I'm so fullll I'm gonna burst haha. More results came back today pretty happy (: GPA according to the loser interim report is 3.38 haha. Quite surprised about chem whoo :D
Class DC tmr hahahaha my first DC ever can't believe we actually got the slip. PB is becoming more efficient. Still remember last year like what 7 bookings still no slip hahaha. Not bad huh.
School has just been nothing and movies. Yeah, can't be bothered to pay too much attention, really. Can't believe they're still teaching stuff for subjects like math and chem. Tsk.

I'm losing that passion for Your name, I need that fire once again.
:(

Oh and I didn't get into combined schools. Sigh, disappointed, yeah. But I kinda sense God's plan, with Him closing the door on this. Argh to do stuff that I wish I didn't have to. This just makes things a whole lot more complicated. I wanted it, so bad.

I think I cut my nails too short :(

My week is gonna be packeddddd. K actually not really.
Wed- Class DC lol cannot don't go sigh :(
Thurs- Pipagao's birthday!
Fri- Yuen Wan's pool party 8D Plus no school. Whoopee.

OH AND I PASSED CHINESE HAHA SHANXI TOO
And I miss you grace seow!

It's like looking through glass.
Rememberance

Thanks alanna for the movie treat :D Went to plaza sing to watch night at the museum 2. It was not bad/okay la I guess not as funny as I expected haha but the Darth Vader part was quite funny. "Is that you breathing cus I can't hear myself think" Hahahaha. Played UGLYDOLL too hahaha ohmygoodness. My batch really makes the most noise man. Hee :D Sorry that we dirtied your cards/bent them abit anyway Alanna.

I'm way way way tired. Thank goodness school ends at 10.40 tmr. I actually don't even feel like going ._. Grace is off to Americaaaaa. Leave me alone sia. Hahahaha. Ohwell, have fun dude :D
Have much to look forward to yeah man.

American Idol results show at 10! But Kris won already anyway (: Yay.

Just came back from a huge dinner. Celebrated mother's day for my ahma haha. ;D American idol finals tonight! Whoooo. Not supporting anyone but I think Adam's a little freaky :/ Like yue kan yue freaky hahaha.

Went for grooming class on tuesday lol okay la, the instructor thinks she's really pretty or something though haha. Movie treat tmr hehe :D Courtesy of Alanna.

K off to watch tv! :D

So, June hols are almost here!! Just a lilll more to go. Mmhm. Really looking forward man, eggcited! Esp for stuff like Camp Zion whooo and the bumming around and late nights again. And catching up with people. Oooh yeah.
It has already been almost half a year into Sec 3. Well, it's been quite nice, really. (: Esp my class, I love my class. I love having lessons with them. Super glad that we'll be like together next year too! Yayxzxzxz. We'll be getting back our progress reports, next mon? Whoa-oh.

Basically, I've already started on the holiday mood thing haha :D Which explains why I can't really bring myself to do any work. Oops. Gearing myself out for outingssss, visits, etc etc etc. And of course all the stupid PTs that they like to give just directly before the June hols -.- But that's really besides the point (:

Oh yes and before I forget,
Happy Birthday Kwongie!
Love youuuz and I'm sure you enjoyed the creaming, courtesy of Crystal Elizabeth and Shivani hahahahaha was pretty funny man ;D Yup, God bless dude!
FINAL FANTASY FTW.

Why is everyone not online :O

MPP preliminary presentation is over! What. A relief (: Went quite well everyone got bombed with quite alot of questions haha but it was quite helpful la. Ho hum. NYGH has a pretty cool campus I realise with the tire swing thing way cool! Haha me and Xin Yi kept playing on them and I was pretty scared it would break cus the tyre was like. Deflated.

Ah yes, outing with COH on fridayyyy whooo. Though I didn't stay for bowling, the arcading was superrr fun. Esp the stupid balls thing HAHAHA. Dinosaur dentist!!! ;D Hee. Fun to the max. But ex.

Oh yes and exams are over! :D :D :D Finally man, geoggers being the last to finish :( The geog paper was quite crap haha but nvm, give thanks whatever the result! Got back bio spa too quite happy :D

2.4 is over! And geog SA is tmr haha what a great life. I am super tired and am very sure that gonna have crazy muscle aches tmr. Mugging for geog is no fun at all :(
Got back math too was okay I passed (: Thousands of really stupid mistakes but nvm. Ah.

