okay, so its tomorrow.
its just, all that we've been working for yeah? :D all that sweat, pain, frustration, joy, lets just put it into this match. for this last final fight (:

its ny. so. we beat them before (: so we will do it again. & i have faith in everyone of you!
cept probably myself but thats beside the point.

swimathon today. swim lorh. ._.
too long never swim alr. stamina = sucky alr. OHWELLS. im not even in swimming ha.ha. (: yup. im really scared that im gonna get aches tmr ><

ok so lets just whack their balls k! we're gonna go all out for this right? (: i know we will.

jocelynlanghuishi you gotta get a GRIP on yourself.
cmon. its the last one already.
put it behind you. you stupid dude(tte).

WHAT FINALS? GRAND FINALS!
yupp! thats where we're going :D against nyyyyyyyyy.
we did it before, so lets do it again!!

today's match against pc was probably, my most stressful one.
and my performance just. really sucked. fielding was okay lah, though was damn guilty about the bad throw to 3. was very upset about that.
i dont like it that my batting standard's going down. whats happening to me, like seriously.
i know how much faith you have in me. im sorry. im just, so sorry.
feel like i let so many down.
dunno whats wrong with me today. i cant get affected by it. gotta move on. keep telling myself that, but still.
still i swing at those stupid high balls,
still i cant drive it out,
still i dont extend my left arm,
still i dont turn.
WHY.

thank you Lord for turning it around (: though i didnt shine today, the rest did. (:
nice hr nico (:

and my blueblacks hurt.

on a side note, i love ccube very very much (: today we just went crazy when we came back. haha. photos at christine's blog :D froggiezzzzz whee :D

jocelyn is..?
stupid.
yes thats how i feel now.

so its tmr.
the match thats gonna make or break. yeah.
its peicai! so lets do it again :D

kickaalltheway ccube!

buffet buffet sleepover sleepover swimming swmming mahjong mahjong
I WANT

i finally cut my hair today! :D haha. still think its too thick but wtv.
went for celebration of praise (cop) today, and felt so much like a kid. been such a long time since i've been in a children ministry worship (as if cbc has ah now) and do all those actions and stuff. the kids are really cute. like you see small kids jumping. super cute :D
woke up at EIGHTAM cus my mum apparently forgot i wasnt going to cbc today and she woke me up saying. late alr lah! then im like. whaaaat. i going bbtc leh. 1045 ._. lol. ohwells.

ytd, church was good, as usual :D oh ate the most most awesome like 123456789 peranakan food at katong :DDDDDDD mummy says she last time bring us before. when we were like what. a year old? or isit 3 years old. but i cant rmb lah. but srsly, all the gravies all the sambal and fish curry was just. super shiok. and the burbur terigu too :D hee. their coconut milk very fresh. i wanna go back there again! :D
i love peranakan food <3
ok then went shopping after church with wen. cus mango and fox were having this up to 70% sale. i bought a black tank from mango 10BUCKS ONLY :DDD whee. and went to fox i wanna buy 2 things gonna drag my mum there teehee.
went to giordano and wenting was trying to convince herself that 26bucks for that blue white striped top was worth it. went there at first then came back again. but she bought it in the end x) and i have no idea why when they scanned it instead of 26 it was 19!!!
so cool lah :D i calculated like. 28% discount man. not bad not bad. haha, and she was really happy, duh.
and the voucher thing is so CHEAT. hmph.

tues tues tues
thurs thurs thurs

and then its over..

oohh. seems like everyone blogged about nanhua except ME. haha okay this would be abit late, but nvm!
k so nanhua, fought really hard. yeah. but we fought even harder and we got through!
SO NOW ITS SEMIS PEEPALS :D SEMIIISSSSSS OHMYGOODNESS YAY!
yupp got people out at 2 again im on a roll man! think it was i was on fire that day. :D nice 1bounce throw by alanna from OUTFIELD. and i got the ball. i used TWO HANDS (not like the other time), and had this super solid tag out at home! my 1st one! :D whoo!
batting, made a nice bunt :D made one nice contact hit to ss i think but it got stopped i dint see how far it went lah. got out at 1 but still, i love that contact sound (:
i think im gonna change away from stealth soon. i feel its quite a weak bat. but i still like it leizxzx hehe :D

okay so SEMIS, HERE WE COME!

