ri training today! :D
haha was quite cool. at first was quite not very happy cus pitchers arent performing today D: bleah. see, i am affected by my pitchers' pitching. lol. ahwells.
played with the ri sec1s!
was quite hmm, funny? x) but quite fun too lah. and the sec1s were being really blur.
"the BOX! THE BOX! CANT YOU SEE?!" haha ryan. yeah i think thats his name (: haha and i was squatting there laughing and saying "move back lah. yes backkkkk. backkkkk" but no the sec1 moved front somemore. which is damn retarded.
ahwells. (: anw, the box refers to the batters box. haha wonderful right.
my batting was HORRIBLE today D: sian. walao i want my that time batting back where it was like pooooom!
argh. nats are coming WHERE IS MY TRAINING. i want to do the jugs fielding thing that coach was supposed to give us but someone was sick and training was CANCELLED.
training at ri again on mon. ri is my second home hahaha kidding.
i want an astro turf too i cant stand it that theyre so rich D:

didnt count on seeing you today.
but you came anw. srsly was thinking that i wont see you today.
i know i'm supposed to be quite close to you but you know things in excessive is really not very nice.
and this. is seriously excessive.
could you just leave us alone?

went to macs for dinner with wen's cell. was quite cool. :D yay.
great day today.


RIIIIIIIIIIII. COULD YOU GIVE US SOME MONEY? x)

haha so touched you actually helped me think x)
so much to thank you for. really.

hmm, kan zhe ban lah. will talk to them and see. (:

going shopping later. at parkway. since if we go town then mummy says must take mrt ._. bleah. im sick of mrt.

ps. wen's going to japaaaaaaaaaaaaan D: BAH. I WANNA GO TOO.

WOOHOO. I LOVE BATCH :DDDDD
today was. super super super fun! yay.
trained at uh. my house x) but not exactly trained basically fooled around more haha.
yesyes so anw. then we were supposed to do pt. but dint do lorh. so went SWIMMING :DDDD ladeedums. just keep swimming just keep swimming. okay that was crap.
YES SO WE WENT SWIMMING.
like me, alanna, eunice, emily, nico :DDD woohoo! poor kelly couldnt fit into her costume XD cus its since P3. YES P3. okay yeah so continuing.
we did sprints/happies in the pool. rolling and straddles are super funny. and uhhh. whats that. oh yes, sprinting XD "sprrrrintinggggg"
damn fast lah! heeheehee. yay yay yay.
ROCKS. SWIMMING ROCKS. <3 and then the losers jsut left my house i guess 10min ago? haha. ate and played lousy charades where only eunice retaaaaaaaaaaarded one could guess the dumb stuff that loser nico was acting out. haha! :D I CANT WAIT FOR SLEEPOVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. SEE LAH ALANNA. if you dint say it was too sudden i would have told the rest and i bet eunice/nico/emily could stay over lorhhhhhh! bleahhhh. haha ahwells.
THANKS BATCH I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAYYYYYYYYEEEEE. :DDDDDDDD

ladeedums i am high like woooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!
ccube <3

thanks i thinkkkk. it wouldn't been as cool/happy if you didnt tell me what you did (: but still. hmmmmmm. it was weird you being there. =X i meannn. argh. ahwells.
sometimes it feels so weird. o.o

I LOVE SWIMMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. YAHOOOOOOOOOO!

what nonsense is this.

askfjghruehfsw ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

frikin. training. is. cancelled. and. frikin. sec. 1s. are. missing. so. many.

y'know i wouldnt be that upset if 30MAY-6JUNE WASNT CANCELLED TOO. walao. cus after all. can't blame him for being sick.

yes you want us to play good ah, no training how to play good huh! I ASK YOU?

we're not shen xian okay. damn itttttttttttttttttttttt.