Geoggggyyyy geog 8O
Tired

TECHNOLOGY SUCKS TECHNOLOGY SUCKS TECHNOLOGY SUCKS
I LOVE MY PHONE LOADSSSSSS WANT TO HUG IT AND KISS IT AND THROW IT ON THE FLOOR A MILLION TIMES.

2.4 tomorrow, JOY. -.- And possibly moot trial run VERY NAIS. SEE YOU AT MY FUNERAL

Mpp sleepover is over and it was quiteee productive I guess :D I mean like, we finished the ppt and script! Kinda anyway. Hahaha will be quite happy once 16may is over. But theres so much more to come for moot actually ohwell. Mooty poopy. Watched enchanted this morning because we all woke up at some unearthly hour of 7.45!!!!! Amg super crazy.
Played with emily's Iphone alot hahaha maze finger is really fun man. Pity her tap tap challenge only has like what. 3 songs :( Found out that Xinyi is the ultimate fb addict haha and how all our minds shut down completely around 12.

Went for mother's day lunch at Kushin-bo :D :D :D Met Wen Varrick and Aaron to watch XMEN ORIGINS: Wolverine. COOL MAN, SERIOUSLY. And thanks Aaron for the jacket otherwise I would have frozen to death, seriously. (: Can't get enough of Xmen!! And so many things seem to fall into place. The ending is pretty sad though.

Reaaaaally tired english and chinese tmr read some articles guess that's gonna be all at least can wake up like 8 tmr :D Oh the joys of not taking history hehehe.

So, Lit is over! :D I wrote so much more than my FA and the 2nd paper's handwriting is just plain horrible. If I had one more paper that day I think I could just pack up, go home, and go for hand massage. And I realise that's the end of Frankenstein... Which is a good thing, or not. I mean that would mean less quotes to memorise since now we're gonna move into Touched with Fire ie poetry, (I guess), but Frankie's pretty interesting! Ohwell. (:

Very excited and happy about the fact that June hols are coming!! Theres just chinese and english left on Tuesday and Geog on Friday which I hope I don't die for. Have yet to memorise all the weathering thinggums and gosh the Lorms question better not be something so tricky like the fa!! Poofy.

308 is such a cool class 8D My email gets spammed by them everyday wonderful hahahaha but seriously, it's all pretty funny. All of us ok actually just some of us keeps replying crap and I know the rest enjoy it man!! ;D K hang on guys! 1 more week to go hohoho.

Monday is a holiday too very goooood. This weekend has lots of things to look forward to like mpp sleepover! Hehe we better get our work done man. The scary presentation is on 16! Which would mean I would need to miss the first combined sch trials ah hope they understand.
Going for Ken's birthday later very nais :D

Learning to deal

To be filled with the joy of the Lord, always and forever. The joy that helps me to smile no matter what. (: The joy of the Lord is like sunshine radiating from within, like bright yellow sunflowers waving in the wind. It is so fresh and new every morning. It delights in everything because of the knowledge that my Lord loves me, no matter what. The joy of the Lord is like the genuine smile of a child who is taking delight in the simplest of things.

Days fly past. There are so many things on my mind, things I have yet to accomplish. But I don't know HOW to. Lord help me. I am weak, and you are strong. I do not have the courage to do it. I am so lacking. I am sorry, Lord. I know that sitting here and waiting for things to happen is plain useless, but.
My excuses fall flat. And I know till I get those things done, it would continue nagging at me and tugging at my heartstrings.

I successfully completed my geog FA till the lorms question yesterday (: Pretty happy about that. I'm gonna do it while watching tv again I guess. Abit worried about lit. Have yet to memorise quotes and don't really have time to really study. Argh, how. I'm x12345 surprised by how my FA turned out hahaha.

PFT today quite happy finally got an A for shuttle run I think my running really improved. Thanks Coach (: Perfect score coming my wayyyy~ Oh yeah. Training tmr again. Whoa my muscles really quite pain today man, and I do realise I am quite unfit haha. But at the same time stronger. Does that make sense ha.

I used to have a bestfriend but he went missing~
so many things I could tell you. But you're never there anyway.

