So, math is over!! :D Was okay but not very good also ohwell it's over already. Went for breakfast after that haha and then Borders then headed over to cine to catch 17again. Not bad la really. But it just shows the superficiality of this world man. Really. And interestingly enough I like the son more instead of Zac Efron haha even though yeah he's hot and all.

Slacking my whole day off haha :D I'm quite bored.

Upcoming-

1. MATH SA TMR Oh my goodness can't say HOW MUCH TIME I spent on this in school just now. All the way to 5+!! Brain drain, seriously. 1hour for that 9 questions, sigh longest/shortest hour ever. Will also mark the start of SAs ohman.

2. Labour Day! Well deserved holiday hehe, but to....... well, mug. Somemore. SS and Chem what a wonderful combination I mean like, the best, totally! Both would end up in a dying brain and hand that's great you know, really.

3. Watch Xmen Origins. I wanna watch it tmr hm.

4. PS3-ing at Ken's house, IF he gets it. Which would depend on his pay cheque and ya other stuff haha. To be confirmed.

5. Visit to Blessed Grace

6. Gma's birthday celebration

Yup that's for now. Lots of other things too though. :O I'm really hungry the pizza ain't here yet! :( I am completely vegetable-lized by math now. Just hope that tmr I'll be able to remember how to do everything. Today's hard core mugging better pay off!!!

Math exam coming so so so so so sooooon! And ss and chem too argh phailz. :(
Ohwell gonna be over soon! :D And then mpp presentation ohmygoose.

The storm
Raging on the inside
Of me.
The words
Hanging
That I could never speak.
Soundless silence,
That rings loud and harsh.
Lord you know me
Inside out.
You see what
Others can't.
You hear the words
Of this silence.

"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you, and not to harm you."

Some say innocence is bliss.
Not knowing,
Not seeing.
Never knowing,
Never seeing.
Bliss.
Or is it?
Words unspoken,
Words we could never say.
Put up a facade,
Where within lies the
Truth.
Or is it?
What I know,
What I percieve,
Seeing is believing,
It is what it is.
Or is it?
It's piercing me through,
It's tearing me apart,
It's breaking me up.
This,
Is.

Math SA is next thurs the stupid syllabus isn't even finished!!! How crap is that. Dying dying dying.

Varrick is super cool man ok wait no I mean, what he said.
"It's not impossible, it's I m possible (:"
HAHA COOL RIGHT OHMYGOSH.
Such a day of playing with words hahahah.
Bad spellers of the world, UNTIE! ;D

Unsettled.
It feels.... I don't know.

BIO SPA IS OVER :D I thought it was quite easy haha. Ohwell.
I'M FAILING CHEM. I'm so so so so scared and plus for math too I can't do the stupid assignment 2 arghhhhh. All the exam dates are coming closer and closer I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY HAVEN'T EVEN TAUGHT FINISH THE SYLLABUS. I hate moles forever. FOR. EVER.

Clara and Aaron Pang came over to do work today haha was pretty funny and I managed to do work k!!! :D

FREE CONE DAYYYYYYY
was a BLASTTTTTTTT :D
Thank you Lisa Nico and Boon!

Thats all, I need to do lots of work plus bio spa tmr! Haha.

Oh and congrats juniors!
BRONZE, IS THE NEW GOLD. As always (:

Chem mock test today was just c-r-a-p crap. I can't believe that my moles are so bad, slow like 123 and i bet most of the answers are wrong anyway :( Sigh. Scared for my exams man and plus chinese argh hope I don't fail them!! Mannnn. I am sure moles is my bestfriend man. Like totaaaalllyyyy.
On another note. PE is so fun man :D But I sweat like siao my whole shirt is soaked la. Ohwell. Juniors last match is tmr 3rd/4th placing c'mon guys fight for the bronze!! Don't think that like this match doesn't matter because it does. So what if it's not the finals, still, put your all in it. End of season with a nice big bang (:
After that would mean that normal training would start. Been slacking off for so long terribly unfit now haha.

