sometimes. im just really affected by how these 3 words dont mean much anymore.
i really dont know how to write 'i love you' and let you know that i really really mean it anymore.
everyone's using it so freely, it'll probably be taken as just another person using these three words 'i love you'.
these words are used over such trivial things such as a favour like helping a person to hold stuff. these words 'i love you' are just held at the tip of the tongue.
its just sad 'cus it doesnt mean much anymore.
like what julia said, how can such a big thing like LOVE be taken so trivially.

i want to really mean it. like really really mean it. and say it with all my heart. so that you can feel the actual impact of it, the impact that was supposed to come with those 3 words.

i love you.

Don't you cry
I'll wipe away your tears.
Don't be scared,
I'll fight away your fears
'Cus you know how much
I love you.

I'll be standing at your side
Forever.
I'll take your hand
And we'll walk the road together.
'Cus you know how much
I love you.

Cry,
And I'll cry with you.
Laugh,
And I'll laugh with you.
Know that I'll be there,
'Cus you know how much
I love you.

To the world you may be one person,
But to a person
You may be the world.
And I'm that person,
And I'll tell you again,
I love you,
My dear friend.


On the screens of the camcorder,
I see myself.
Click, rewind, play;
Click, rewind, play.
Those happy moments,
Time rewinds.

I smile,
Thinking about all the times we've had.
The good and the bad,
Dotting my life like stars dot the brilliant night sky.
These,
My life's milestones,
Worth remembering,
Never to be forgotten.

Now here I stand,
Made by all these things.
Time has molded me,
Experiences have refined me,
But most of all,
Love completes me

&He said 'Freely, Freely, you have recieved, Freely, Freely give.'
These go out to all my loved ones. i love you guys <3>
JIAYOU BDIV! :D



love, jocelyn.

i'll always cheer you guys on. though we've lost. its alright, yeah? y'all just have to believe. and i believe that y'all can do it.


Dont be like that, please.
& i just wanna put that smile back on your face again.

My heart bleeds.
Keep the faith, my friend.



all my love, jocelyn

humans are just like that. when theres no time, we complain. but when theres time, we dont know what to do with it.
grr. im so not used to having so much time on my hands la o.0 gosh. i must have some problem.

maths test today. it was alright, i guess. lost 4 marks alr. but whatev. its just 4 marks right? (: & this isnt a yeah right ques. cus i think ive done what i could alr. i revised and practised okay! x) hee.

stupid idiot. its just your problem that youre so unreasonable. and what nonsense was that? you just held everyone back. with your silly antics. i bet you wanted to teach us a lesson didnt you. but obviously, the one who would be getting it if THEY say anything, would be YOU. isnt that obvious? and that would we YOUR problem. so there.

hmm. so many people being ecows nowadays. ): those close to me no less. ugh. CHEER UP ALRIGHT!
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways, acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6"
take comfort in this christian or non-christian and know that He will never forsake you even when the world does & that there will always be someone there for you (:

alright. shall go do my uh. homework alr. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THE TIME ON HAND!!! -.-
k, ta!

<3 jocelyn(:

hey.
dont be too sad alright. i understand how you feel now or well yesterday, for that matter. i now know why the damage had been so extreme. but maybe theres a point there. maybe theres a time to let go. but also, maybe not. see how things turn out, alright? and i know ull read this.
so i just wanna tell you that no matter what, i'll always be there for you. and im begging you please. dont keep everything inside of you.
once we know, our hearts are like just broken. cus the damage is done and really, we're at a loss at what to do to help you.
but i'll always love you. like no matter what. let me share the burden with you. please.
dont be so sad all the time okay. know that i care, they care, we care. and all i want is to bring that smile to your face again. (:
that stupid lopsided smile in the odd shaped face would be alright too x) hee.
and remember not to be an E-COW. ecow-ing is bad for you. really.
youre always so tired nowadays. and so broken. but you know, you hide it so well. i dont know till you tell me. dont hide anymore. it'll just get worse. dont cry inside. but let your tears flow.
sometimes thats just the best way.
please, i worry. you know.
as she said: "when she like that, my heart oso pain." and that applies to both of you. both of you who i have grown to love. so much. so much.
dont be too hard on yourself. it hurts me. and it hurts the rest around you too. you may not know it. but i'm crying for you.
but its alright. cus i want you to know. that i'll share it with you.
forever.

all my love, jocelyn <3

HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL YOU OUT THERE! :D

yay. thanks seniors batch and classmates for all the NOTES AND PREZZIES! WHOO!
LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH ALRIGHT! <3

thanks softballers for the great impact that you have in my life. i'll love you guys FOREVERZXZX. and time will not take away all the times we've had together. whether good or bad, happy or sad. no matter what, you guys will always be with me. thanks for everything u guys have done. and i just wanna say: I LOVE YOU, with all my heart <3

not forgetting classmates too, giving me the joy in my life, providing the help that i need and helping me get thru lessons. yixian, yiwei, euniceee, cheryl tan, emily, zhitian, giovanni, farah, yihui and all the other 206ers. thanks for being such a great class. we'll have a great year tgt, and i know it.
104-rians. you'll never leave my heart. you'd been a really great class. and i'll never forget the times we've shared. getting me through my very first sec sch year. (: eunice, yixian, yiwei, amanda low, mindy, daena (though ure overseas alr D: ), julia, dawn, amanda k. , rachel, zien, zhitian, emily and everyone else. i love you guys muchly.

im tired. sick. and tired.

and a hurting head and finger isnt helping. at all.

YAY NEW SKIN! :D
dont wanna have same skin as gio anymore hmph! x]
hahaha. art museum tmr (nudo sculptures =X gahhhh)

k its late, night! <3

hmm been quite an eventful week. in a good way too (: and i realise that i REALLY am NOT USED to having too much time o.0 lol. FRIDAY. had senior/junior talk. thanks afiqah and evan for encouragement. love you two like ALOT. ALOT ALOT.