Baby Lucy is normal, and I am super happy for Keith and Fiona (: After all the worrying and dark storms, she is finally safe. Her name is so appropriate, for it means Light. The light at the end of the tunnel. The light that God shone through the darkness and made it all fine again. Thank God really; God is so good and His miracles amazing.

Finally had training today and that ONE training made me RAVENOUS. Seriously. I have never before been able to eat finish the whole upsized macs meal (because I'm not really a fries person), AND still feel hungry after that. I literally gobbled my food in like 10minutes I think. Like, whoa. And I realised that I'm not AS off form as I thought, so, that's good! (:
It's not that I don't want but it's things that make me not want it, at all.

I have PFT tomorrow. x12345 unfit :( Ohwell. And I thought I would have time to do my geog FA. Guess not. Better finish everything today and leave the LORMs question for tmr. Sigh. Work work work. I'm gonna die for Lit please. Have memorised zero quotes and have does not have my FA back. Quite surprised by my chinese these few mocks have been quite good. I mean, for me la. Not failing at all and I know I'm gonna have enough time to complete the paper man. I hope. At least judging from TODAY'S mock, yeah I will. And I realise how zong he tian kong is really, first instinct. Because that's probably correct and no matter how long you spend thinking about it, you probably won't get it right still if you don't know.

Jyap said the english FA was horrible haha I want to get mine back. Tests tests tests. Really annoying. And polynomials or whatever that topic is is horrible. Oh, mpp sleepover, soon (: Chiong presentation ftw. I hope we do good and get in. I feel like such a slacker.

K I should go do my geog FA now otherwise never gonna finish it in time and Lyap's gonna kill me the smart alec people ie gepers have probably all done it and gotten it down phat. Whatever. I still love my class more, though as Lim BE says we're her 'most exciting' class cus we get so much stuff wrong and do the opposite of what she tells us. Ohwell ;D

Need some place else to let go and say whatever I want to say.

For no reason.
Irrational dislike (:

Hahhaa quote Hui Qun "Chem was obscene." Was quite stupid wth is 0.0005mgdm^-3?! K whatever hahaha. I think I can pass (: So that's good. Whoopee. SS was... fine (: I hope I was coherent though. Looking at Fu Xin (china scholar's) paper beside me is pretty scary. The amount of stuff they write in that limited time :O Like, oooookayyyyy. Bet they memorise sample essays that they write man ohmy. Luckily the right POG came out if something other than that came out I would just have killed myself on the spot.

Went to clara's house (again) yesterday to study hahaha and this time we went swimming! :D:D:D Keep plucking the cool tiles until my nail chipped LOL. Studied quite alot I think we were quite productive! Yay.

Today is such a stupid day hahaha. Board wrong train and then go to the wrong place. Wonderful. I feel ultra dumb haha. On another note, Frolick is really nice! :D Ahhhh hate the food in tamp 1 so enticing SO MANY xiao chi laaaa. Hmph. I feel like buying the caramel corn thing too that tastes like popcorn ahhhh.
Training starts tmr I'm quite happy haha (: All my muscles long ago degenerated into fat.

I'm going to die for lit haha. And I have zero idea how to do geog fa oh no.

Facebook is the ultimate time waster. I can just go on and on and on doing quizzes and looking at the quizzes people do and what not ohmygosh ALL YOUR FAULT JONATHAN CHEW hahahahaha. Yeah but I still love it heehee. But intense dislike for _ wells up though.
Luckily I didn't plan/intend to study at all today if not that would be really bad hahaha.

Off to clara's house to study again tmr :D We love mugging oh yeah 8-) Nerds ftw HAHA.
Jo and Nicky are at ecp cycling sigh would have gone with them but ultra tired today :( Don't know why though. I woke up at like what. 11.30!

K gonna fb somemore 8D

Alanna Kwong is the max man, seriously. ;D Prank called me yesterday and lots of other people too. "Hi I'm Cynthia calling from Reader's Digest" In this super gay voice. And then
"Hi Jocelyn, do you know who I am"
"Ya hi Alanna."
Hahhahaha but k I did believe it at first! Till she got off the speaker and took away the gay voice ;D

Went to celebrate my grandma's birthday at some Tung Lok restaurant which was super high class at everything courtesy of my mega rich uncle hehe. Was superrrr full ate so much hao liao heh. But the dishes took like forever to come. Too much time interval between each dish :(
K I'm getting fat already. No exercise for so long. Ah.

Church soon :D