(oops dint post this this morning. okay. its supposed to be this morning's post.)

thanks for bringing a smile to my face again (:

and i realise that. many people care actually. thank you.
words cannot express how much gratitude i have.

my hand's swollennnnnnnnnnn DDDD:
okay afiqah NOT YOUR FAULT seriously cus of my own stupidity.
bleahhh. hand please dont swell up more tmr.
and dont turn blue too D:
AFIQAH ITS NOT YOUR FAULT.

and calf cramps are the stupidest thing ever i really dunno whats causing it. ):
sianzzzzz.

drench yourself with words unspoken, live your life with arms wide open, today is, where your book begins.
the rest is still unwritten.

ps. under the fareast escalator is best ever place to be :D

its been a long time, huh. a long time since i cried. esp in front of people.
i hope. things will get better now.
fresh new start. okay?
promises. meant to be kept.

thank you.
thanks for that shoulder.
it really meant alot. to know that i was being supported.

we're a team. i'm part of the team as much as each of y'all.
work together. okay.
don't always wait.
initiative.

i wish you'd support me more..

how can i not be so affected by it.
it's just not possible.
cus this/they. are all i have.

HILLSONG <3
those that didnt go, you guys missed out ALOT. really alot.
lifting my hands up high and jumping- praising and worshipping the Lord. it was AWESOME.
i want another one. NOW.
i felt like i could just stay in that moment forever. i seriously didnt want them to go off. just continue. praising the Lord.
i felt sleepy when pastor benjamin was preaching ahwells but after that when the band came on again and we started praising the Lord once again, i felt so rejuvenated.
it really gave me so much hope and encouragement.
reminded me that Jesus is all i need. nothing else but Him.
no more worries.
It's gonna be alright.

all my delight is in you Lord. all of my hope, all of my strength.

no one can take Him away from me.
one way, Jesus. You're the only one that i could live for.

awesome night. going with wenting and her friends are was really funny too :D she got ONE nail buffed! hahaha. retarded. x)

ps. korkor keith is back and joshua and emma are really cute now :D i bet everyone missed them.

new beginnings. yeahhh.

2nd post in a day so gay lah.
but i have to put this down in words in case i forget.

its not about the winning. its about the playing. the process.
its about knowing that you put in your best in all the trainings so that you play your best during that crucial moment.
no regrets.
cus you know that was your best. you know you've stretched your potential and been all that you can be.
thats why we gotta put in the effort during training.
theres no such thing as a free ride. if you wanna play well, you gotta work for that standard. put in the effort. just for that game.
how do you get that best? its by putting in your best all the time. so that when the time comes, you can honestly and truly say "i've put in my best shot"
all i want is a good game.
when that one throw, one field, one catch, one swing counts.
its a team game. together. its impossible for me to do it by myself.

"your best. your very best. your very best."
-facing the giants

give my best and nothing else but the best.
lets do it, team.

this is why we're besties (: haha.
see you later anyway.


contradiction and self-motivation.
if i could just play to myself what i always tell others.





jocelyn.

shit. eh its really scary okay i dont want anything to happen. to you. or us. im worried.

i am so messed up.
everything's overlapping each other and just coming out in a jumble.
i really thought..
us.
now i feel like a hypocrite.
team.
you.
uncertainty.
snippets. everything's together. you won't have a clue.

im very tired. tired of all this.
maybe its why my body's protesting. aching like crap.
i feel so weak. cant even throw that pitching distance. wth.

im worried for you okay. and i am troubled by it. argh stupid stupid stupid. its abit unsettling.
its scary that this can make me almost cry. like ALMOST. but the fact is that if there was no one there tears would have just free flowed down. its been a long time since i cried because it just came.
i really love you. you're the only one that would notice. thanks, dodo. <3
very scared. and worried. please don't. damn it.

i want to scream.
i get so frustrated and angry.
thinking about it. y'all are all i've got. i've sacrificed so much. let go of so much. all for what?
my happiness, laughter joy comes from you, so does my sadness, angryness, disappointment, frustration.
basically, my life revolves around you.
if you dont go right, my life will just crumble. without you, i'll just have a meaningless existance.

i wont get much. but i don't mind. or maybe i do.
but sometimes, i feel like its not worth it.

i just want to scream and shout and i wish you will just listen.
am i overreacting.

hate that i love you so.
this love's killing me.