had really light training today. circuit. was drizzling and what not so dint get to do machine batting ): nat kelly and alanna did some pitching. hey alanna some of your pitches were really nice! come back to pitching soon yah :D yay. your speed's quite good (:
yup then coach talked talked talked about all his last time teammates and how they dui bu qi their lao po. lol. and stuff like the aquas in thailand x) hahaha.
oh yah, and i got scraped by the machine when i tried to put it down. like to roll it back. ): it kinda hurts when water touches it. bleah.

yup and like what nico say, lets really treasure these last two matches yah! (:
peicai's next so lets just whack their balls :D and feel that great sense of satisfaction when we beat them again. i cant believe it lah 3 times during season ._. tsk. ohwells.
so lets do it again!

okay i only left 4min before my bro will come up barging here. ticktock.

basically, won the hardest/greatest game of nats (in my opinion lah) today against nanhua. they fought back really hard.
and i think they deserve to be in semis. yeah. ahwells, nice game yeah nanhua! :D

i think nanhua people are nice (:

k match details or other stuff tmr or smthng. (when my bro has cell and i get the com :D) yup anw, today was a great day for me.

and on a side note, THANK YOU LORD. :D YOU ANSWERED ALL MY PRAYERS!

today = ate and ate and ate and ate.
yupp. :D
i think im getting fat though. hm.

looking back, it suddenly feels like cdiv has just flown past. like, srcs just seemed like such a short time ago. still remember the joy of winning our first match. against tk, no less. and that satisfaction in the end, even though we got 2nd. i think we played a good game against ny though we lost (:
the tears, hugs, joy, laughter, so much.. i miss it. but life goes on, right?
i cant wait for next year's srcs (:

and then zonals. quite a good game against crescent i rmb boon running straight into the 2b. was quite funny haha.
peicai, one word. sucky. definitely wasnt playing to my best. no spirit, no zest.
stc, sick homerun game haha. peak of our battings there, i think.
and that just like that, zonals was over. 2nd again, but nats are the ones that count right. (:

nationals.
1st match against siglap. the period where my batting started improving. started out quite badly, cus of pitching and all. yeahh. but we batted for 1 half hours. which was pretty crazy. 50-3
next match, peicai. everyone was quite tense. started out quite evenly matched. but i think they were leading awhile? not very sure. then the 3rd inning i guess. and then we all started hitting the ball. and we fought back really hard. and so, we did it (: ecstatic.
crescent. didnt play as good. but was alright.
and so, that concluded round one. the round that were probably the best 3 matches for me, yes. where my batting was quite good. (:

second round. group: nanyang, orchid park, nanhua
nanyang first match. everyone was really quite scared. first inning, pitching wasnt very good, batting not very good too. quick outs. but the rest were a different story. strikes came zipping in, great stops, great catches, great teamwork. batting for second inning was the best. so we pulled ahead. and we held them like really well. 1-2-3 outs for 2 innings? :D 13-4. jumped for joy!
first strikeouts of season though.
orchid park, just yesterday. 29-0. good pitching, started out with all the strikes alr. all 1-2-3 outs cept one. batting was alright, not bad. two hrs by nico. (:

so.. tmr's nanhua. and then second round will be over.
and then, semis on tues, and finals/ 3rd 4th placing on thurs.
but we're going to fajar, right ccube? (:
yeah and then there it goes..

thinking about srcs, i get very nostalgic.
but no i wont cry. though if i wasnt me and someone to whom tears come to more easily, there would probably be tears rolling down right now.

all coming back. it will. i know (: i like the way its going now.

joy.

