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//Saturday, February 28, 2009 12:30 PM
IM SO HAPPPYYYYYY MY BRO FINALLY GOT HIS GUITAR FOR GUITAR ENSEM MEANS I CAN USE IT TOO!!! :D:D:D hehehe
//Friday, February 27, 2009 10:28 PM
SEMIS SEMIS SEMIS HERE WE COMMMMMEEEEEEE!!!
Today. Was. One of the hardest. We've played. Won NY 11-10! Super super heart attack match la hahaha I GOT WEAK HEART LEHZXZX. ;D Yup made my first nice hit thru the whole season! :D We just made so much noise, shouted and cheered like craaaazyyyy hahaha I think we today high la. Ok c'mon Bdiv lets whack ballz all the way to the Finals!!! :D:D:D We can do this yozxzxzx our rockstar moment! Are you ready Raffles!!!!!! Whooooo loveliest day manzxzx. W&I. I know how!! THANK YOU LORD!! And BLESSED BE THE NAME OF THE LORD, ALWAYS. IN EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE, WE GIVE THANKS TO YOU
//Thursday, February 26, 2009 8:23 PM
Match today was postponed again!! To tmr morning really really hope and pray it doesn't rain! I'm sure God has a plan and everything will fall into place and He would have His reasons :D Yup. Haha quite cool la morning match hope there wouldn't be too much morning dew! Hate wet grounds and balls :( Must learn to deal though. Ahwell. (:
At least I managed to catch abit of SS today :D I think? I know how to do alr. Mm. Game at Crescent tmr so irritating why must we have SLI seriously la then all those people can't they park their cars outside ): Hmph. Oh whatever. At least crescent is quite familiar ground :D I love, the things that make me laugh and smile :D Feeling so happy and on top of the world, sometimes. Just like a rainbow :D
//Wednesday, February 25, 2009 9:37 PM
OK. Now is abnormal time HAHA.
To my Funky Friend (FF): HIESZXZXZXZXZX!!! :D I intended to PEEL my answers but its so hard!! Ok, whatever :D Anywayzzz, Why my Funky Friend rocks oh I mean stone, cus I rock. We have the stupidest conversations in the worldddddd ohman I can't believe I actually have such a retarded friend!! :O Hahaha! We can never stop arguing about each other's lameness and FATS. Whoo my favourite subject la. Cus my funky friend's so fat he jumps into the sea and there's no more water left!! He wants to be even fatter although he's already a fatty. And he's so lame he perpetually always needs a wheelchair I think need prosthetic legs soon! Don't worry FF! I will help you raise funds one!! :D I'm so nais. Softball is a cool word yozxzxzx and so is being a backSTOP! FF, please give up your pitching and umpiring dream because as a friend I have to tell you the truth you know :D You CMI. Oops was I too direct? We play the stupidest Isketch I have ever played like ohmannn HOLLOW BRAIN. WOW. Ok I should stop insulting ;D Funky friend always craps with me and gives me uh, good advice hahahahhaa like last year when I thought I was gonna kick the bucket alr HAHA. And making me laugh when my stomach hurt ohman :O Cheering me up when I was like down in the dumps! Ya thank God for you seriously :D 1 of my best friends everzx hahahaha ARE YOU HONOURED!! OK MUST DO SI HAN STYLE. 祝 生活愉快 慧思 启 2009年2月25日
// 9:28 PM
3 SAs down!!!!! Haha whoohooo! I was so dead by the end of it all la haven't fully recovered and I'm really quite glad that we didn't play the match yesterday! I felt so much better today still sick and my voice went funny but yeah its still better :D
I saw a rainbow toooodddaaaayyyyy!! Super big and the clearest one yet! Rainbows in Singapore are like quite uncommon lor but yeah it was really pretty! First time i saw the middle part of the rainbow the bottom parts were blocked by HDBs usually I only see like half of it and very faint. But yeahhh ohmygosh :D Happpyzxzxzxzx. NY match tomorrow! TK won MG manzx.
//Tuesday, February 24, 2009 7:00 PM
Ohman, I hate being sick. I have 3 SAs tomorrow which is dumb to the max ok! I mean like what happened to spreading things out! Lit Geog English. Sigh.
