ok. im gonna sleep early todayyeee. peicai tmr!
LETS KICK SOME ASS BABEHS :D

so you think you can dance is the best. yay.

I RESOLVE TO THROW NICE STRAIGHT THROWS TMR GO JOCE YOU CAN DO IT

worship, was. AMAZING.
i really sang and gave it all and just felt His presence in me.
yesyes. and now i know what worship's all about. cus its all about Him, and giving to Him, not about me. it never was. (:

its gonna be exciting. this july. :D
and i now know, that prayer is POWERFUL. yupp.
give me strength and courage Lord, and i will continually seek your face. and i will SHINE for you and be transparent so that people might see YOU in me and not me.

i will go to sleep soon. church tmr.

Here in Your presence,
We are undone,
Here in Your presence,
All things are new,
Here in Your presence,
Everything bows before You.

Wonderful,
Beautiful,
Glorious,
Matchless in every way.

i hope this will be over soon. i'll settle it.
i really dont want to lose you. i could just sit back and just let you go and think that its just supposed to be like that.
but no, im not. i shared so many happy memories with you. and its not gonna be a thing of the past!
i'll not give you up. made that mistake once, and i wont allow it to happen again.

this reminds me.
we. have to talk. could you take the first step this time? i just wait and wait and wait. but, still nothing. you're always. too busy. too caught up in other things. i dunno..? i dont know whats going on in your life anymore.

disclaimer: the top two paragraphs have nothing to do with each other (:

okay so ytd. was. so. FUNNY!!! talent vogue. im really really glad i went for it :D
the 8bucks was. WORTH it.
the girl that sang was really really good. (shikaye, right?)
and the bballers. were. SO. SO. SO. FUNNY.
oh plus the video.
"... dancing and skitting." "skitting? we dont have skittles in the show!"
"im not a nerd! *push glasses* really!! *pushes glasses again*" and so on. hahahha. and the catch a falling star audition. by the BBALLERS were. so. funny.
laughed until i became quite drunk XD
oh and mr toh sang like. whoa. :O hes really good.

yupp okay. slept 11 hours. church later (: i should get some work done first.

we won. im glad i played well (: but my only chance to throw to two was so wasted. lobed. ): ahwells. life goes on.
and the ump is really nice. yupp.
alot to 3. yeah dont really care. but i guess it was sorta a good experience for siglap. hope they can use it and get better by next year! then the game would be more upbeat :D

i got a headache. it hurts.

its tmr. its ALL that we've worked for.
so just, go for it everybuddy! :D
our best, our best and only our best.
the battle belongs to the Lord.
and i know He's always there behind me!

im excited for JULY. so many things. im so geared and fired up! :D
Lord, give me the courage, and let me touch lives.


CHICKEN-CITED!

i really wish y'all would just give her the support lah. i know how much she's been trying.
with all due respect here.
but really. she cares okay and doesnt deserve that tiny percentage ull are giving.
150% can only make up for a person giving 50%. but there are so many. do you think, she can give, lets just say, around 900%? thats quite. impossible.
stretched to the limit. even a rubber band can snap.
please start giving more?
i know im in no position to say it this lah but its such an injustice to her.
we'll make it work okay, we will. i'll see to it. don't you worry.
ummzzzz. yeah.

yuedubaogao half done i have so much stuff i want to write about lena maria but its all in english. i think conveying my thoughts in chinese is really hard ):
anw, side note. lena maria is the awesome-est woman alive. at least i hope she still is.
achieved and done so much. and, so much faith, joy, optimism.
she's awesome. (:

pianoed with emily and boon today :D first time i played on sch foyer piano. felt weird yo.
i like my piano better! heehee.

AND AND i just played bubbly like on the com and looked at the score and suddenly it just makes sense. :D just that. when i play my timing is off and its totally NOT smooth. yesyes. thats probably why it sounds like rubbish.

okay alot of undone homework.
and dinner now byebye im hungry
(again :D)

i'm going crazayeeeee with sheet music :DDDDD
but some of them sound really horrible cus emily koh made me realise that you hafta play the voice part tgt :D then it would sound like the tune. haha.
mummy just came back from kukup. WITH NO CRYSTAL JELLY D: ahwells. got tausarpiah.
and i just ate 4 of them. in like 5min? the small one lah. and i feel like eating more =X

okay the point is. www.writtenmelodies.com is the bestesttttttt :D yay.
just that not enough hillsong stuff ): gotta find another webby.