ORCHID PARK 29-0!
i think our fielding's quite awesome hahaha i mean like. all 1-2-3 out leh! cept one inning. ahwells. nice pitching nat! and nice batting nico 2 HOMERUN SEHHH!
i got my first out at 2! :DDD dangs happy. and i think my fielding (ie catching and throwing and knowledge of play) improved. but my batting is deproving. i wonder why. ):
sian. ok, was quite a good game. besides the fact i got striked out by a slow pitcher which quite sucked. i mean, it sucks to get struck out, not the pitcher (:

my shoulder is dying i think i will get sick after season. been holding out for these weeks. just one more!

cdiv's ending so fast, wow. i'll miss it. yeah D:
k so lets make the most out of what we have left! :D go, team!

which captain wouldnt be proud, with this kinda team. :D
loveyouguysssssssss!

OMG.

"Raffles JC may offer IB diploma by 2010."
The Straits Times

THIS IS INCREDIBLE. INCREDIBLE. INCREDIBLE. WOW.
INCREDIBLE INCREDIBLE INCREDIBLE.
THIS IS AWESOME.

THANK YOU LORD. YOU WORK IN WAYS UNSEEN TO MAN AND YES LORD IF THAT IS YOUR PLAN FOR ME WOOHOO!
2010 IS MY GRADUATING ITS LIKE. PERFECT. PERFECTO.
WOW LORD YOU AMAZE ME WITH YOUR PERFECT PLAN!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

okay so today was. RHD! :D im so upset dint get to eat of those food cus by the time it was our turn there was like NOTHING. nothing really nice anw.
there was like sushi, bibimbap, mango & sticky rice, and i think got others too lor!!
ah, so upsetting.

ahwells. ok just went from classroom to classroom ladeedum. was quite boring. yah.
k, went to 208 (no man's classroom haha.) and made alot of noise x) cus it was none of our classes, batchmates i mean.
played hand games ooh i rock at hand games haha! like the tap table one played in cell and the 2 fingers dum da da dum dum. da dum! game :D whee. i likeeee.
yeah then went to subway plus shared lj's fries with kelly. i think subway aint that filling D:

i really dunno wheres my mov. at least i found my zhong guo wen hua zhi lv. havent gotten around to reading it. i think of it alr feel sleepy. how to tahan reading the actual thing?

oh yah. last night was srsly damn funny. i decided to read kelly's old archives. like sec1. and wow wow whee so interesting XD i stalk her past and she stalked mine too! hahaha.
and i was such a lame twit last time. and kept talking like this: (okay nvm i dont wanna show ull will laugh D:)
was super disgusting ahwells.

im gonna print my history pt :D
/edit}
printer no ink -.-

oh yes, God You never fail to amaze me.
You know this would encourage me, and it did! :D
haha (:

it was such a miracle :D
and its really cool.

theres such a need for a wake up call right now ._.
k nvm.

WTH?! oh shit. walao, maybe it IS your fault. but i must say its damn extreme. cus its gonna involve US too. wth. wth. wth. oh and now i know, its not maybe. it IS. wth you'll. this is just great ah.

i hope you went to church today. (:

its rhd tmr :D half day yayyy!
tuesssss, orchid park.
lets go, team! <3

okay finally had church today i was really looking forward to service! :D
came late cus 14 took super long so i ended up taking 31 to bedok and then 222. such a humongous waste of time D: went in and it was the last part of one way. ahwells.
but it really felt good. going service has been the main thought in my mind since. well. since last sunday/saturday.

oh no oh no 1 min to rush this out.

okay had dinner with wen ended up eating alot hahaha :D eh i give you free meal leh wen! x) be grateful manzxzx.

okay i'll continue another day prolly tmr. pfft.
theres church again (:
thats good. haha.

who are you becoming man. i feel like i don't even know you anymore.

[edit/]
there was supposed to be chinese stuff here. one long paragraph anw. i really want to put it up.
ask me if you wanna see it.