NAME: Jocelyn
NICKNAME: Joce, dodo(bird), lollipop, wee tart(thanks la jean -.-), jahslyn, jojo(thanks jean again)
NAME SPELT BACKWARDS: Nylecoj (somehow it looks like nylon o.o)
NAME WITHOUT CONSONANTS: Oe
BIRTHDAY: 12 Nov
ETHNICITY: Chinese(:
GLASSES OR CONTACTS: Glasses
PETS: does once having 6 hamsters count? x)

favourite

ANIMAL: uhm, dogs
BAND: Hillsong :D
BRAND: ihavenoidea. i dont go for brands (:
CANDY: Gummies
CEREAL: Honeystars!
COLOUR: Purple, green
COOKIE: Subway macadamia
DISNEY CHARACTER: I can't really rmb. just Cinderella. but i dont really like her.
DRINK: Milo.
FAST FOOD PLACE: Does subway count as fastfood? guess so la, the food's pretty fast (:
FOOD: Jap food
HOLIDAY: December hols
ICE CREAM FLAVOUR: Blueberry cheescake
MONTH: November :D *hinthint*
NUMBER: 15, 16
PERFUME: Yah right
PIE FLAVOUR: This is Singapore, hello?
PIZZA TOPPING: ham :D
RESTRAUNT: Kushinbo
SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: English. oh wait, does aesthetics count?
TYPE OF MUSIC: pop or christian
TYPE OF SANDWICH: egg mayonaise

All of your friends

THE BEST ADVISOR: Afiqah (for all the help you've given [:)
THE BEST HAIR: I dunno.
THE BEST HANDWRITING: Boon
THE DIRTIEST MIND: Emily Koh :D
THE FUNNIEST: Eunice
THE LOUDEST: EUNICE. again. but this is a definite. x)
THE PRETTIEST: i shall not judge (:
THE MOST GOOD-LOOKING: ditto.
THE MOST TRUSTING: change it to the nicest can? then it would be Kelly
THE NICEST EYES: Boon. BIG LAH.
THE SHORTEST: haha(sorry emily XD)
THE SMARTEST: Julia
THE TALLEST: Iliana

Have You Ever

ASKED OUT A CRUSH: No -.-
BEEN ON STAGE: Yeah
BEEN SCARED TO GET A SHOT: Nah
CHEATED ON A TEST: Haha uh, uh. okay fine yes. =X
CRIED DURING A MOVIE: Nopp. at least, i dont think so?
FELT LIKE YOU DIDN'T BELONG: Yeah. lots of times.
FOUGHT A BLACK BELT: Uh, i don't have black belt people with anything against me
GONE TO CAMP: Duh?
KEPT A NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION: Nah, they're hard.
KEPT A SECRET FROM EVERYONE: Yeah.
STOLEN SOMETHING: No i am like. guai! :D
TOLD A GIRL YOU LIKED HER: I'm not a trans thanks. but yes i frequently say i love you to my friends (:
WON A TROPHY: Yupp!
WRITTEN A LOVE POEM: Don't think so. Other genres, yes (:

Last

CD LISTENED: None. don't listen to cds (i am poor okay!)
MOVIE WATCHED: Goodness, i really can't remember! ages ago lah.
PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: None today. None yesterday too. :O
PERSON THAT SAW YOU CRY: Dunno. can't even rmb the last time i cried.
PERSON YOU WENT TO THE MALL WITH: Nico, Boon, Sam, Kelly, Koh
SONG LISTENED TO: Buttons. (haha STUPID FAREAST SHOP LAH!) okay i decided to put on Jericho now
THING YOU ATE: Dinner
THING YOU DRANK: Plain water

