getting very tired. this is the time i hit the bottom.
i seem to be losing the drive, and motivation. but on the outside im chionging. why? cus. well, i know how hard it is, and im just doing the best i can luh.. tho i dont think its for myself anymore.
well, since when has it been much for myself anw.

you read me like an open book.

i dno what i can do alr, it doesn't feel right. but i'll just give it all la, even tho my heart may not be into it..