AND YOU. CAN YOU GO AWAY, PLEASE. bu yao guan xian shi okay. leave us alone will ya! im sick of seeing your face around. go back to where you belong can.

both of you can zou kai. sian.

i havent finished hist pt its due on wed IM DEADDDDDDDDD. ):

church tmr oh finally :D

ps. first chinese post haha credits to ALANNA KWONG :D -insert her thank you speech: wo yao xie xie wo de ba ba, ma ma, jocelyn :D, ccube, blahblahblahblah-

respect? pah. next time bring sanwiches too lah. and maybe a bottle of juice.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
today. was. totally. THE BEST. :DDDDDDDDDDD
NANYANG 13-4 !!!
i dunno why but everyone just felt so relaxed and everything! (after the first inning haha) but anw! really manzxzxzxzxzx.
we just whacked! destroy those balls yeah man! :D
it was really a good game! though the pitcher was fast but we really proved ourselves, cus we won this game by HITTING.
and really, the fielding was just simply. AWESOME. 1-2-3 OUT FOR 2 INNINGS STRAIGHT! OMGZ RIGHT.
nice fielding eunice! :DDDD (hahahhahahahahahhaha you got alot of praise from ahem. XD)
nice stop emily!! :DDDD i love ya FITW! <333
okay then nice pitching nat though it wasnt 100% but nvm! imagine. this aint 100% and still can make it (CMI hahahha) then when 100% hohohohoho lets all grin madly :D
nice catch christine! :D and nice stopping!
nice try alanna :D and nice covering (:
yupp the rest great great great too lah! covering and all (: hehehe.
and nico, have faith in yourself too okay. now's your turn (: we're all behind i definitely am and i believe in you too (:
and now we know, that teamwork really goes a long way :DDDD i think we just really worked as one unit today (: which really really really felt great.

was just really great.
my first strikeouts of nats season. ahwells. shes good lah. xueyi-number 2. hmm. (:
made one nice hit to rf (i always hit lefty side= late swing D: ) but it was nice contact :D
christine said we batted 4 times but i really cant rmb!! maybe i did lah i think it was a hit? but i cant rmb. shortterm siah srsly.
actually cant rmb alot of stuff/details about the match lol.

kay i just love everyone of you i think it was just a really really good game.
one of the best we've played so far.
so lets keep this up k! :DDDDDDD
no fear no fear.
orchid park, you're next.
then nanhua.

ccube, you make my day <3

thank you Lord!!! :D i know You kept the rain back and just gave us the strength. i love You!

your joy overtakes,
and i cant forget about it!

slowly its all coming back (:

day numero uno
rents are away in lawas. not coming back till sun. so i hafta eat out for the next 3 days. wonderful. ._.

k so went to sci lab to take pics of set up. read finish fire dreamer so i could return all my 4 books. oh before that(the reading finish i mean), went j8 with emily sam boon then went library.
ate yoshinoya then cat tseng popped out and joined us too.
i basically spent my time reading fire dreamer. while emily and sam gathered up load after load of books. for hist. but at least now i know what heroic thing my char's gonna do! that makes it so much easier yay :D

quite uneventful really did nothing oh no.
i cant find mov. hmm.

tmr! lets do it! yeah babehz :D
whack it yo!

(((((((((((((((:

love you guys

go awayyyyy awaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy.
wtmanzx. p9

I m t love. Love w o h a s
alright, guess if you must. (:

forever ?

everytime i see you come online i have this urge to appear offline ._.

i want to go to church, now.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.
Galatians 5:22-23

i we. should start explaining some stuff.

haha 201's class blog is super funny. read all the quotes part.
www.car-twoone.blogspot.com
:D
mr lim is damn lameeeeeeeeeeee. and funnaye lol.
"Maybe you can name your child x. Then your surname will be tra. So x-tra."- Mr Lim
"See ah, all the powers all same right. So you join them tgt. Then what they become?"
class: "...?"
"POWERPUFF LAH!"

and esther and shivani. XD
How many of you have finished reading the Merchant of Venice?"
"Please luh, it isn’t even English."-
Ms Ong, Esther

pffft. they got mrtoh and desouza somemore. D: ohwells. at least got mrlim :D
"is that my bell?"
"YES."
"i mean my BELLE leh"
._. LOL.

there're loadssss more on 201 blog. haha was gonna burst out laughing in front of my com.

okay i aim to finish my poem today still cant think of a heroic act. ._.