Yes or No

GROWING UP SCARES ME MORE THAN IT SHOULD: Kinda.
I ADORE GETTING MAIL: Yes. Not chain mails though (:
IF AT FIRST YOU DON'T SUCCEED, TRY, TRY AGAIN: YES.
IF YOU COULD DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN THREE WORDS: Crazy, easily ammused, lovemyfriends
IS YOUR COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM: NOOOO. DDDD:
WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR BED ROOM WALLS: Purple! <3
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED: Blogsurf. IF i do get the com. if not, reading.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: Batchmates. Friends too. wait. thats a WHO alr. ahwells. time spent with them.
WHAT MAKES YOU SAD: lotsa stuffs.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Go out.
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Helpless and sinking feeling.

ohmygoodness i am done.
and as requested by the peetard: "taken from the beloved jean" coughcoughcoughcoughcough
haha i feel SPASTIC. i posted 3 times in a NIGHT :O
i rock dont i. :D
i think this is the first time im doing a quiz. ahwells.

american idol finals later! :D

ladeedums this is dumb.
people around me seem to have wonderful afinity with birds -.-
boon had 2 birds flying into her house. and she threw something at it and plop it dropped into the dustbin HAHA.
and the other one was terrorizing her toilet :O or isit room. ahwells. nvm.
whats more important is the today one.
my dear brother joseph had a lovely fight with the bird. (which involved lots of shouting, cursing, chasing and uh. shitting)
yes so the bird flew in while he was washing his shoes. yes, while he was washing his shoes. and then due to excessive fear and panic of not being able to get out, (the kitchen window was closed you see. the backyard is connected to the kitchen), the dear bird started having irritable bowel syndrome.
so imagine:
boy shouting "WALAO STUPID BIRD. ASS LAH. GO AWAY! BAH!" and chasing bird all around. bird goes "CHEEP CHEEP CHEEP!", bangs into kitchen window about 5 times(according to bro) in an attempt to get out.
and realising that the transparent window was NOT a way out, it started to panic. more accurately, it started to shit all over the place.
i never knew panic could cause diarrhoea in birds :O
k, now i know. ahwells.
so the kitchen had shit all over the place
the end.

bah. dumb bird. -.-

i know this is late. but.
CDIV08 SOUTH ZONES ENDED OFF WITH A BIG FAT BANG! :D
it was a great game. at least like 12345x better then the peicai one.
i finally mustered up courage to throw. though i could have throw MANY other times. =X
ahwells. its all over now.
nico and nat are SICK people. 2 homeruns each?! ahh, i cant even get one -.- bleah.
thanks ccube for being the BEST ever team in the whole entire world.
love you guys!
<3
dingdongdingdongdingdong ticktockticktockticktock :D

i miss srcs.

i'll train really really hard from now on. and i'll do my best to get a hold of myself.
"you are your biggest enemy."
overcome myself, before overcoming the rest out there.

oh and. to the stc catcher:
you're a really good player (:

went shopeeng with nico, boon, sam, kelly emily. :D
supposed to be eating lunch then me and nico went to get a prez.
sam kelly emily went home first.
so we spent like more then half our time searching and searching. but we finally got one! :D
& its nice. yay.
then, shopping for OURSELVES hehehe.
bought a cute shirt.
blah stupid photo shirt is too BIG i want youuuu you dumb shirt.
haha ahwells. this one's nice too. (:
my legs are really tired now -.- 4 hours of walking. wonderful.
and my muscles hurt lots in the first place. i hope they heal by tmr. so sucky man.


ccube, i love you. <3

i dont know.
was it just a bunch of lies i was believing in?
there is a reflection of the one i thought was you. but. other things.
i didn't expect. really.
i didn't know too. didnt think you were like them too.
i want the old you. please?
i'm troubled.

