206 PWNS YAY
today was great and i never expected us to get 2nd!!! haha yes so i was screaming like siao when 2nd was us :O haha such a nice surprise.
thank you Lord for helping me to last and have stamina thru all the games thank you for blessing us so greatly :D
yeah i guess our class spirit finally showed today and yeah we worked well and good tgt. this is the class i would like from the beginning man. but nvm, better late than never right? yay :D

okay then trng i still cant find my stuff.. guess i gotta buy new stuff alr. sian. $.$
i sat around alot. all i really want to do is catch actually. and just focus on it and shut out the rest ): oh and throwing. but i dont really have a glove now. sucks.
my batting is .... hai yao shuo ma? i wont go cus my catching means too much to me

oh i lost all my equipment. haha i wonder why but im not so like worried/upset about it. hm.
netball carn tmr! im sure im gonna ache like crapola :O okay we'll see how haha

fatty fatty fatty ;D fatty eat mammoth with 5 babies HAHA ;D

im so excited im so excited im so excited my best times are ahead right Lord! :D thank you Lord

i need to get myself a life.

and i really need self control
oh and my feet really hurt.

meanwhile, feeling very very very excited about a few stuffs WEEEEKENDDDDDDD LAI AHHHHH

wen and nat came over today haha quite fun 8D
ladeedumdumdum wenting plays mahjong funnily haha!

"theres a start and end for everything and this would probably be the end"
i remember this, you told me.

/

i dream about you so many times

i love the weekends.
and i love going to church. theres such a nice, peaceful feeling. filled with joy. i love the house of the Lord! :D

a little, unsettled. but, kan zhe ban lah.
if ull would quit it?!
running away isn't gonna do much, i know.
but its so real

I found myself today
Oh, I found myself
And ran away
But something pulled me back
Voice of reason
I forgot I had

All I know is you're not here to say
But you always used to say
And it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No, I wont break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me

All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment
To my dreams

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high

when, oh when

im such a D person haha but its expected after all. i know myself one. esp in that setting.
leadership looks rather promising after all :D its be a day full of revelations haha. and today's gonna be tv marathon haha thurs are always like that heh.
amanda cheu is right haha. im gonna have to be able to cheng shou. its just awhile more. so im staying put.
acp today was quite failure-ish haha but nvm i dont really care anw. all i know is that i did my part so yeah.

and now i know my direction to go already. whoa, a blessing in disguise, maybe?
but thank you Lord, for now. this is my decision. and i think my mind's quite made up. thank you Lord, i know Your plan is perfect and You'll never leave me but You will make my paths straight. and i trust in You, and i give You my life.

i can't wait to get out of here actually. i wonder why it has to be like that. the grass is always greener on the other side huh.

it almost seems as if im immune. seems. hah.

remind me again why

i love liau wen ting very very much

.

i like sunflowers (:

okay so i rejected history RA. guess im gonna turn down all the RAs that i might be accepted to. geog probably. and i finally got 4.0 overall for history. this year has really been a year of firsts (: good firsts. especially in the academic sector. like whoa.

okay training tomorrow. i will not die :D

shakespeare 8D

fallen, and we try to pick up the pieces. how many times have we been doing this? cus im tired of it. just like a never ending jigsaw; i never seem to be able to find the perfect piece. the piece that would fit. and never come out. forever.

church has been so good, so refreshing, so lovely :D thank you God, for your love and grace and mercy. and Your Spirit that fills me.

i love my rs mates :D presentation is on tuesday and after that i would be so so happy.
class isnt doing anything about everything and peresonally i cant be bothered much and like i cant do some of it at least im playing for net carn so yeah.

why are my posts getting shorter and shorter hahahaha.

an opportunity,
a chance.
thrown,
far away.
when will it be back?
for i do regret.
and as i say,
history repeats itself.

20min block school running was a killer. haha i cant believe we only took like what. 3 min?! to run from j block to e block dunno what level. which was. :O and what we needed was for time to pass faster. which it wasnt haha.

school nowadays is quite a waste of time. seriously no one comes in lah. so we just slack around in class. haha but beats studying so yeah :D

i don't know how to get it back, or even if i want it back. but i liked it when it wasn't back, during that time. so.

/edit.
emily wanted me to add this HAHA. ego emily. whoo lookie! alliteration :D
yup so here goes:
thank you emily low yee chin ;D for being the most incredible seatmate everzxzx hahaha your bestfriend (zt) was a great seatmate too hahaha ok but shes guai-er than you. so yeah. teehee.
a leetle part of my math marks is attributed to you for teaching me you smart ass but you got higher so yeah haha! but whatever.
thanks for being a siao zhar bo and some stuff that cannot be revealed here 8D
i love you emily!