I FEEL SO SPASMIC.

♥16sixteen! last shot says:
i was just gonna say that
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
haha
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
HAHAHA!
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
psychicccc zap zap

anddd


♥16sixteen! last shot says:
its okay. WE HAVE HIGH METABOLISMS HAH.HAH.HAH.
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
hahaha
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
hahaha mine is like. intervals one.
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
what's with HAH.HAH.HAH.
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
did eunice tell you about how much i ate
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
XD
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
hyperventilation arhhs! xd
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
HAHAHA
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
lol.
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
yeah i know!
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
kukup
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
xd
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
siao one lah you
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
hah. -gasp- hah. -gasp- hah!
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
XD
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and then the recess one also : O
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
srsly i felt so hungry
♥20twenty! freefall. says:
loll
♥16sixteen! last shot says:
just like hungary

zomggg and theres more but im so lazy to copy it out. ._.
okay thats it for today. high and spas. yupp (:
i hate school?
definitely.

I SLEPT 13 HOURS TODAYYYYYYY. AND YES ITS TODAY CUS I WENT TO SLEEP AROUND 12.20AM/12.30AM. SO I HAD A GOOD MORNING'S SLEEP HAHAHA :D
i love myself for sleeping so much. and i suddenly feel abittttt sleepy :O
i just had breakfast about half hour ago and im gonna eat lunch soon LOL.
i feel like im living in holidays again :D haha. and thats goooooooooooooooooood.

blisters. hurt D: and i am damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn tired.
sleeping in tmr. if there was training again i would just drop dead like die! ._.
i hope everyone's fine.
cheng xia qu! (: lets do this mannnnnn.

school has been majorly, sucky? yes. now theres the big hooha about the CLE comments i really cant rmb the 2nd one and i hope hope hope that mrs chan DID send the email ._. otherwise im abit the dead. stuuupid lah. why did you have to say those stuff. the other teachers never even say anything lah!!!
and i lost faith in you HMPHHH. i thought you will stand up for us can. now make us sound so bad and you so good D:

im yawning alr. im really tired. ):
and i hafta do my experiment byyyyy. thurs? fri? yeah. D:

lets go cdiv! all the way! <3

oh thanks alot coach -.-
this sucks.
okay i think im super weird.
i'm really really sorry. shitz. this sucks.

k training tmr again im super tired. my shoulder still hurts but not as much as before training (:

okay i want to just drop dead now ._.

okay com studs now why am i in school while everyone is at home?! oh yeah, cus rg is stupid. okay nvm.

movie marathon ytd :D f4 rise of silver surfer, 50 first dates :D and august rush <3

okay so today had full attendance :D
training was good. the best holiday training/ in this year, i think. haha. even though yes was tired but really felt that i was doing the stuff i was supposed to do and all that :D
quite productive lah. though not everyone got to do jugs and all. but i caught for jugs. yeah. and i like my fielding today, was good :D
throws to 2 still quite screwed but made like one nice throw which was totally early so its like. the throw went in the middle of the 2B and ss i forgot who was playing. but coach was like good throw ah, with the thumbs up :D yay.
so basically. i like today.

though first part of training was screwed and all. yeah.. ):
though i dint like something but nvm.


3 more. lets work it man.
lets go cdiv!

my heart hurts. really.

you're lucky. im desperate.
and very tired.

"you must stay strong." i'm giving out soon.

I LOVE YOU LIAU WEN TING. <3
enjoy camp alright! :D

love jean too
oh and boon.
(:

things dont look as bleak now (:
i believe.

love you.
are and always will be.

wanna thank 4 people. lots. :D
thank you jawn
thank you wen wei
thank you simin
thank you boon

for sososososososososo much.
there are other people lah. okay.
thank you afiqah
thank you fu jie
thank you wen (for taking my mind off stuff :D)

i feel very guilty now.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry clarence! ><

the battle belongs to the Lord.

do your best, and let God do the rest.

surrender, all. everything. into Your hands. You'll never let me fall.

went shopping with wen today. waited for ONE AND HALF HOUR at orchard mrt for her D: tsktsk. my butt is sore now. ahwells. she bought some stuff at cotton on, after mindless meaningless roaming around at far east ._. dint buy anything.
was nice, walking and talking :D
made me forget temporarily. hmm.