dont ask (: just. thoughts.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALANNA! <3
thanks for everything that you are to me :D my vicecapt, my kwongie, my encourager. I LOVE YOU! you've been a great friend. really. and we are fated hahaha :D badminton squash and softball ftw! heeh! loveya kwongie!

ladeedums. great great day today :D
and yesterday was a great great day too. :D
went to wenting's church yay! i guess should be settling there. its a great church. really youthy and her cell's nice too.
dinnering with wen was great too. I WANT MORE AHBALLING. but i could survive with less cheecken though. heh.
tomorrows gonna be a great great day too. woohoo i love my life? ohyes i do.
and TUES gonna be good too. will will will.
its all about mental stability and willpower.

i love today. very much (:
and i love wii too! hehehe.



jocelyn.

oh yes.
thanks liyong.
i love you very much. <3

"once everyone knows it, then everything becomes simple already. just keep calm and do what you're supposed to do."
-coach

thank you coach.
you're the bestest coach ever.

i gotta pull myself together. peicai's was the worst performance i have ever put up. i am not going to repeat it again. not.
we gotta be stable. and stronger. we can. we will.
i know it.
i believe in us.




jocelyn.
determination. i won't mess up again.

we lost. to peicai. wonderful. -.-
but its okay. im quite over it. just for the fact that well, i didnt perform.
i didn't hit well, i didn't catch well, i made ALOT of bad decisions. ALOT.
i have to get over this stupid shit i forgot my mind was blank syndrome.
DAMN.
everytime the runner's on 3 and a runner on one. i throw 2 = let the run in. wonderful, so wonderful. i am so proud of myself.
and everytime theres two strikes. i drop the third one. rock right.
and then, when the time comes for me to throw, i dont. i hold the ball and look like an idiot.

im exhausted. i knew it right before the match. but, what other choice do i have then to go in there and play it? none.
i'll get myself rejuvenated by tues. i will. i must, anyway.

i have to improve. like really soon. get over it all. its just like normal. nothing different. then why do i blank out? that sucks. D:

AND. YOU. HAD. TO JUST RUB IT IN. I LOVE YOU FOR THAT MAN. ASS.
i wont do it. i wont. cus i know how much its gonna take a toll on me.
I WILL NOT OKAY.
I WILL NOT. DO IT. MOST OF ALL, I WILL NOT. DO IT. FOR YOU.
by the way. please look in the mirror. and realise how
HYPOCRITICAL. AND. UNREASONABLE YOU ARE.
i wont take it lying down.
at the most. i'll be painfully sickeningly nice about it till i puke on your shirt. but i'll still protest at it.
i dont care.

btw. you dont know much about it. you dont know much about us. dont act like you do. dont be a show off. cus y'know. you sound stupid. totally stupid.
i know you love your own voice and i bet my voice was totally blanked out.
yi shan zong bi yi shan gao.
you'll meet your match one day.
how i wish i was your superior. fyi. you'll bet fired. right there and then. on the spot.

I WILL SPEAK OUT.
HECK YOU AH.

"you're playing for yourself. and when it all comes together, you're playing for the team. you're not playing for spectators. you're not playing for him. even if the principal comes and watch, nothing changes. so just go out there and play your game. make yourself proud."
-coach
i know coach will be behind me. i know the seniors will be behind me. i know batch will be behind me. i know I will be behind ME. i know that mummy's behind me. thats all that matters.
WHO CARES ABOUT HIM ANYWAY.
do myself proud. All glory to God! thats all.
i don't play for you. after all. you're only after the result.
oh yes, and you are SUCH. an. ASS.

unreasonable. hypocritical. stubborn.
like seriously, learn to LISTEN. not FALL ASLEEP while others are talking. its a known fact btw.





love. jocelyn.
AUGUST RUSH! <3

PEICAI. TOMORROW. WHACK IT OUT! <3

results today. i was alright. did averagely well :D hehhh. CHINESE WOOHOO! i love my chinese. FOR ONCE. ahha!
neewayys.
wtpongz everybuddy is CUTE :D

WTPONGZ!
SHUT UP DONG!