i kept waking up in the morning then i had to keep reminding myself that its a SATURDAY. felt quite irritated with myself lol.
okay uh. first match thurs ny. yuppppppppp.
mental strength. (: jiayouz everybuddy! lets play a good game yeah!
jiayou to jean too haha ;D and the rest of your team.

tues. uh, orchid park. i really never see them before. hmm.

thurs. whats it uh, shiaks i forgot. um um um. oh, nanhua. yeah. (stc beat nh?! yeah o.o)

we can do it peepals :D

no service today ):

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance(whats this?). Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions(um?). Romantic(?). Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking(ummzzzzz? x) ). High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable (i dunno?)

it started out really good. full of energy and everything. then batting was alright. pitching was super good (: catching was quite fine.
i think im just happiest when im out catching and just concentrating on the pitch and all. then srsly i just feel like a player. just like today. except when i turned my head lah. but nvmz. still overall was really nice. even though it was muddy and all at the end. yah.

then..
ugh. srsly. sometimes i really hate you guys man. you want to try putting yourselves into my shoes? i doubt ull even know why im so. like that lah. but forget it. i dont feel like explaining too.

im very tired of this job. ._.

and really, i get disappointed time and time again by you. does that word even MEAN anything to you?

training today. aiyah just sucked lah ):
i cant blame it on the weather. its just myself i think.
instead of improving i deproved. wttt.

disappointed by you time and time again. huh, __?

on another note happy birthday jawn :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD whoo! :D [edit. i suddenly remembered haha]

i love my starbust gummies. (:
and it really really feel like a friday today. somehow. o.o

hoho! im back home so early :D i mean. its considered early for me. yeah.
i realised i forgot to blog about monday.
the part when wen came over haha. so. she just called and invited herself over XD and i said okay why not cus we dint have our swim appointment in june aw. she took a mighty long time figuring out how to ask her mum who was tutoring people. and in the end she did it in a so NOT discreet manner which caused all the students to stare at her. LOL.
yupp so swam anw :D such a long time since she's been over. and vice versa also lah. still rmb that time just anyhow go her house since it was near sch anw and the chinese project at my house XD ahwells. good times good times. then we started laughing like super crazily in the pool cus we were talking about ___ and she was piggybacking me around (trying to decieve herself that shes strong hahah just kidding)
had a really really great time. i miss all those times manzx ):

today was. normal. i completely zoned out during geog. heard people/teacher talking and all but nothing went in. basically waited for lesson to end oh while popping my chewing gum.

the hot nuts are really hot :O i like the other type better hehe. and i have quite abit of stuff today. some speech thinggy to give tmr too ._.

i can't stand the both of you. together.
feel so weird around you nowadays. ._.
maybe gut feelings are correct. well, they've proved right plenty of times.

ooh next week's holssss :D apec conference thingy :D woohoo!

im excited. i hope we do start it :D Lord i pray that it will go well! when we unite and pray, there will surely be fruit. different churches, different backgrounds, but one same God (:
okay training today was. alright. normal lah. i like diamond drills i think they help and i could just do it all training (: my throwing to 2 improved! whoo!
my batting sucked. yeah. cant drive it out. cept a few but the contact was off. but at least im not hitting it so late now. my batting keeps letting me down i dont like D: ahwells.
i dont know what homework i have or whether theres any homework.

oh yeah. today was be yourself day! :D
stripes shades batting glove tie (for the photo only xD) necklaces bangle whee!
was pretty fun. pictures will be up on... CHRISTINE'S BLOG :D hehehe. see christine i advertise for you manzx! :D
i wish we dint have to change for training haha. alanna and lynn's FBI tee and hats and guns were cute XD so were the pjs. oh and the grey's anatomy stuff.
ooh plus the netballers had their own little miss tanks. super cute. like little miss defender. then the lil miss char with the netball.
there was free ice cream but by the time i went for lunch only got what JACKFRUIT one left. no more redbean i want potong redbean! D:

how long is this gonna continue on? forever?
it's cus of you, okay.
nvm. not gonna be that long from now. right..?
keep on getting that feeling back again. pfft.
once again i wish you'd never stepped into my life.
That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. Philippians 2:10

in sooth i know not why i am so sad
it wearies me; you say it wearies you

i feel so accomplished. :D i self taught myself how to play guitar!! i mean, with the website helping lah to give me how to play the chords thinggy. BUT STILL!
im like quite addicted to guitar now but since my thumb got blister AND my left three fingers (index middle ring) the top turned purpley/red alr. i stopped. haha. i hope it heals though. yucks man. ahwells.
guitar <3