"I feel sorry for both of you. I know you and eunice have been trying and putting in alot of effort. I can see who's trying and who's not. Its quite obvious one. Kelly also has been coming. And samantha too, she really improved from last year. Last year always sick one, but this year even though i think she knows maybe she won't get the pitching position. But she still trains. I'm thinking of a fielding position to put her in."
"How to play good without training?"
"They're not coming, means they're not supporting you. They're not supporting this team, the people that come."
"This year can forget about it already."
"Like senior, like junior."
"I'm thinking about rearranging the whole infield. I think you know where i'm coming from."
"I'm very disappointed lah, and I think you are too."
"Which one is more important, house chalet or nationals? Chalet. Means they're having fun right? I think if they tell their house advisor nationals training would of course come before that."
"Jetlag....? ._."
"Kick her out, if I say you are, means you are."
"If no choice, then we'll put the sec1s in"
"She also went last year right...?"
"You all were told before right. That June holidays cdiv try not to go for holiday. If really forced, then at least when come back put in your best for every training and come for all la. It still applies now you know."
"How good you are depends on what you want for yourself. It's all about your own selfdrive."
"You have to get your priorities right!"
"You said everyone would be coming back. If i knew the attendance like that, I would have just gone to RI. Forget about coming here!"
"Actually this was for the sec2s to do it alone. See how the sec1s slow you'll down?"
"If the sec1s can improve this much within such a short period of time, the sec2s can do even better!" but the fact is, practically no one is here..

all those, are what coach said, alright. i'm just gonna put it out for everyone to see. cus i really really need to get it out. its no use me hearing it only. its stuff i think y'all should know. i hope ull do read this. its very real, okay. 4 trainings, and, still, you all dont want to come.

alanna, i dont want the bubbletea anymore. because its not something that you owe ME. not coming, thats letting the team down. not just me. letting yourself down, letting coach down, letting all of us down. its not me that you should be saying sorry to. it should be the team. but sorrys dont really mean much alright. actions mean more.

imagine if y'all came. training, would be so much more efficient. so much more improvement taking place. do you think we're good enough? you think so? i think not. we all need each other. to practice throws and everything, we need the postitions there. by not coming, you're letting all those that come now. cus its quite as if we're just whiling our time away here.

do y'all really want it? then show it. ull all replied a yes. wheres that change that we talked about? gone? just simply air talk? actions speak louder then words.

i know you really try, and you really want it. i know you're working very hard. thanks boon. i know you're trying.
and those who i feel are part of the team are those here. today. eunice boon me kelly sam. these are the people who come and try. put in, effort.

wake up alright?! we're NOT all that good. potential yes, maximizing it, NO. NO NO NO. you think you can play a good game without training?! you think we're very good?! 4 more trainings.

coach had high hopes for us. we had high hopes for ourselves. everyone had high hopes for us. YOU THINK WE'RE GONNA ACHIEVE ALL THOSE THINGS. WITH THE SITUATION LIKE THAT, NOW?!
coach doesnt deserve to be so disappointed. hes been giving so much.
people like me eunice boon sam kelly dont deserve it too. we've been doing our part. coming, putting in our best. but what use is it if the whole team's not present. its a TEAM GAME, okay!

stop bullshiting me now. improvement? i think, deprovement. if you still remember what we'd talked about that time. if you really put your mind to it and work at it. improvement WILL take place, NOW. people can see okay.

4 more. okay?
i really couldnt take it anymore i had to burst out like that.

but nico, thanks for taking the initiative. and im proud of you for knowing what you really have to do.
and christine, you're 2nd base. you know how IMPORTANT that position is or not?!! i hope you do. one falls, everyone falls too.

yes, me too.
for myself, for God, for the team, for coach.
yeah..
everything that you said. it made, alot of sense. im quite thankful for it.
i hope, that you heard that line. i hope it striked you, as something, that was really lacking.

thank you.
coach youre the bestest coach ever.
thank you, for so much.

giving and taking, now its our turn to give, no?