I'm super sleepy and I don't really know how to do SS fa k guess I gotta try :( No time to do it tmr. I realise that short afternoon naps don't work at all man. Makes me even sleepier.

Ah, finally on the com in like quite long been out so much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON PANG
This is the closest to hot pink that I can find man. ;D Anw belated cus as I said I haven't been online in ages. Hope you enjoyed your birthday celebration man but abit phail cus like take so long to decide where to go ohwell I know you love the company man :D Ie meeeeeee, and the rest of course hahahhaha. Thanks for being such a great friend (k I can totally see your ego inflating and inflating) even though you're so crap and like listening alot and being so crap again. And retarded. But nice :D Helping me hold my stuff like my glove hehehe. God bless I haven't written your card should I? :D

K been out out out friday cooking class whoo love my lagsana and the tiramisu not bad but I think the sponge fingers taste super weird. Mm after that rushed to cine to meet the rest to celebrate Aaron Pang's birthday. K long story about finding places to eat haha but finally went to the makansutra place some food centre by the bay not bad la.
Sat went ora quite okay la with batch mainly ahha then went to church Guang En came went out to eat dinner go be extra at syrens worship prac yup thats bout it.

I have the impression that I have tons of homework but my notebook tells me otherwise. o.o Hm.
Nicky wants to use the com to play dota now ._.

I love shopping to the max :D :D :D Finally went shopping with mum at PP after eating 1 for 1 swensons and topless 5 ohyeah man. After that headed down to expo John Little sale hehehe I finally got my slippers!! Whoo
Today morning was like so retarded. Conned ms kum when she was coming in that she was incredibly late from math class cus all of us were at the foyer waiting for mrs j. And gosh she seriously believed us la. :O

K anw, juniors semis tmr!!! Mg. Aiya can la go whack all their balls ok and field tight get into the finals and do us proud!! Rematch with ny ok! :D Go cdivvvvvv!

Math GA tmr I'm so sleepy k wtv 10marks only (: Partial fractions my favourite wowwee. Hahaha

Ok over going out = headaches.
Haha ohwell I miss the weekend!! Had such a great time man church is like my second home. Lynn and I were major pigs on Sunday yay :D Super hungry la please.

Went to watch Parliament today haha it was quite interesting and I saw the ministers!! Plus Lee Hsein Long. At first I thought can see like LKY or GCT also lah cheat my feelings :( Guess they're too big shots to attend this kind of parliament debate stuff. Haha but the issues really quite boring man as in like, what they're discussing. Didn't get to sit in for the debate la, just the front part. But it was still quite a cool experience haha must bow to Mr Speaker Sir all the time.

Juniors have match against NY tmr! GO CDIV, WHACK BALLS!! Charlene Yeo can you come online.

Freely You gave it all for us.
THIS is MY God.

Yesterday, Good Friday!
The day Jesus was nailed onto the cross, His ultimate love displayed, the ultimate sacrifice. That act of love, draws me to Him and I'll never forget His sacrifice. Thank you Lord. Thank you for loving me, when I was so unlovely.
Amazing love, how can it be
That You my King would die for me

I learnt of the way He died, in the most cruel way. Of the stripes he bore.
"By His stripes, we are healed" Isaiah 53:5
A perfect man, slain. For the salvation of the world. Why can't we see it? Why can't we accept Him, after all that He has done.
And really, God is good. He is my rock, my shelter, my encourager, my bestfriend, my King, my Father, the Light in my darkness, my Everthing.

Kelly Christine Eunice and Alanna came for Blood Brothers! :D Yay. I think this time was really quite good but I still feel that Jeremy? the last time Cain still better but yup nevertheless, really good. The reminder of Jesus' sacrifice was just so powerful. Went for supper at 85 and my mum fetched all of them individually home so I took a ride around Sg hahaha. Oh and I think quite alot of people accepted Christ that day (: (:

Tampines 1 is SO CROWDED :O :O :O Gonna come back like a few months later when Uniqlo doesnt have a QUEUE to go in. Lol. Ohwell. It looks quite promising though hehe.

