YAY BDIV GOGOGO! <333>at least they DID use the BEAUUUUUTIFUL field we painted whoo! :D hehhh.
i still love the field super super much la!
alanna posted so i koped the pics from her yay.


LOVEEEEEELY FIELD! we painted it of course its loveely! :D (ego x] )


me, alanna, nico, sam, emily, kelly, nat. yupp. should be luh XD



my FAVE. currently my phone dp yay :D




we are the emooooh (e-cow) kias!




looking at the SUNSET (like there was one x] )


me and emily. (: after trials

I LOVE BATCH'10! BATCH, I HEART YOU! ALOT! I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT SLEEPOVERRR! :DDDD

GO BDIV THRASH STC OKAY! GO(LD) GO(LD) GO(LD)! :D HAHA GEDDIT? lol okay im sorry im so lame. actually wait. i am lame. but im not sorry i am XD hehhhhh!


luff(laugh), jocelyn.

YOH!
WHOO RGSSOFTBALL BDIV JUST WON THEIR FIRST MATCH (AGAINST CRESCENT) AMANDA ANG YOU ARE OFFICIALLY IN MY COOLEST SOFTBALLERS LIST ALR!!!!! ALONG WITH DANIEL, GUANGHAO, YY, (uh i forgot the rest x) ) AMANDA ROCKS LA. SERIOUSLY.
okay so anw, it was like the last super crucial run to win that match jac was running from 3rd base to home and like amanda COULDNT get out.
otherwise jac's run oso not counted aw D:
so anw, the crescent 1st base was being such an obstruction, so amanda just chuang into her. yeah so she fell SPRAWLED on the floor but haven touched the base la.
then like we were all "AMANDA! THE BASE! TOUCH IT TOUCH IT" then just as the ball flew she quickly "dived" kinda thing even though she was alr on the floor and hugged the base for all she was worth.
LIKE OMG LA! SERIOUSLY AMANDA YOU ROCK. YOU ARE TOTALLY COOL. :DDDDD

LAW. ZHI. TIAN. GET IT IN YOUR HEAD. GOSH!
YES AND STOP HARPING ON IT. HMPHH!

BELIEVE IT. ITS THE FACTTTTTT.

lol. my dear zhitian still doesnt believe that i was a prefect before. even though i told her like what, last year? LOL! CRAZYYYY.

HEY! haha posting in two consecutive days :D yay.


PICTURREEEEES!





BATCH! LOVETHEM. oh lol my fringe looks weird o.0



yay standing shot. BATCH AGAIN!

yes i know my blog is dead.
RI MATCH TODAY!
AHHH JING CAI MANN! :D WHOO!

bdiv's match is gnna start next week so EXCITED.
JIAYOU BDIV!

yay im gonna put my taunting skills to practise! whee!
today taunted the whatever their sch name is batters :D
emily says my voice sounds bitchy when i taunt. LOL.
but its supposed to be gd like that or smthng o.0
just like super mean type la. hahahhaa.

I STILL DONT LIKE YOU ALOT.
SO LITTLE BIT ALR LIKE THAT.
HOW ARE YOU GONNA SURVIVE.
YOU DONT EVEN TRY.
IM NOT READY TO ACCEPT YOU INTO US.
DONT KNOW WHEN I'LL BE.
SO THERE!

oh and ILOVEYOUTWOOHSIXOHEIGHT! WHEE! <3
AMUSINGGGGG. XD

short post =X sorry just now i thought of smthng. then i just forgot it again. lol.
as nico says, i have a failing memory.
ohwait. im the one that said it to her o.0
okay oops. haha.

bye for now!





<3 jocelyn! (:

hmm okay. shant bother anymore.

and to all the BLURRRRRRRR-ED people like benedict chia. evan is a GIRL. for goodness sake. evan= evangeline. LOL!