I'm kinda scared for lit like seriously, I don't really know what to study or anything leh. I think geog still can la quite straightforward, I think?? Just need to make sure I remember all my keywords but did my Geog studying yesterday alr so yeah :D Match today was postponed and coach said bdiv could go off once we finished circuit so yup we did la :D Thats why I'm home so early today hehe. I'm really hungry my bro's not back yet I wanna eat my dinnnerrrrrr. Oh then like when we went in we sat in a circle and started telling each other stories about our scary dreams and ghost stories. AND COACH WAS THE SCARIEST!!! Omg, seriously la. Cus we were talking about Dopplegangers. And then coach suddenly was behind Nico and Nico turned back and screamed and we looked up I saw this black thing SUPERRRRR SCARY OKAY. Hahaha we all like screamed then started laughing and laughing and laughing and when we screamed coach also like got thrown back haha! Yup thats about all. I need to study. I want to sleep so badly. Sick Sick Sick Stuuuupid.
//Monday, February 23, 2009 8:15 PM
GOOD EVENING GE WEI. I AM HERE TO MAKE A SPEECH. -whacks my glass with spoon-
To Lynn my Pipagao: HI LYNN!! Hahaha! My Pipagao is the best everzx!! Haha whooo we both have great minds and great taste! And even though she complains that I talk alot, its okay cus I know she loves to hear me talk hehe :D:D Pipagao we must remember to go back to katong and water our pickle plant okay!! I didn't drop one in Dover, so their roots can't grow! It's in the the dustbin though. Maybe its roots will be so strong it can penetrate through the plastic! How cool is that! 8D I bring out Lynn's true self I tell you then we do so many stupid things together! (Refer to the pickle story) Yessss, and Lynn likes to read people's cookbooks in the night when she's hungry. :O And we shifted 4 times in the audi! Our eardrums kinda popped haha! "I can't hear you! I can't even hear myself!!" Whee I love Yoouuuuuuu Pipagao WE GO EVERY CONCERT TOGETHER KZ WE THE BEST! :D THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I LOVE MY PIPAGAO
// 6:19 PM
I want to play guitarrrrrrrrr. But 1 of the strings snapped! Irritating much. Haha I learnt accidentaly in love today quite cool man and its quite easy too so yay. OH AND I LEARNT MARY HAD A LITTLE LAME AND ODE TO JOY LOL. My 2 favourite songs on the earth HAHA. Super retarded man.
Studied geog with nico in the lib I think I'm done!! Match against NY tmr hm. Short post haha life not very interesting la. Odd timing now so no one's online ohman. I just got the RUDEST SHOCK ever! Math PT is due in 10 days are you kidding meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
//Sunday, February 22, 2009 7:21 PM
I finished all my homework early today! :D
Haha not bad huh! So I was playing Isketch like crazy hahahaha :D:D:D Hangman is like the ultimate slowz la. Going to airport soon but I'm not gonna get to eat popeyes ohman! Why must daddy come back from t2. Oh yeah, forgot to blog about yesterday ya! Fusion. Was. GREAT!!!!! Went with lynn my pipagao hahaha :D Super great. There was more songs this time and like worship was just so powerful and joyful. The speaker was like superrr funny :D His second proffession can like go be daffy duck alr la. Seriously man! Haha though we couldn't really hear properly but we still managed to catch some jokes and yeah the most of the message la :D A people, with Passion. Met John after that to pass him his gummies!!!! Haha for like 2 minutes only then took the longggggg riiiiidddddeeeee hooommmmeeeee. Hahahaha.
// 12:12 PM
Happy belated birthday to jon! :D I know you haven't recieved your present yet haha
And Happy birthday to Jean!! I can't believe you got chicky pox on your birthday! Ok I feel like a bad friend I haven't wished you like personally yet haha. Kkkz lots of homework can't believe geog exam is on wednesday! I have 3 tests on wednesday how cool is that.
//Friday, February 20, 2009 10:05 PM
ITS FINALLY THE END OF FRY-DAY!!!!
