gaahh. feeling so shitty over chinese. sucky la. D: and math. i havent even told my mum my marks. okay this sucks. my grades suck. at least lit was ALRIGHT, i guess. but the memory one was supposed to be quite good, and yet i still got average marks for it only. ahwells.
but somehow, after feeling down for the whole chinese lesson, i couldnt bring myself to be down anymore after that. haha. after reading 8days and what not. i tried to feel sad again, but i couldnt. x) which is good i guess (:

sheesh. i gotta work harrrrderrr. and stop wasting my time here.

tsk. its back to like. normal school. sucky. ): i want hols/lj week back. haha and the first thing i thought about when i went back was "i want june hols". lol XD SAs suck. hmph.

i'll be here for you and i know that you'll be there too :D
i love you. these 3 words have already lost its meaning. D:


jocelyn.