. But it was such a cheat money thing 12bucks per person leh for like this short little while.
The sessions were quite good also turns out the speaker David Leong was so familiar cus he spoke in SHPS alot before. Haha. He was quite good and personally I think the last session was really the best one. Really felt God's presence during the end worship part. Really was quite a good time la.

K back to camp zion. Which was so good and so happening that I'm very very lazy to type stuff out hahaha, so.
Basically I really really really really really had a great time and was convicted of some stuff and still miss it cus I haven't really had time to get over it haha but yeah it was realllyyyy good.
Like with all the F1 night race which was quite crazy haha and the 1st day station games!! The max man. Human bowling ftw.
Oh and then sentosa!!! The sand was like crap and super super hard and hot and pain haha but ohwell. Worms 2, I didn't die yayxzxzx Ninja warrior/crawler Korean War and attack Camp comm!! Super fun.

I love my team and thank you Bryan Chan and Caron for being the best group leaders ever!!!!

JOSHEB.
I'm back from the awesomest...... CAMP ZION. Yeah mannnn. It has really been a great great great great great great great 4 days. I'm really too tired/lazy to recount the whole thing but really it was a GREAT experience. Made new friends :D And really had a new experience with God.
Stayed up until 5+am last night/this morning. I went crazy :D Heehee.

I'll talk more about it... when I come back from church camp on the 20th. Haha I love my lifeee.

We've got spirit we've got might!
We're from Josheb watch us fight!

Pa pa palawan~~~

Most of all, thank you God for just watching over us and providing such good weather! Thank you that everything went smoothly and there were minimal injuries.
Thank you camp comm too!!

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Jeremiah 29:13

"And I think - do I worship God because I have energy or does God give me energy to worship Him"

OFF TO CAMP ZION TMR (!!!!!!)
Super excited. And then on 16th come back next day head out for CHURCH CAMP! at bintan :D Whooooo! K hope I didn't miss out anything man. I really hope this would be a really really good camp and also an intimate time of experiencing God (:

Went to UBIN to cycle yesterday and headed in the kekek campsite direction. Didn't really make it to the actual campsite though :( Cycling thru ubin really really brought back a flashflood of memories. And they just kept replaying in my head. Past by the road to Puaka, and I wish we had time to go up.
This time as I headed back to Singapore from Ubin, it was a tired and hungry goodbye. The last time, it was one that was filled with tears and suppressed feelings, feelings of attachment I never ever felt.
I really really miss it. Though it's like at some corner of my mind now, I know that the memories will always be fresh and I really hope they'll never fade. Like what I said before, 5 days, an experience of a LIFETIME.
Revived my dream of going back to be an OBS instructor. :)

A ship in a harbour is safe, but that's what not ships are made for.
To serve to strive and not to yield

I'm really really really tiredddddd. RI trng today the sun was just crazy. Craaaaaazy I telll you. :O Ate ikea breakfast before that which was good but made me super super full. Sleeeeeeeepy.

Tsk there's so much trouble just booking a stupid holiday and where to go -.- I can't stand just looking at SCENIC SITES for all the time we're there. How long can that last you for la seriously. Ohwell whatever.

Cell outing yesterdayyyy (: (: Was great. Went to ecp first and the sun was really hot, like it always is now :( Had our picnic thing, Jess' card monopoly is really really super fun. Way better than the traditional monopoly, so much more action. The other one you can just sit there for dunno how long and the game probably hasn't ended.
Yup then headed over to hwei yen's house, went swimming in her saggy costume hahaha, talked like we always do, played secret heartattack, yada yada. Her parents fed us so much but I wasn't really hungry. Oops, sorry.
Had lots of fun (: Love Lalas!

Today was the YOG thing which was... Okay la. But it got so repetitive cus everyone was presenting the same thing and it involved making the crowd high -.- Wonderful. At least I wasn't that alone, got rg people haha.
Cell outing is tmr!!!!! Yay :D :D :D

OH AND. I STARTED WATCHING HANNAH MONTANA IT'S CRAZILY RETARDEDLY FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA :D I WATCHED 11 EPISODES TODAY!!

Hate math and chem hate math and chem hate math and chem.
Going crazy trying to do a few worksheets its so frustrating cus I can't even complete them like I don't know how to do like the stupid revision math ws hate remainder factor theorum man. And chem is just. Too many things, which I also don't know how to do.
Crap.

Oh and, yesterday was really, BIRTHDAY DAY.
Happy Birthday EUNICE, Jeanette and Glen!
Eu-niceeee :D Bet you're enjoying yourself in Malaysia now! Anyway my batchmate ex-classmate + japmate, hope you had a reaaaaally good birthday! :D Ladeedum. God bless love you manxzxz!
Oh and thanks Glen for the bbq dinner. WHICH I REALLY MUST TALK ABOUT.
K at first it was like y'know, normal. Then the guys went to play soccer, yada yada. Yeah then, the birthday cake part. Which brought about the SHAVING CREAM!!!! Madness. The girls got it last and I wasn't expecting myself to get any :( Then people like ahem Varrick Seb and Aaron comes over. Sigh. But at least I didn't get it too bad la. But yeah still, madness. If I had an extra change of clothes I would totally join them la hahaha, ohwell.
Reminds me of Alanna and the whipped cream xD

K my pizza's here. Off to dinner

I just can't pretend to be who I'm not. It's just not worth it too. Whatever. Really don't know you anymore.