:D:D:D Whoohoo! Its gonna be the weekend! -throws confetti- :D Going for Fusion tmr after service with Lynn my Pipagao hahaha. Mentor's tea tmr morning too sigh so earrllyyyyyy how can they ever meet so early la it's horrible! Haha okay. I'm sleepy, I'll be sleeping earlier today. Didn't go for bowling with cityonahill. Yeah and I think I got lotsa work and studying to do WEDNESDAY 3 PAPERS ARGHHH GO DAI. Oh and Nineteen Minutes is awesome!!! Jodi Picoult is my favouritest writer yet!!!
//Thursday, February 19, 2009 8:08 PM
Well. When all is said and done huh.
I've never felt so lost on that field since last year. It really felt like I was the newbie catcher again. Well. My eyeing didn't let me down this season, not till today. Well. It's over, lets move on, to the next one. Hey team, Wonder if you guys do read. But lets just get that fire and that confidence back okay. I know, we know that we're far off from what we were. You can't deprove, you can only improve. But we have. We have deproved, so lets get it back, at least to where we were okay? Let's try. And make coach have his best birthday ever. I did. I did. Because. Just because. And I can see how stupid, and clueless I looked. How frustrated, how unclear. All in my head. Lord I still give thanks to you. Through it all
//Wednesday, February 18, 2009 8:06 PM
Yay today was an early day! :D
Chiong-ed back home caught a ride from Auntie Shirley. My bro is gone for orientation camp the house feels quite empty haha but ohwell hope he enjoys it man! MATH AND CHINESE SAs TMR SAVEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEE. I really really really really really really really really hope I can do well/decently for math argh Ms Kam saying that she its not an easy paper doesn't help at all!! I kinda finished studying for it well memorised all those formula and stuff I hope when I see the questions I would be know how to do it la whether its by simultaneous or whatever sighz. Math is pretty hard I don't like it. I look back at last year's one and I'm still amazed! by how much I got la. I know that its not impossible, but it was still so shocking! And I'm still wondering how i could ever have done it la! I know that I didn't study as much as I did for that one though.... Hope I'll still be able to do alright. And there's chinese gong han aiya just less cuo bie zi and rmb format. Mmhmm I'm gonna trust God on these! And the match! TK tmr lets whack ballz man team :D
//Tuesday, February 17, 2009 8:20 PM
My God is Amaaaaaaazing! :D
Yup. Really really really thank Him for today's match, which we won yeah manzx :D I was so scared at the last part, keep hoping that we wouldn't be out and chalk up more runs to spare. So I kept praying while swinging up. And then, we got out. And I was like "Oh no. It's their batting inning, and its the last one" But God's timing is not our timing!! Yes and so we got them out pretty fast with nice catches and stuff!!! Yup I was just overjoyed and thanking/praising the Lord in my heart. My God is awesome. Yup and on a side note, I think MGS is really quite a good team. Their base running is pretty awesome. Really agressive, take every chance they have and yeah we messed up la haha but ohwell. Learn from mistakes (: Mmhmm and their pitcher national youth pitcher leizxzxxz! Sun was burning hot like seriously I think I can die from heat stroke la. I was feeling so so so so sleepy before the match like coach was talking and I felt like I could totally just fall asleep there and then but yeah luckily my spirits/energy maintained throughout the match but now I really can feel that leftover fatigue man. :O Oh and we got in for MPP!!!! :D:D:D Yay. And it's wednesday tmr! Woohoo love wednesdays :D:D:D But there are SAs on thurs oh sucks I can't do math for nuts and I want to read finish 19 minutes and I will totally sleep early today And 308's really cool whee :D Like we totally have jamming sessions during free blocks hoho!
//Monday, February 16, 2009 5:15 PM
Okay, I am back after a few days!