14 days and 4 formal trainings more. can we make it, in time? its high time to wake up.

hoho, wen ting is BACK! happpyyyyyyyy :DDD hehehe wenting dont you feel TOUCHED! XD hahaha.
shopping (i hope please say you can change to slot A) tmr. at fareast! haha lol. like i havent been there enough XD and our swimming appointment still havent D: bleah.
hols are ending so so soon. its been flying like nobody's business. sucks.

you weren't supposed to be there today. go awaaaayyyyyyyy. tsk. i do not like you.

i want us to do good. really.
please, keep that promise,
batchmates.
work with what we've got. alright?

dint get to do machine batting today. was too busy catching.
oh yes, i got my new mitt! :DDDD
i am happy. yay.
its quite cool. just that its the same as simin's so not unique lohhh. ahwells (:
its black and brown. and really fleshy and heavy ._.
hope i get use to it soon. oh wait, im not supposed to hope myself hahaha :D (waste cells teehee)
i need to season itttttttttt. i miss my old soft flexi glove. but it stank. D: and besides, it split -.-
so, new mitt is cool :D

im tired of catching/squatting. ._. i need some running/fielding (though it sucks, too much outta practice)/batting man. i miss those fielding drills and everything. cus im like catching half the time anw. aww man.
diamond drills, i dont get to field also. just stand there and catch catch catch. tsk. and coach hasnt given us diamond drills in super long! D: yue zhen and chris-tin did lah but not counted lei that one. ):

i want softball camp. OVERNIGHT, please. NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.


self drive.

oh wow. i slept for about 12hours today o.o longest throughout this whole hols. usually its like 10 when theres no training.
must have been really conked.
guang en is over now. means i prolly wont get to use the com. oh wait. theres the laptop! :D yay.
k, my throat still kinda hurts. sucky.
and my muscles totally hurt. esp stomach. static and the pole thing and situps ._. they kill me. shoulder aches too. i bet its cus of the log thing. bleah. so basically, exercise corner kills me. but i guess the steps dont? (: hehe.

i feel like going out again ._.

i think i just may get sick soon, like everyone else.
life sucks.

and my muscles/tailbone hurts. ):

i'm tired but i dont wanna go sleep. or maybe i do. ._.
im contradicting myself this post is so incoherent i just wasted like what. 10seconds of your life that was spent reading this.

ryan(ca) is crazy. fluke also cannot fluke until so well lah. 90+ words per min ._. and im like highing on msn with him now even though my brain is half dead. wonderful, my fingers have a life of their own.
ryan secretly wants to be a girl you see :D and he keeps insisting hes a star.

(R)RV'08 [Soprano]~~RV Limelight, 5th August (Tues), 7.30p.m. at Esplanade. $16 for students, $21 for adults says:
Bianca+ mariah carey+ rihanna+ ryan
(R)RV'08 [Soprano]~~RV Limelight, 5th August (Tues), 7.30p.m. at Esplanade. $16 for students, $21 for adults says:
what am i?
(R)RV'08 [Soprano]~~RV Limelight, 5th August (Tues), 7.30p.m. at Esplanade. $16 for students, $21 for adults says:
a super duper star?

goodness! hahahaha. retarded manzx.
i miss all the old people. D:

okay. come back now, wenting. haha.

HOLIDAYS IS OVER SOON! WHAT THE. LIKE. NEXT WEEK. NEXT WEEK LEH. NEXT WEEK. UGH. IRRITATING.

my throat doesnt feel too good.
i hope it rains really heavily and thunders loud loudly tonight. so i can hide in my blankets and feel so cozy :D hehehe.
tomorrow doesn't look too good as well. cus i'd prolly get sick.
my voice sounds abit weird now. thank God for msn :D
heehee.

k wasted about a few minutes of your life now.
byebye then. im gonna sleep soon. its tomorrow alr.
12.09am. good morning 11june ._.

formal training started today. like, FINALLY. ._.
tskkk, you. deprive us of so much then today still want to deprive us of so much MORE. thanks lah. im sure it was such a bonus. -.- sureeeeeeeeeeeeee man. bonus that might as well not be there cus YOU asked us to keep everything. dumbbie.
hey nat! omgz today was really good :D like. 17or18/25 leh! woohoooooooo. rocks rocks rocks. so.. keep it up yeah! you can do it one :D can do it once, can do it all the time. im with you all the waaaaaaaaayyyyyy. dumdeedeedum. oh and stop hurting yourself when you pitch D: first whack your thigh, and then now the finger. tskkkkk. jiayou alright! good mental state will bring you far far far. love you lots, jiayou much much. i think you've really improved these 2 days. much more consistent and good spinning too :D life is gooooooood when pitchers can pitch. hahaha.
to kelly and sam: though i dint really see y'all pitch but i saw quite a few nice pitches too! :D yay yay.
jiayou alright, all 3 of you! <3 alright then aft pitching did machine batting/fielding. i totally wasted my turn ): sucks. i need more machine batting. oh just die.