On a lighter note, the second week of June is getting nearer and nearer!!! :D:D:D Very happy and excited. Whoopee. Wonder when I'm ever gonna do my work hehe. Church later (: (:

Wow it's almost at the end of week 1 of the June hols! Can'ttttt wait for week 2 and 3 though they're gonna be a blast :D :D Including my 8days of camp(s) hehe. Best ever.
The weather's getting hotter and hotter. You know those sun-dried plums or whatever, yeah I've became sun-dried Jocelyn. Or rather, sun-baked. My sock tan is so obvious now haha ohwell.

Played a slowpitch game at the end part of training today which was.... quite okay haha. Slow pitch quite different I hit like 1 ball. But I still prefer fast pitch. Besides tossing the pitch isn't as easy as it looks, hm. The game was well, slow. Like its name suggested. Oh and both teams tied, so that means added 50pushups to form a grand total of 150 for each team. Wonderful. (Cus we owed coach 150 for overthrows then he decided to cut 50 cus he was pleased with the sec1s or whatever lol) There's still hopes for a discount though :D Hehe. My arms are gonna die Charlene would love it though LOL.
Found a new place to eat at fareast some wanton mian place that took over Long John's which was quite nice :D So yay no need to keep buying oyster meesua.

Sometimes, some things are simply gone beyond repair, for no apparent reason. What is left are the memories of the times when things were whole and things were good. For now, maybe, it's really time to move on and compartmentalize those things. I'll always look back at it with a smile on my face, definitely. But it most probably would always be, back there.
Now, it's time to look forward.

Oh ya, and grace seow is back (:

Been feeling super lazy to blog haha got quite alot of things I have such a happening life! :D:D Mmm my mum bought a tub of baileys irish cream ice cream and it's so goooooooood.

Went to play lan on tuesday for like the first time ever haha don't laugh with Wen Aaron Pang Amos Varrick Seb and Glen. Played l4d I was like the ultimate noob at first cus I didn't even know the controls/what to do and because Aaron Pang smartly chose the other side so he couldn't teach me and I was just sitting there ._. Yeah but he helped me change side after awhile so I could learn properly and yeah, haha Jon's gonna laugh, it's really fun. Haha lucky he's in Taiwan now. :D Oh before that we watched Terminator Salvation which although Ken said I wouldn't enjoy cus I didn't watch the first 3 movies, I actually did! Apart from the fact that the sound was superrrrr loud. I had to keep asking Aaron though about what was happening cus it was pretty confusing. But the dumbest thing is he didn't watch the first 3 too ._. Lol. We just sat there and laughed about weird things like the bald lady. Hahahahaha. And me and Wen at first thought that headband thing was her hair and we were wondering why so weird xD

Wow lucky blogger has that auto save thing now accidentally pressed some buttons and navigated away from the page lucky my whole post is still there otherwise I would have just given up lol.
Been getting more on form recently with training and all (: Which is good hehe. K I'm really getting fat need to like go exercise more :( Probably the long slack off from training time. Sigh.

Went to TPJC's Paranoma concert yesterday, like a joint performance with all/most of their performing arts. My bro played like, 1 song. Hahaha. Yeah but was not bad la their dance is quite good and the chinese dance is SUPER FUNNY lol. I think it takes alot of courage though haha. Was like crazily tired after that.

Ya that's all I guess. My mum missed the booking of like $66 2 way tics to Ho Chi Minh like she saw in the morning then asked me then by like 4 it was all sold out. Siao man. Yeah but going to BKK lor I guess, I hope hahaha. ;)

Wowz not bad quite long post huh. I finished like 1 chem ws today!!! Hahahahhaa so proud of myself. I have so much chem work I'd rather do math :(

HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS :D :D :D

K backtrack abit.
Yuen's party on Friday hahaha quite fun la x12345678 retarded photos and things we did omygoose super unglam can't believe hui jun posted them!!! :( Hahahahhaha. Yup happy birthday dude! Owe you your card.

Lynn's birthday on Thursday!!! I finished your stuff alr just haven't passed it to you :/ Oops haha nvm sat sat sat.

Yesterday was GDOP! Which was great :D Went for the youth one first which was cool, but very short and more worship based.
Then went to usher at the adult one my feet hurts like crazy and my shoe is splitting haha. More prayer based this time pretty good also. The hall was quite packed unlike last year :D I don't like Lawrence Khong. :( K but it was good overall (: The power of prayer.

K pretty packed hols heh at least keep me occupied :D