Hohum, Fri didn't go for mpp talk apparently Azura's dad was one of the speakers! Haha! Ohwell, missed it but whatever. Yup then cell haha superrr funny. Sat! Finally finally cut my hair its pretty short now but ppl like Angela still commenting about my fringe hmph like whatever man! :( At least its lots shorter! And so much more comfortable too. Church + cell hahahah my valentine is Liau Wen Ting woohoo! 8D We went out for the most romantic v-day dinner ever at 333! HAHA. Yup like totally manz. Oh and Clara Tan gave me my 2 roses hahaha eh but the real rose dying sia. Cell was totally hilarious ya and then Sunday (ytd) was Planet Shakers concert which all of us finally made up our mind to go! :D Was pretty good haha besides the fact that they like only sang 5 songs in total but it was a time for prayer for me and like, I did feel the presence of the Lord. (: Studying in church before that and my brain just like went crazy. Haha Clara can totally confirm that and the other people in the same room as me. Super crap la my math questions like totally never-ending and I really dunno how to do! Happy v-day everyone! And do you know that, GOD LOVES YOU TOO :D Hehe, I have no homework today!!!!! I'm sorry, it's quite hard for me. But I feel so bad, yet I hate it when you come to me like that. I mean sometimes I can still pretend, but in some circumstances, it's quite impossible.
//Thursday, February 12, 2009 8:35 PM
Today was a good day! And I had the most enriching bio lesson so far! Hahaha ok catherine wong can teach whoa man ;D For stuff like this la haha.
Life suddenly brightened up today! :D Or rather, school life. Not going to acs(i) tmr anymore for the mpp talk. I hope ms lim lets me. Going for training instead. Haha :D Wow huh. I hope we can do this, and get back our form, in time. Get well soon Nat! Mmhmm, I think we can do it la. Let's have more productive trainings kkkz! Ok back to math assignment :O Haha I feel kinda recharged yay! Telling myself that things don't matter is stupid. Because it matters, alot, to me.
//Wednesday, February 11, 2009 8:29 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAK!
Haha I wanted to give you hot pink, but i can't find it ): Ohwell :D Love ya lots & lots remember our obs times ah psshhhhh our bottle cap thing 8D and walking and talking hehe. Unexpected friends ftw. :D Sorry couldn't make it on sunday mmhmm hope you had a blessed birthday even though you're sick ): Ah, get well soon!! Ok today was a horrible fa day haha almost EVERY teacher that came in today announced that we are gonna recieve our fas!! Gosh, what a lovely system the school has. I need Luyi the genius to teach me math haha :D Oh but I finished my SS fa applause please :D I think half of it is crap hm. Mum's friends came over today for lunch haha really interesting conversations LOL. I couldn't concentrate on my math/ss listening to them hahaha. The JC calculator can play mario!!!! Betcha didn't know that ;D
//Tuesday, February 10, 2009 8:31 PM
Today was, well, not a very good day.
Lost to fajar but at least we're still through to the second round. Coach said I was like a zombie playing lol, I feel very tired. It's an early day tomorrow with nothing on oh finally. 'Nuff said, or rather, I don't know what else to say. There's homework, again.
//Monday, February 09, 2009 4:29 PM
It's this heavy weight upon my heart.
Ok, enough about that, Jon would say that I'm being emo. Haha whatever man. It's Monday again!!! I got the Monday bluuues, which won't go away till the weekend haha. Another round of waiting. Playing Fajar tmr apparently they won Pei Cai whoa. Away game :D Yay. (Don't need to train after that hehe) Ok so that's life. Friday got some mpp thing. And now it's back to math. Which I can't really do.
//Sunday, February 08, 2009 10:17 PM
Ha today was dramatic. This girl in chinese ministry in church crashed into the glass door and got really really badly cut by the glass the cut went all the way to the bone was quite scary. Luckily had guangen there certified first aider haha! To bandage the wound and stuff. He said she was losing alot alot of blood. Yeah and the ambulance came and stuff.
Yup and watched Poseidon which was a super drama action packed movie I think it was quite good though haha. Monday again tomorrow. Is this life. Sigh. Cus we're always going round in circles, While stuck in the mutibility of everything. What An Irony.