gonna try the easton mitt on thurs. tsk. its all so frikin stiff D: i want my glove i love my glove its so soft and flexi and seasoned WTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. i hate stiff unseasoned gloves. but kexin's new glove is absolutely nice to use :D (hehe sorry kexin) its like so seasoned and everything! and its NEW. keyword, NEW. new glove while season's approaching FASTTTT. oh gosh. deaded. why must my glove split?!!! bleaghhhh. PITCHERSSSSSS. 2bucks each ah hahahha XD

hmm, today felt.. nice! (:
normal.
after quite a long time.
i liked it. (:
but it went back to what it had become aft that lah.
but at least, the front part was good. so yeah. arghhhhh. sometimes i do wish you never stepped into my life.
it felt abit like a rewind, i do miss that time.

i miss srcs and i wish i was sec1 again. just all of us. yes, thats the way.

i think i've just about given up on that happy thought of next year. like. why does it feel like we're the people that are.. hmm. the seniors?
its like. i thought next year could be a rest, kinda. dont think thats coming anytime soon.
that one year that we had. ):
its just gonna be us now. just, do our best, alright?
sucks.

hopefully y'all wont end up like that.
...

ri training again. formal training starts next week. means.. we wouldnt be going down to ri as often now. ): actually, i really enjoy those trainings (: and i'll miss them. when sch starts again (which is really soon), i dont think we'll be going down at all lah.. D: all the sch stuffies and what not. sucks. i wish hols could just continue on forever.
i'll miss that lovely field :D the relaxed feeling, certain eyecandy HAHA, emily, yours lah, not needing to keep/take out equipment, and uh, the field again :D hehehe. oh and just lying on the grass looking at the sky/ watching the guys train. such freedom yo.
but on the bright side, formal training means proper catching (with equip), fielding drills like the juggies one which srsly looks so fun, machine batting! :D yeahh. i miss dear juggies. ahwells.
this is like another of the MANY MANY TIMES im wishing that we could merge ._. sian. rg's like sitting on a pot of gold. just move somewhere else and we'll be rich like 123 ._. bahh.
and thanks yuezhen for coming down :D if you ever read this anw. my throws are getting better. like whoo! and i love that fact.

okay so aft that went to s11 to eat with emily, nat, sam, kelly. sat there for more then an hour and talked and talked. about real funny stuff and future stuffs. everything's like so uncertain. like when we grow up, i hope we'll be able to sit down and like talk. like that again :D that would be cool. with everyone else too lah.
my lifelong buddies <3
then nat sam kelly went off me and emily walked around trying to find a place to sit and continue talking and got mocked by yuezhen and chris-tin. hey i really was FULL lorh :D (and yes, on a budget too not like y'all so rich lahhhh. haha XD)
i think i have cool seniors. yay.
yeah so sat in the playground at j8 some infant maze part. the slides were wet ): and talked abit. then emily had to go home cus she had church. ahwellsss.
we could just sit there and talk all day and night. i love the way that i can just talk and talk and talk and we'll never run out of things to talk about with batchmates

this, is bliss :D

and im so worried for y'all next year lah ._. tsk. i hope history wont repeat itself. though i really think it would. sucks. ):

ps. rs is totally screwed. we're dead dead dead. dead like a dead dodobird. tsk.

oh yes. before i forget.
I LIKE SUSAN. :DDD AND LUCY. :DDD
peter is an ass sometimes and caspian is an ass half the time hahaha. okay, his accent isnt very nice.
oh but edmund was cool when the poked the snow queen. and she died. when stupid peter and caspian were falling into temptation
you'll never let me fall, i know
woohoo i knowwwwwww that. You never break promises. thank you Lord, for that assurance :D
ahwells. even though edmund's way cooler now "you could have handled that yourself, i know" HAH PETER, IN YOUR FACE. hes such a great brother. edmund i mean. and yes even though peter and caspian is supposed to be hot, i dont really think so lah. I THINK SUSAN AND LUCY ARE STILL BETTER. hehehehehe.
afiqah, i am so not lesing :D its called. admiration. whoo.

for the cause of Christ i will lay down my life (:

PRINCE CASPIAN (movie im referring to here) IMPACTED ME. ALOT. im really grateful i went to watch it.
minataur ): i know the spelling now hehehe

PRINCE CASPIAN. WAS. THE BEST. MOVIE. I'VE WATCHED SO FAR.
its really really really really good everyone should watch it. srsly. it really really made me think and like. i think God's seriously telling me to come back to Him. NOW. PRONTO. cus everywhere's telling me the same thing! song lyrics that i see, songs that i just randomly play. yeahhh. and this movie.
it reminds me of EVERYTHING that God has done and also all the people sacrificing their life for the cause. for saving this world.
that part of the minatour (sp?) holding the gate up really made me wanna cry. such is the power of visuals :D haha. its so.touching, y'know. and then that centaur's face nodding back though he's trapped inside the gate.
and it also reminded me of His next coming. that He'll come and save this world. He'll come back. so we all just get ready here, and keep the faith, and the hope. i found myself praying during the movie. praying for disaster movies, apologising, thinking and reflecting.
as what Lucy said, "maybe you just weren't looking"
yeah, maybe i really wasnt huh. so i'll just pray that the eyes of my heart will be opened right now. Open the eyes of my heart, Lord. this my prayer to You (:
to be a Lucy? or to be a Peter? i want to be a Lucy. i will.
okay so basically. great great show and really touching. that minatour part when he holds up the gate is greatly greatly greatly imprinted in my heart.


now for the quiz i'd wanted to do in the morning but had to rush out x)

[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend: Michael Tong, i guess.
First Screen Name: i have no idea?
First Pet: some hamster. or was it the guppy o.o dunno which one came first but the guppy dint even last a month. tsk.
First Piercing: never happened. unpierced ears ftw! :D
First Crush: dunno. considering that my best friends in kindy were guys, they were prolly my crushes. lol.
First CD : uhmmm. i dunno? =X i have really short memory. the earliest time i rmb buying a cd was rihanna's old one. p6? or p5? but that cant be my first right..
First Car: yeah i have a car. and a driving license. I WISH.
First Love: hmm? none.
First Place Called Home: pasir ris. :D i dont rmb the bedok one o.o

[ 9 ] Lasts.
Last Beverage: gv coke. i havent drank any water yet since then.
Last Car Ride: ytd. to hairdresser and back.
Last Movie Seen: PRINCE CASPIAN PRINCE CASPIAN PRINCE CASPIAN
Last Phone Call: uhhh. sam? ask her where she was.
Last Song You Listened To: Low, Flo Rida. stupid people downstairs are blasting it. ._. like the 4minutes just now wasnt enough. tsk.
Last Bubble Bath: some day long long ago in my bathtub. lol.
Last Time You Cried: batch talk. :/ and i thought i could continue my record.
Last Thing You Ate: dinner.
Last Bad Thing You Did: pranking eunice? does that count? XD

[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: uh no, i would be a lesbo if i did.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: neh!
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no way. ._.
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: nope, not even limo cab, lol.
Have You Ever Cheated: yeah =X

Have You Ever Been In Love: i dont think so. but i love alot of people :D
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: nah, but my mum has.

Have You Ever Broken A Bone: dislocated elbow. counted? x)

[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
1. white tee
2. fbts
3. my orange specs :D
4. nei zai mei xD (as quoted from emily)
5. uhhh. my skin? lol.
6. i have no idea lah! dust? -.-
7. a thinking cap :D (quoted from emily again lol. but im not really thinking actually)

[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.
1. WATCHED PRINCE CASPIAN
2. Ate
3. Spilled nacho cheese
4. Chatted on msn
5. Listened to radio
6. Smsed

[5] Favourite Things.
1. Food
2. My sleep
3. Stuff that i buy when i go shopping :D
4. Msn :D
5. Songs. christian esp teehee

[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1. Wen Ting
2. Emily
3. Afiqah
4. Eunice? haha.