24/7 chain prayer.
wow. really, just wow.
God just spoke to me and now i have 2 missions! really could feel His presence and by God's grace i didn't feel that tired at all and lasted through the night!
had alot of fun with emmerlyn and jeanette (sp?) laughed and laughed and laughed. yeah. XD super funny.

all in all. it was an AWESOME experience. yeah.
revival.
through God, by God, for God.

self control self control self control.

finally the weekend :D im glad. been quite tired and everything. thats not good. ate alot today, as usual. its amazing how no recess can do to my lunch appetite. rice with 2 chicken drumlets + egg, honeydew sago, oheya (haven't eaten in so long hehe), butter cake. oh and i still didnt feel impossibly full. yeah.
then dinner. koped the buffet thinggo but once we starting eating we realised that there were probably people that still havent ate... "then? put back meh?!" yeah. so ate and quickly zaoed haha. x) then went back still ate normal dinner but dint finish porridge. and i was supposedly full you see. but finished up my tub of youghurt which was. 1 3/4 cup? yupp. and ate prune.
haha i just spent two paragraphs describing what i ate today. ahwells.
i should sleep earliER. tired tired.

sometimes like now, i really wish you'd never stepped into my life at all.

self control self control self control.

okay so round 1's over yeah? :D
thats the way to go! but todays match could have been played better lah ._. ahwells. whats over is over.
im glad my throws are like getting better not so stupidly lobbed. but still cant reach. omygoodness. i mei chi fan. okay thats really not true i eat so much rice everyday. RIGHT, EUNICE? XD but nvmmmmm. moving on.
still havent hit my dream homerun hahaha. even my machine batting also cant make it for hr lah ._. pfft. ohwells. all the grounders and everything. got outted. but some save. 1 nice hit i think they fumble? i ran to 3rd :D
dint drop any 3rd strikes! hoho. thats goooooooooood.
lets go, team!
i love each and everyone of you, ccube (:

i just ate a super hard pear i dont like hard pears D:

wth? stop assosciating me with them. i've had enough. fine man. FINE.
i miss;

new skin! :D its sweet, dont you think so. hehe.

zzz you are such an ass please please let it be fine tmr.
i'm so sorry D: our matches only then make until so many bad things. aiks.
CRESCENT TMR!
lets do it again peehpals :D

walao that wasn't very nice alright. and it sorta hurt. to think you think of us like that. wth. i'm NOT okay. wtv you may think. and its not like i dint try. all those one-worded answers and halfhearted smiles. wa thanks ah. that made me feel real good ah. this is stupidz. you never should have said that.

HAPPY. :D
yuppyupp! kicked BUTTTTTT. i think we fought back really good. i only hit one flyball ._. i think. yeah. the rest all walks. but that means i dint get strikedout! i dont think i got out :D hehehe.
screwed up throws to 2. D: i really nidda practice more. hmm.
but overall. i guess it was good. :D
and everyone was like jumping and hugging and everything when we won lah!! like we won the finals or something hahaha. but still. we won PEICAI. i rmb saying to boon that if we lost to them again i would srsly cry (which is something i dont do) but hehe saved my tears :D
I LOVE CCUBE AND BATCH JUMP HUG AND BATCH PHOTO AND CDIV08 YUPPYUPP.
"huat ah!" HAHAHAA.

hi wo jiao blueberry nice to meet you XD STALKERZX.
go nico, your ahem. new friend ah. you zi ji gao dim hor XD

thank you Lord!!! for answering my prayers and everything :D and for this match. :D