:D YAY.

oh yessssss.
NICE PITCHING MY LOVEEEEELY PITCHER, KELLY!
LOVE YOU NINJASS! :D

[edit. though i wanna keep for memories sake :D hehe. but it was too pissed. im over it now! :D]
anw. crescent match today! :D
was really scared at first. cus like. not performing THEN SUDDENLY ONE INNING WE SCORED LIKE MANY MANY MANY RUNS :D WOOHOO!
we rock.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! <3
SO MUCH.
i love our awesome double play and how we're really mean to crescent HAHA. i mean like seriously : srcs- tag so hard that the person fell, zonals- boon crash into 2nd base (that one was quite hilarious cus the ball rolled past when they fell XD), alanna crash into catcher, nat's hard hard tags.
OH LOL.
and yes i love talking talking talking under the fareast escalator. ohgoodness i think we could have stayed there and talked all night! :D SLEEPOVER. NOW. SOON. AHHHHH. I WANT SLEEPOVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! :DDD

k. i had alot of things to blog at first. but i forgot. nvm. I LOVE CCUBE! <333

in all my victories, let it be said of me. my source of strength, my source of hope. is CHRIST alone.
thank you, Lord.
faith will bring us through.

oh oh yes. I CAN HIT PITCHED BALLS. I CAN HIT PITCHED BALLS. AND DRIVE IT TO OUTFIELD! (though its right field so i still got out once =X)
BUT I CAN HIT IT. I KNOW I CAN. AHHHHH.

THURSDAY: PEICAI.
jiayou everybuddy MUCH LOVE!

I. AM. SO. DONE. WITH. GEOG. PT. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

WOOHOO. im happy happy happy happy happy :D
now adding on to the record- alanna, kelly and ME finished alr :DDD yeah mannnzxzxzx! heeh.
now i just have to find an empty cd. bleah. i thought i had lorh. but noooo, it turned out to be that my com cant read it -.- whatever man. so irritating.
ahwellllsssss. shall settle that LATER.

i shall go watch movies or something now! like finally lahh.
ever since exams finish i havent even done like stuff other then the usual : chatting, blogging, blog surfing.
cus of....
GEOG PT LA DUH. BAH.

TOMORROWS THE FIRST MATCH!
CIDV08 FTW! <3




jocelyn.

i have to take a break from it soon.
i'm near breaking point already.
just a few more days. few more days.

but its a never ending cycle is it?
i love you. but that love's killing me slowly. for now at least.

and i can't let myself slip out of it.
that sucks, you know?


ps. joelle, yeah. thinking about it. i guess its true... ):



love. jocelyn.
dodo, lollipop, dodobird, dong. :D

zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals zonals

damn i'm freaking. :O

havetohitapitchedballhavetohitapitchedballhavetohavetohaveto. damn itttttt.

havetocatchthosepitcheshavetocatchthosepitches.

cantoverthrowtotwoabsolutelynot.


zonalsssss. and i hate rg. 3 weeks holiday wth?

OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
BUH-BYE STUPID MYAS :DDDDDD

jocelyn is VERY VERY HAPPY now :D
i spent like 30+++ bucks i think its almost 40 alr. :O oops.
i feel really happy. and really broke too.
anw, since myas is OVER, i can say buhbye to two things : BYE STUPID OL PHILO AND DUMB CHEM :DDDDDDDDDD
speech, here i come hehehe! (though they say it sucks but still, BETTER THEN PHILO RIGHT :D

gosh i have the highest and bestest and loveliest batchmates everrrr :DDD
like. boon and emily and kelly actually went to the manga figurine shop and shout "MERRY CHRISTMAS" LOL.
cheap thrills eh? XD
and emily and nico catwalking around kallang leisure park level 2. XD
A LA LA LONG! A LA LA LONG ~

hehehe. and i know how to ice skate like FAST now :D woohoo!
i love ice-skating. (but it caused all my monaye to fly away)
and we screamed so much inside! :D haha

whoo. I LOVE BATCH. VERY VERY MUCH. more then i love my tower blox hahahaha.
KELLYYYYY I WANT YOUR PHONEEEEEEEEEE. :D wait, more specific. I WANT TOWER BLOXXXXXXX! :D
haha its ADDICTIVE okay.