[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: Black. oh wait. White actually.
2. Hot Or Cold: Cold
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: VANILLA definitely. i dont like choc flavour ):

[ 2 ] You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. say sorry to everyone and then have no regrets
2. close close close to Daddy God so that when i see Him then it would be so so great. :D

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
1. uhm, not treasuring some people/friendships

okay done. :D yay.
ps. I AM NACHO-CHEESE PHOBIC RIGHT NOW. we spilled it like what. 4FOUR TIMES?! -.- eww. and we spilled some popcorn too. we shifted to the front but spilled somemore cheese. four times what. ._. sucks. and we made such a mess LOL.

today. was a GREAT GREAT DAY. YEAH MANZX!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUNICE! :DDD
woohoo, failure prank call ahwells XD and i know though its past 00:00 alr CUS WE CALLED YOU AT THAT TIME, but its still within the 12 something range heeheehee.
sunshineeeeeeeeeeeee <3
i called you this in last year's post too haha! okay, love ya lots and lots and lots. thanks for always cheering me up and being there and talkinggggg teehee :D though we arent the super qiaoness jap batch class mates now, we were once! and that counts right! heehee.
you are my sunshine yo! :D
LOVE YA, NG WAN XUAN EUNICE. (now its not the thank you one [: ) -big fat hug-

ps. i bet you were SO awake lah, waiting for people to sms you at 12am XDDD its okay eunice, we all know. hahaha :D

lovelovelove, JOCE :D

Q1: Do you like your present school?
A1: hmm, yeah! though all the pts and everything suckzx but the people rock so much. :D

Q2: What do you want the most now?
A2: get close to God. and, a really really good game. that i played my best and everything, no matter about the results (:

Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
A3: not person, people. batchmates. obviously.

Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
A4: yeah sure. when i feel like screaming at them, seriously. but i usually love them :D haha.

Q5: Are you afraid of death?
A5: nopp. i go to heaven after that, see dear Daddy God, rejoice in His courts. what more can i ask for! (:

Q6: What is your goal this year?
A6: uhm. be a good catcher. and captain. ><

Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A7: yeah i guess, but i dont think it'll really last. love doesnt last on outward stuff.

Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?
A8: yeah sure! :D

Q9: Have you ever broken someone’s heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
A9: nahhh. dint even break a person's heart before.

Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
A10: going to bbtc youth church. hahaha :D seriously. and spending time with really close friends, like batch. or wenting. yay.

Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
A11: haha jean has a totally retarded answer for this question i bet she has an admirer XD but no, for me.

Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
A12: hurt and disappointedness. ):

Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
A13: i wish i could answer a YES, YESYES OF COURSE I DO. to this question. but the fact that i've made so many people upset and drifted away from so many before makes it a no. ): but i still do cherish the happy times we've had together though (:

Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
A14: uh, dunno.

Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A15: getting right with God. and cherishing my family and friends.

Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
A16: sometimes. haha. but i know my purpose here. to worship and adore Him and to bring those who dont know Him to Him so everyone can have eternal life woohoo. and a complete and loved life.

Q17: What do you live for?
A17: its up there yo. in A16. but sometimes i drift away from that ): and my life is filled up with other things. like softball, friends. grades dont really affect me as much as they should o.o but many times i forget that He's the one i live for and neglect Him ><

Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
A18: Eunice, i guess. since shes in class too :D haha.

Q19: What are you listening to now?
A19: Nothing. the com fan which is less noisy but still noisy today?

Q20: What material thing do you want most now?
A20: i have an urge to get a psp. hahah :D and since i alr got my flats, TODAYYEEE, whee! thats out of my list alr. hehe.

right, done. (:
felt a sudden urge to do a quiz. for quite a few days alr. and its taken from jean's blog again. since she does so many quizzes ._. right, PEETARD? :D hahaha.
hoho i finally got my flats. i know emily will say "OH FINALLY, now it wont be joce and her flats anymore" XD heehee. its red and white stripes. woohoo.

wen's going to japan TODAYYYYYEEEEE. (uh, not boon. hahaha.) if i send her off im gonna look like some retard x) with all her BANDMATES and everyone else D: tskkk.
i want to get dapaoed to japan too :D hahaha. NOT TAUPOK-ED, THANKS.
i want to go japan toooooooooooooo.
LIAU WEN TING. BUY MY TICKET FOR ME. D:
have a safe trip anyway! :D God bless!
as much as i hate to say this, i'll miss youuuuu. hahahhaha i bet youre gonna go awwww. XD yesyes so come back soon with my souvenier :D yay.
and we havent gone out. shopeeeeeng ftw! hehehe.

and confucious kelly and rebonded moustache hitler emily is so retarded :D
i love my batch <3



joce.

3 posts in a night again. but cannot help it this one.
BECAUSE. I FEEL. SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO.
CHEATED!!!!!!!!

