seeing that pic, it struck me that i really missed you.
i really miss those times that we had.
i guess, its all so long and so far away now. so.. unreachable.
i could never bring those times back again.
that time was the happiest times in my life.
the time where new friendships were made and bonds were strengthened.
those happy smiles.
i remember what a mess it was supposed to be.
but it became a beautiful disaster (:
i remember the times. when i went to your house.
the sleepover. the first one in my life.
you were the first person to talk to me in p3.
and i love you for that.
but we've drifted.
ever so far away. i can't ever get you back.
we used to be so close.
yet now...?
i just wanna cry and hug you. wish you were the same person i knew. wish everything would go back to those times again. i wish we'd never drifted apart.

i thought that everything changed last year.
that it was a brand new start.
and all that i knew of was of the past.
i didn't treasure you enough.
i'm sorry.

when i hear of other people talking about renuions.
i just cant help but wonder.
wheres MY renuion?
with everyone again. all those loved ones.
have i forgotten them?
in the span of one and a half years,
are they already gone?
from my heart? from my memory?

i miss you.

reminiscence. nostalgia.