Tomorrow is the day.
Today You took the last supper, got betrayed, got taken away.
The magnitude of your love and sacrifice is just so uncomprehendable, not something that can be grasped. But I know it, because You show me, in all these little little ways.
I love you, Jesus (:

ah, this is for yesterday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VARRICK :D
Whooo you're getting older and older! Older than me :O Ohmy. But it's okay, I know someone's still vertically challenged, need some Grow grow grow Milk :D Thanks for being the retard that you are ;D Heehee and your stupid short answers and what not. Yes you owe me 2 bubbleteas like willingly yay KOR you rockxzxzxzxz. God bless you always seeyou tmr :D

K and today,
GOD IS JUST. SO. AWESOME. AND. AMAZING. WORDS. CAN'T. DESCRIBE.
Really. Like ohmygoodness. The juniors played against STC. And they were losing, quite badly at first. And then the lightning came. The worse thing was that the umpire said that the game alr exceeded 1hr so if the warning/rain doesnt go off, we would take the 1st inning score. Which basically, sucked. So we went in, and prayed.
1st miracle: The rain stopped pretty fast and soon after, the lightning warning went off!!!
They started playing and managed to catch up quite abit. That was a super tense period cus it was 1 run away from tie-ing. Then they let in 4 runs, bad.
So they began the 3rd bottom. People just started hitting (some) and the pitcher started giving walks!! So we managed to catch up! And even accumulate runs.
BUT,
During this time, we kept hearing thunder and even saw lightning. All of us were praying and praying. Asking for God to watch over them and just not make the lightning warning go off. And miraculously, it didn't. 2 down, and Esna made quite a good hit. And suddenly, the stc LF made this :O:O:O CATCH. It was quite crazy she just ran like siao and it was a super good catch.
Bad thing? Blessing in disguise, rather. The rain was coming, and if the inning didn't end any sooner, it might not even be counted, and we would have lost.
Next shock, the ump didn't declare game over. But once they came in, after like 20seconds, THE LIGHTNING WARNING WENT OFF. Game over, we won.

I cannot describe the overwhelming feelings, mine and everyone else's around me. Wow. Really, W-O-W. The timing, the everything. I know it was held in His hand. No matter what anyone else may say, I know in my heart that it is really and truly by God's grace.

Lord,
You devoid me of words
You amaze me
You are eternally faithful.
Time and time again,
You leave me breathless.
Time and time again,
I fall in love with You.
For faith as small as a mustard seed would be enough
To move mountains,
You said.
For You are all powerful.
My heart sings.
It overflows.
I sing,
I dance,
I praise you.

Congrats juniors (:

Ahh feel so cheated today la. Got to school early specially to paint the field. Did some and my culottes got super alot of paint :( Painted during free block too and then, it started raining. HEAVILY. And I was feeling so :( cus it just totally wasted my effort and I was hoping that it just continued raining so we wouldn't need to paint the field. K but unfortunately no such thing happened so my lunch = painting the field. And we finished la :D Not bad man.
And then, the juniors started playing and 2nd inning. AND THE STUPID LIGHTNING WARNING WENT OFF. So had to move in and RC I have no idea why agreed to cancel the match but the thing is like the rain totally stopped. = have to replay, = my effort wasted, = tmr no coach cus he's coaching ri. Tsk.

I keep feeling so sleepy even though I sleep earlier nowadays! :O
My culottes are so paint-ified and my socks are super muddy ew.

When you're surrounded by bright lights, it gets so hard to shine and sometimes you just fade into the background.

My chinese homework is sitting under my keyboard again ;D Heh, never gets done when it's like that. Chinese is really really the ultimate sleeping pill. I tried doing the paper and I gave up and fell asleep after the 1st compre. I actually don't know what it's talking about still ._.
Couldn't paint the field today means need to go back tmr morning sian. Rain rain go awayyyy. Junior's match against Greendale. Should win la if not I kill myself haha.
I don't like titration :( Need to wash so many times so mafan and the pipette filler? thinggy always don't work properly. Tsk. And we couldn't get back our spa results cus we were late today ._. Me and grace totally predicted what she would say hahaha

I'm so full. My chinese summary is still undone.