PANGSEH ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
CHEAT ALL MY FEELINGS!

sian diao. this is one of the times that i wish i stay on the same side of the line as them -.-
EUNICE NG ALANNA KWONG EMILY KOH TAN WEE BOON!
i want to push eunice in the pool too D:
hahahha. x)

It is not a human right
To stare not fight
While broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find
The Mercy for the need

Singin Hey Now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession
Yeah

It is not too far a cry
Too much to try
To help the least of these
Politics will not decide
If we should rise
And be your hands and feet

Singing Hey Now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession

Woah-oh-oh,
God be the solution
Woah-oh-oh
We will be Your hands and be Your feet
Yeah, yeah

Higher than a circumstance
Your promise stands
Your love for all to see
Higher than protest line and dollar signs
Your love is all we need

Singing Hey Now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession

Woah-oh-oh,
God be the solution
Woah-oh-oh
We will be Your hands and be Your feet
Yeah, yeah

Only you can mend the broken heart
And cause the blind to see
Erase complete the sinners past
And set the captives free
Only you can take the widows cry
And cause her heart to sing
Be a father to the fatherless
Our savior and our king

We will be your hands,we will be your feet
We will run this race
In the darkest place,we will be your light
We will be your light

We will be your hands ,we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place,
We will be your light
We will be your light (we’ll say)

We will run
We will run
We will (God be the solution) (2x)

We will be your hands, we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place we will be your light
We will be your light

solution-Hillsongs United

i think this is so apt for the crisis countries right now. Myanmmar, my heart goes out to you <3 work through people, yes He will. keep the faith. trust. believe.

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof.
Psalm 46:1-3


ps. i want to be hurt proof (:

hols filled up with softball and batch :D which is a good thing actually. hehe. but i havent started on any work. attempted to read that chinese book thingo and almost fell asleep -.- ahwells.
happy with my throws today :D but actually only when yuezhen pushed me D: sian. i hafta push my ownself with the momentum siah.
but thanks yuezhen anw :DDD
at least i know now that im like capable of making cool straight throws. yeah man!
thanks emily for catching too. btw. your spin and throws are really good. hoho, become catcher lah! x)
only did batting once D: sian sian sian. i want to do MACHINEEEE. JUGGIES!

i dont know what to do with y'all. cus it sorta seems to me that you're are quite fine. like doing what youre supposed to do. but i really dont know why some stuff just cant change and y'all cant improve. its like HALF A YEAR alr. and btw, cdiv youre not supposed to go on hols in june. ._.
SIAN LAH.



joce.

o.o slept for 12 hours today. my headache's gone now yay :D
ytd, ri training. pitch pitch pitch catch catch catch bat bat field field.
then we played game against 'ourselves'. supposed to be lah, but not enough people so MY TEAM again had all the sec1 guys. ._. cus they hafta hit nat's ball and i hafta catch for nat. so yeah. sianzxzxzx.
ahwells, dumb catcher's equipment the metal buckle was like burning into my skin and the face was slipping down D: argh. ahwells. was quite a training.
coach says maybe can loan us a machine next training! :DDDDD YAY.

was supposed to go shopping with wen but she had fever D: so went with batch instead (: after a really really long time, bought a 1buck black bangle! wheee i feeel so accomplished i can actually buy something with only 6bucks. hehehe.

and i realise how lucky ri is. D: I WANT TO MERGE LAHHHHHHHH. argh. dumb principal
nice seeing ryan ytd too (: heh.

btw. im not angry alr (:

sian what is this lah today. argh.
i mean, you could have come even though you were there what. no? but you always did, every year. why not this year.
everyone's leaving. not like i really care about the other person.
actually, most that i really do care about have already left. i wonder if they still remember me now. its been a long long time. maybe one of these days i'll follow guangen to luke's church. i doubt he remembers me though..
and im scared for you. please come back to church.
only us left now.

i guess, once shes gone, clarence youre gonna be the last one that i have.
him? too caught up with those 2 alr.

on a lighter note. baked MUFFINSSSSSS :DDD my hands smell of them now haha.
ri training tmr i just washed my equipment hope they'll dry.
SIAN LAH LUG THE DUMB EQUIPMENT FROM HERE ALL THE WAY TO BISHAN DDDDD: and dumb dumb alanna is like saying that her balls are too heavy huh?! or too many. mine's a BIG UGLY BLUE BAG OKAY. D:
my equipment stinkkkkkkkks. x)
please be a good day tomorrow.