hey.
dont be too sad alright. i understand how you feel now or well yesterday, for that matter. i now know why the damage had been so extreme. but maybe theres a point there. maybe theres a time to let go. but also, maybe not. see how things turn out, alright? and i know ull read this.
so i just wanna tell you that no matter what, i'll always be there for you. and im begging you please. dont keep everything inside of you.
once we know, our hearts are like just broken. cus the damage is done and really, we're at a loss at what to do to help you.
but i'll always love you. like no matter what. let me share the burden with you. please.
dont be so sad all the time okay. know that i care, they care, we care. and all i want is to bring that smile to your face again. (:
that stupid lopsided smile in the odd shaped face would be alright too x) hee.
and remember not to be an E-COW. ecow-ing is bad for you. really.
youre always so tired nowadays. and so broken. but you know, you hide it so well. i dont know till you tell me. dont hide anymore. it'll just get worse. dont cry inside. but let your tears flow.
sometimes thats just the best way.
please, i worry. you know.
as she said: "when she like that, my heart oso pain." and that applies to both of you. both of you who i have grown to love. so much. so much.
dont be too hard on yourself. it hurts me. and it hurts the rest around you too. you may not know it. but i'm crying for you.
but its alright. cus i want you to know. that i'll share it with you.
forever.

all my love, jocelyn <3