(:

first thing to do,
THANK YOU LORD :D
yup! for all my results and stufffssss :D and for bringing me through this whole eoy period and giving me great people to study with i am just so thankful.
my results shock me. and i feel rather undeserving of them. but im really really happy :D although some like chinese and science wasn't very good but really, ITS OKAY ;D
i really got a great shock. some of it was really the best i ever did in my whole secondary school life. and it was really a pleasant surprise. its like. stuff that i didn't think that i did that well, came back really good. and its such a shocker. today has been one big ride haha.
thank you Lord once again :D

thank you nicoteo too for always studying with me and sammy tooo. and jean and shona too. i think studying at bugis lib really was a great help. with all that practice and everything that i did. and plus nico's help :D I LOVE YOU NICO. so i gave her a big fat hug after seeing my results.

now im thinking of taking trip humanities haha! not sure though. we'll see.
i want my report book. :D heh.
AHHH I AM HAPPIEZXZXZXZX

'Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.'
-Phillipians 4: 6

'Therefore do not worryabout tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.'
-Matthew 6: 34

:D

i think. and i know. we've grown apart.

went to throw with carolyn/kenneth today at ahs hahaha. AND OMG I CAN THROW OKAY. WHOOOO. I AM LIKE. THE PROEST.
(but i don't know why this sucks la i always get cut by the seams ): sian.)
but okay quite fun haha. then went to church! where we jammed around haha i finally realised how to play keyboard(thanks hwei yen! :D) but still not very creative. didnt touch drums/guitar. so ps hahaha.
yup so it was a great day hehehe.

getting back EVERYTHING(except philo which is wtvvvv) tmr :O ohmygoose.

training's starting on thurs! hope it'll be fine haha im not so off form after today i guess whoopedoo :D i <3 church. but i still dont really know the peepals. ): on another note, im hungry. and i think i want to change skin haha.

i never knew

oh and btw. i would appreciate if you didn't add fuel to the fire. thanks.

social/dining etiquette course today. was quite retarded haha had a headache after that and jacks place chicken chop sucks ): ohwells.
i need somemore life hahaha even though its after eoys im like rotting away at home :O
kkkz ny people JIAYOU :D oh and ri too but ull dont finish tmr like them. haha! aw well.

you. are spiralling outta control. and its quite scary. i feel like staying away from you.

do you know

i. am. incredibly. bored.
asduhasdghashkd what is this nonsense.

haha rachel bet your ego's gonna inflate like some balloon but,
ILOVERACHELTAN :D AND MAMMA MIA :D

haha had a really good time talking and talking haha and walking and walking LOL. but mamma mia is a REALLY GOOD MOVIE. everyone, GO WATCH IT. NOW!
hahaha yes so we didnt realise that it was the james bond guy until the end ._. pfft.
it was funny and cute and sweet and everything haha and rachel has GOT to be the best company ever haha okay there are other bests too la but one of the bests :D had lots of fun i cant believe i ran through the whole of dhoby ghaut mrt and the movie wasnt even starting!! which was so dumb haha.

JESC coming up YEAH MANZXZX.


oh Lord, Your grace is sufficient for me

EOYS ARE OVER :DDDDDDDDD
okay thats all for now haha i had a great time at ecp and playing pool today :D
i love kelly and sam whoo!

okay im really very happy and feel very blessed.
one key person to thank: my God! :D thank You for bringing me through. (:

dinner, cell, sleep, go out, church. yup thats for later and tomorrow whoo ;D

feel like curling up into the corner and weeping.
bye world. this is such a morbid thought.

its sposed to be a happy day. well, it depends.
i want it to be speshul.

わかりません..

okay so history's done with. wasnt the best paper of my life like obviously i think the sbqs killed me and i think i should have just done q2 first just like everyone else.
今、私は死ぬ。
金曜日、急ぐきってください！私はとても疲れるね..
sigh.

all my stuff all getting dusty up there haha. i really want it back.
alright. math tmr. wish me luck (:

my hand is going to drop off after exams. like seriously. ):
okay 4 more papers jiayouzzz everybuddy we can do this

i think i become more and more efficient :D finish studying while everyone's still mugging now hahaha.
bugis lib today was quite productive whoo. i love jean and nicoteo! and jaywalking was the bestttt i cant believe 190 just splashed THAT MUCH water on us :O hahahaa
the air's so cold and calefare is the greatest. ;D

after eoys we'll pick up from where we left off? (:
i miss you(s)

geog kinda sucked. so yeah. ):
i hope i maintain my grades for geog its my only 4.0 its a shame to do badly during eoys and it might just make me feel even worse that i dint take history..

man.
lit tmr. plus eng paper 2. i hope lit comes out what i expect.

this. is such a cute quiz haha!