//Saturday, February 07, 2009 8:24 PM
SHoP exchange today was great!! I've since gotten new motivations and new insights okay but I really need to think of who to find. Hm. And I'm just gonna believe that God is the one that will help me thru the whole thing and it would be fine (:
Mmhmm, service :D Then came home for dinner lor. Wish I could have gone with them ohwell haha. Almost missed 14 super dumb but i didn't so yay :D:D I'm really full. :O I'll stand in the gap. Intercession, by a people with passion
// 10:52 AM
BURNT OUT
Riverside down! :D Yup yup means we're definitely in second round, where things will get alot tougher.... But anyway, let's just aim to top our group yeah! :D
My catching during the game was like #($(#*!). Yeah. And there was that 1 run that we let in, for nothing. Ohwell. All my muscles ache and what not from the 3 sets of everything that coach made us do after the game ): ): Hmph. The logs killed my arms la. Esp how i gae kiang go and do 2 sets in a row. :O Uhhuh yesterday was training. Um, yeah. I'M SO GLAD ITS SATURDAY. I'M SO GLAD IT'S SATURDAY. AHHHHHH. FINALLY. Sometimes it feels like the most excrutiating torture just to stand there. Stuck between 2 POVs, if I could just let all of it go. Ps. I HIT MY VERY FIRST HOMERUN EVERY YAYZXZZXZXZXZ :D:D:D
//Wednesday, February 04, 2009 6:24 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!
AND belated BIRTHDAY HWEI YEN! Kelly: Thanks for being such a great and cute batchmate haha kelly welly! :D you're so cute man and I still rmb catching for you last time haha rmb your pitching days xD K, God bless ya and cya tmr hehe we gonna Kick A yeah! Hwei Yen: Yo man! Typed alot in my sms alr hehe anw yeah good luck in worship team once again! God bless too! Lotsa Love! :D Ok so season officially started yesterday! I didn't get to blog or even go on the com because I was busy doing all my homework yesterday and I was majorly exhausted. Anyway, we won Pei Cai 15-0!!! Yeah man what a start :D I hope we do continue like that. (: I think it was quite a good game except yeah need to brush up on batting skillzzzz. But what I really have to say is, NICE PITCHING NAT!!! Haha omg really, it was really really good, honest. I bet the people on the field were getting bored la hahaha! Oh then I rmb a nice hit by the pcs pitcher and the super cool relay I was really really scared when I dropped it and I really didn't expect her to be out because like of course drop alr then she should take advantage of my error right. Yeah so I quickly picked it up and I was so surprised to find her still in the middle of 3b and home! Yeah so i tossed and that was another scary part because my toss went up way too high! But Emily caught it and tagged her out woohoo! :D Nicest play yet. Riverside tmr haven't seen/heard about them before. Everyday I feel like I'm in this big rush and have like one million things to complete. I'm always under this mound of homework to be completed and everyday I just have to keep doing stuff. It's really getting to me and I really don't like to be always doing work and always being so busy with school stuff. I don't feel that it's very worth it. But sometimes I don't really have a choice. It really sucks and it sucks even more when you don't really know how to do the work that you have to. So many things are coming up soon and so much is to be done before that it's unbelievable. I feel like I need some breathing space. Is this really what school is all about? Supposedly what would make us thinkers, leaders, and pioneers? Clara came over today again haha! :D I managed to finish all my work so thats a relief. Geog was obviously anyhow done because I really don't have much of a clue on how to do it. To play with passion and a fire that ignites our steps.
//Sunday, February 01, 2009 2:55 PM
[/edit] Ok things are fine now.
Season starts on tuesday. DM is being stupid making us look toot is very proffessional ya thanks. I signed up for missions! Yay. K, overall, life sucks I want holidays now. Oh yeah, Jan came over to church yesterday :D Had lunch with her wen and jon, was really funny ;D Stoned around in church for reaaaaaally long everyone else was doing ministry day stuff and I just kept shuttling between the SCC hall and Chapel lol. Service finally started and then had ministry day! Ugh there's really alot of things that I wanna do but not enough time!! K then went out for "cell" dinner haha which only comprised of me hwei yen wen and nat xD Went to Mad Jacks! Spent less than 10bucks so proud of myself hehehe. School tmr. Bro's going to sch too! Like finallaaaaye. Hahaha. |
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