pole dancing with uh. the cable box thing ahha SEE BOON WHOS THE SPAS NOW. XD
ps. I AM NOT A SPAS TANWEEBOON AND RACHEL TAN SEE BOTH OF YOU TANS. I BET Y'ALL ARE SPAZ-ER THEN ME HMPHHH. D:


loveeeee, joce :D

driffffffffttttttttingggggggg. furthur and furthur away. but well, i guess we weren't really close in the first place. ahwells.

bleah. i think having an incredibly long password like **************** is so annoying haha.
see WENTING, all your fault! go set the password like that XD
ahwelllsssss.
LAST PAPER TOMORROWWWWWW. :D JOCELYN IS HAPPAYE. and then and then, ICE SKATING! yeah mannnn. i love batch so much. haha.

i can't being myself to study. what is this. jocelynnnnnnn, you are gonna do so terribly for maths! (like i care. haha kidding i do care XD)
once i get out of school i shall kick maths OUTTA MY LIFE. poof! disappear, YOU. D:
who in the world invented numbers anyway. gaah.

ONE MORE ONE MORE JIAYOU EVERYONE. :D
(SEC FOURS 2 MORE DAYS JIAYOUUUUUU)

haha i realised i have/had alot of emo posts. bleah. but some of it isnt so emo lorh! got underlying meaning hehehe. (wen i know you know what im talking about XD)
ps. i realise i keep using haha alot :O nvm. im a happy laughy person yay.

gosh i think exams are really frying my brains the above post is just so random and crappy and incoherent i dont even know what im talking about its like my thoughts are floating over the place :O

NEEWAAYY. i shall go do stupid maths now. "aiya algebra, SO EASY! you know a-b-c can already what!" as quoted from mr desouza haha and last i heard, shivani's and vannessa's name were used in the bio paper XD

(chem was crap. damn.)

K BUHBYE.

love on earth. whats more God's love?

CAN.

the closer you are, the uglier it gets.
so true eh? huh, lydia and ximin
but if youre able to love inspite of the ugliness. thats true love, and friendship. cus that ugliness is overcomed. by love, of course.

pastor seah:
a artificial plant and real plant. from far, of course an artificial plant looks nicer.
when youre near, STILL the artificial plant looks nicer. no dying leaves, everythings perfect. in fact, the real plant would look even worse cus you're near enough to see all its flaws.
but why do we not feel that it is the nicer one?
thats cus the real plant is TANGIBLE. its REAL.

being true is the most beautiful thing. (:
though the closer you get, the more flaws you see. but if youre able to accept them, your friendship becomes a special bond.
its a two way thing.
compromise. acceptance.

mygoodness. i want to go and tag there. hahaa :D
STUPID, CRAZY CLASS. THERE. you think y'all are so bonded? i tell you. mine was more bonded. while yours consists of CLIQUES. that dont bond. even though it seems the other way round. you cant force it on others. you know why no one's buying? cause its a clique shirt. thats all.
sorry if any of ull ever read this. at least i didnt go do it outright :D
OH. and i agree with passerby. emo much? get over it -.-
jocelyn!
EMILY! NUTTTTTTTTTS :D

(gosh, you two. mini convo siah. stop it already?)

day by day, more and more imperfections of this world are revealed.
and i'm waiting for my perfect world.

anticipation. when's He gonna come?