4 more days to Good Friday. You knew, all along.

It's Five days to my bestfriend's death on the cross. Where He paid the price and died for me. Because of love.

Thank God thank God thank God ohmygosh seriously. After church I went to eat at like Blk 416, really near my house, around church there opposite Botak. And suddenly it started pourrringgggg like really. Not buckets, truckloads. Quite crazy. Then we suddenly realised that I didn't close my room window!!! So we sat there super anxious the store somemore take so long for the food to come. And I kept praying and praying that like not too much rain will come in that it won't flood the floor and house ahhh like the wind slam the window shut or smthng.

AND GUESS WHAT, when we came back home, NOTHING, was wet AT ALL. I think like it only drizzled here or smthng. But seriously, I was just so shocked and amazed!! God really answered my prayer and created a miracle! Ohmygoose man. :O And the amazing thing is that 1. Blk 416 is like so near doesn't make sense that it would only drizzle here! 2. When we drove past the house to go for lunch the sky here was really dark tooooooo! So logically it should be the same cloud right!
Yes thank God thank God thank God.

Oh and thanks lynn for the strawberry pocky whoooo :D I'll eat it for recess tmr hee.

SYF this year like so weird ohwell, I can't really judge.
Went out moooooting today haha tsk going out with prefects like zhitian and xinyi so annoying hahaha even bring outside food in also cannot! Hmph. K the national library was deathly quiet so we decided to change venue to go macs and it was really crowded so we switched over to starbucks, but in the open air :( Pretty hot. Emily wanted to kill us for keep changing the venue hahaha her mum was pissed from u-turning so many times. xD I can't really remember what we did actually o.o But I think it was quite productive? Forgot. Bad memory sia. Uh, crapped like alot that's the part I can remember haha like what we talked about ;D

Headed to church after that. My phone really has problems man so annoying I can't call/answer calls cus people can't hear me I think the speaker gone cuckoo already. So I have to like use the earpiece to talk. Tsk. No cell today hung around for really long waiting for Nat's parents to come.

That's about all it's already the end of saturday. Whoa.
Can you stop doing that ._.

1st cooking lesson today! :D My cake looks so nais yay. Hahaha partnered with Naj our almond flicking/throwing thing so retardedz man lollll. Mrs Abbas' TWIN SONS are waaaaayyyyy cute hahaha very cheeky sia but seriously they look super cute. ;D
Sat around for trng in my pinafore haha Flea was there so played with her phone for a lil while and spent the rest of the time trying to untangle her necklace which was crazy. So, she accompanied me all the way back to tanah merah haha thanks I know the journey's like really long both to and also back to your house.
K so I reached home really late and mummy couldn't wait for me so she sent Joseph first so here I am at home instead of at cell. Ohwell.

Oh yeah! Changed seating arrangement hahaha took like half the english block to decide our final arrangement of 4 Cs. I still like the long lines though, ohwell. So I'm like sitting "next" to grace hahaha and Yin Yi is beside her too ;D My actual seatmate is Fu Xin la haha ok its quite weird but it's just cus it's a C.

Just watched tv which I haven't watched in ages I feel pretty sleepy it's only 10. :O
Saboteur rockssssss whoo

IT'S THURSDAY! Means tmr is Friday whooooo :D :D :D Training today was boring to the max. So few people (bdiv) cus like the rest of my batch was at cooking. Sat around alot just helped to see see the sec1s omg Jasmine is like :O superrrr good ok as in like. Her swing and her windmill is SUPER NATURAL. Me and Yue Zhen just sit there and :O :O :O Hahahaha. Not fair man xD Ya but still, super boring. Gave the sec1s suicides kinda thing at the end and some pt haha ohwell.

My cooking starts tmrrrrrr! Yay yay yay :D
Super tired finally did finish my bro's stuff and realised I haven't done my own lit stuff. Oh no.