Dear (_friend_),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (_1_).I think I realized it (_2_), (_3_) and I saw you (_4_) (_5_).I'm sure you're (_6_) enough to understand (_7_).I'm returning (_8_) to you, but I'll keep (_9_) as a memory.You should also know that I (_10_) and (_11_).

(_12_)


Dear Rachel,
I really don't know how to tell you this, but I'm joining the convent. I think i realized it when your dog humped my leg, at the mental hospital and i saw you sit on my illegitimate child in Ghana. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that your driving sucks. I'm returning your old New Kids on the Block blanket to you, but i'll keep the results of that blood-sample as a memory.You should also know that hate your cooking and our friendship is ruined.

Go drown yourself, Joce (:

1. What's the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White – I’m joining the Convent
Black - I dislike your eyelashes
Green - Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other - I'm in love with your cat

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - Last year when you peed your pants
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - When I quoted Forest Gump
November - When your dog humped my leg (what in the world! lol)
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4. What's the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put whipped cream on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5. What's the colour of your underwear? not telling haha x)
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other - The elephant in the corner

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; HighHouse;
SlySimpsons; Cowardly
The news; Scarred
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumbkid
Other - That your driving sucks

8. What's the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - Your Elton John poster
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from Vegas
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your car

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
C/D - The oil tank from your car
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of that blood-sample
K/L - Your left earM/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your glass eye
Y/Z - Your credit cards10.

The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Never will forget that night
E/F - Always wanted to break your legs
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship is ruined
Beer – you should stop picking your nose
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Liquor - I chew on your earlobes while you sleep
Other – I'm scratching my ass as you read this

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex-change
England - Good luck in jail
Spain - Go drown yourself
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
France – With tears of sadness

whoo! rachel my fried lil chickin hahaha ;D

It's just the way things are. It's like looking through glass.

my brain will burst :O
why oh why must sg merge with m'sia. if not things would be much simpler right? YES.
perfect answer.
:D

im really sorry alright.
i'll join your fan club and make friends with barney la okay! ._.
i dont even know whether you're pissed or whatever now cus you arent even talking.

eyas have officially started! :O
yupyup. english and chinese compo were okay. quite good actually. i just hope i dont pian1 ti2 for chi :/ sucks. stupid chou mei bu zhan part i think it will kill everyone. wrote a drama mama story as usually haha divorce :O
i think i wrote the best pe so far for eng today ;D yay

oh and i handed up rs report today!! :D:D:D finally. its like a BIG FAT LOAD off my back haha!

okay studying is getting more and more productive that is good yay (: and i am becoming kiasu like a mugger toad 8) how wonderful is that
i aim to do well this time (: yay

its just 7 more papers and 7 more days to go! whoo!

heres to CRAPSTERZXZXZX :D
hi crapsterzx you are crap you know! but you make me laugh har har har ;D
you are ghey but its okay i love you all the same
ahem, our relationship is strictly platonic thanks (:
okay bye CRAPSTERZXZX

oh and rachel is such a gay haha HI RACHEL :D

this is so why i CANT. STUDY. AT. HOME. )))))):
i havent been doing anything. like really.

I STUDIED FOR ABOUT 5 HOURS TODAY. APPLAUSE, PLEASE? :D
haha went to changi airport, got chased out of macs SO SAD ): the manager has nothing better to do i tell you. so me and nat reached there first. and faith came to join us at macs where we subsequently got kicked out ):
so waited around the chairs for fion who was the 2ND LAST hahah happy? xD yup so decided to have lunch. i want popeyes but fion had a sorethroat so settled with foodcourt (i bought my mash potato in the end though :DDD heh) ate some super oily and salty ban mian and nat + faith had disgusting dumplings such a waste of money.
so. varrick finally came and nat was complaining how he never ans his sms (he ran out of $ you see) but aiyah nat, *wink wink* :D hahaha alright so continued studying hist and geog totally sapped out my brains and i wasted alot of (rough) paper.
faith left early and at about i dunno what time haha we decided to TAKE A BREAK (with no kitkat) so we played bridge. i find it quite hard to figure out whos my partner hahaha. and then this old cleaner uncle came over and stared at our cards and us and said in chinese. "you'll better stop ah. here got police one later they come and take picture"
um like. HELLO we arent even gambling!!! D: so irritating. so okay lor. went back to studying. which sucked. ugh. i kinda cannot rmb the stuff oops.
so at like 5+ we went back.

tadah! my day (: hahaha.
liauwenting didnt come D: and where are youuu ah. why you not online! dont tell me today also got what what class?! public holiday leh! :O okay i doubt you're having class actually haha.

changi airport is really quite cool :D and the foodcourt has nice chairs (that we managed to snag, luckily haha :D)