Y'know how much youve disappointed so many people around you.
You have changed so much to an extent that i dont even know you much anymore.
Y'know how we feel, when you dropped that bombshell on us?
I think it would have done you good to have seen our convo.
To see the consequences that your actions have caused.
You just let us down.
Make us feel like we've wasted our time.
Wasted our energy.
That all that we have done was for absolutely nothing
That it accounted for nothing.
That it was just this frail facade that we managed to put together.
But y'know, it just crumbled.
By simply ONE sentence.
By someone that you only probably know for half a year.
It is disappointing if you didnt realise.
And im telling you now.
I dont like them. and i feel uncomfortable at the fact
That you would listen so much to them. and disregard all that we have said.
To me, you just chose to close yourself up.
Shut your ears to the things that you didnt want to hear.
Cause your mind was all along alr made up.
Then why give us all this trouble?
Cause us this hurt, distress, anger.
Gave us hope that you would at least try.
But in the end what happened?
Out of 3 of us. you didnt even listen to one.
But that sole one, you listened to.
Why so?
I agree with what she said. that if they asked you to stay, you probably will.
It makes me uncomfortable to know that they have so much influence on you.
And that to you everything is changing except them.
Whats more i feel that you are really selfish.
I promised to respect your decision.
But after thinking about it. i still do not see a concrete reason that you have produced.
The world is not just about you.
It is about you and everyone. and not just about what you feel, and think.
Do you think that score was a fluke?
Luck comes from lucifer, and lucifer is the devil.
It was not luck. it happened for a purpose, a reason.
And yes like what she said too, you only have yourself to blame.
After this. im not gonna care anymore.
After all, you wont even listen when i express my care.
So whats there to care for?
Absolutely nothing.
All my energy wasted.
For what?
I've finally come to this conclusion.
And its
Absolutely nothing.

gracia i am disappointed. really i am. did i make any difference in anything at all? and i know that answer is no. and that hurts.

thanks evan. for talking and all today. really appreciate it. lamest to the max alr. :D thank you for all the counselling and consolling that you gave. thanks for relating. love you alot. really alot. <3

I ABSOLUTELY HEART LOVE LOVE AI SI HEART LIKE CRAZY SLEEPOVERRRRRRR! <3>big big heart inserted here.

seriously man sleepover is the BEST! we should have it like every holiday mannnn. it totally rocked. staying up till 4am singing our whole mental music library, playing mahjong, splashing in the baby pool, screaming in the tunnel, playing table soccer, blasting music, going up to the tennis court,

ALL THIS I WILL NEVER FORGET.
(sorry i wont post much about it not enough time go alanna blog see la :D see alanna, giving ur blog publicity mann! XD)

I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER AND WILL NEVER FORGET ALL THE HAPPINESS THAT YOU BROUGHT ME IN THAT ONE NIGHT SPAN.


on another note. school's started. 206 is alright i guess. just not the same as 104. quite a few disliked ppl there. but there are also good friends! :D i guess thats a plus side yeah?
hmm. hope the sec 1s can fit in.
gracia has this like totally negative or not doing her best to enjoy herself attitude. and it pisses me off. yeah i do understand its the first day of school and that she may not know ppl yet but STILL right
saying that she will become a dull boring person just by being in rgs is really not fair to rgs okay. gb takes up real little time, she doesnt even take 3rd lang.
look at me, my 5 days is packed up yet am i a dull boring person? NO WAY. i have improved from p6.
it is time to move on sometime. there will always be changes in life. and i think we should just accept it and relaly try to enjoy to the fullest.
sec school is a wonderful experience i think. and i know im gonna love it.

CANT WAIT FOR NEW JUNIORS! :D hope they're not nerddooo. =X ohwells.

on the other hand, IM SEC TWOOOOO NOW! YAY. no longer the babies of the school yeah mannnn! the older of the lower sec. lol maybe that doesnt make sense but whatever.
its a new year, and a new beginning. :D

2008 i welcome you with open arms
and hope that you will become
yet another bestest year of my life.
in all that i do every word that i say
let me do my best for God and give my all to this year.
i believe this year will be like all other years,
playing a part in shaping the present me
forming new relationships and improving myself.
its a new year and a new beginning.
and its just started.
and i shall just sit back enjoy
instead of being a worry pot like others.
for this way i will learn to enjoy,
to live,
to treasure,
and remember,
all the wonderful times we've had together.
and as i look back at 2007.
i'll just leave all the bad stuff behind
and start on with my new life.
wishing all the sec1s luck as you embark on this wonderful journey
in my dear school, rgs.




<33 jocelyn(: