ohwow, now its MY turn to be sick huh -.- irritating lah.
I DUN WANNA BE SICK!!! ugh. so stupid. pain here pain there. ytd i didnt even manage to eat lorr. )): jus threw everything out. stomach flu lah. at least its not as bad as last year gastric. couldnt go to sch for like a week?!!! gosh when i was standing for the nat anthem is like wanna faint le lor. ):
ohwells. stomach flu really sucks. n u really wunt like to have it. n now its alanna's turn to tell me to get well. hahaha. so retarded 1 xDD
my stomach hurts. im gonna go sleeeeeeep again. been jus lying around the whole day. esp ytd. lol. lucky i feel better today la :DDD yay. hopefully can go to sch tmr! seeeeyaaa (everyone :D)
grah, no training for me today as well.







<33 jocelyn(: stomach flu= HATE MUCH

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UGH, miss them so much okayy >< >< ><
jus came back from lawas like today 1am. hais, so many ppl on my dad side family sick lorr )):
grandpa- recovering from stroke but now has sum kidney probbs (hes like 91/92 okay)
grandma- had a fall, now cant walk, hope she can recover thoughh. but getting abit uh, dementia? i dunno. (shes 80+ i think uhmm.. lol i dunno)
uncle- cancer
another uncle- jus had op on fri. remove tumor
COUS- ahhh wan shing you better get well okay!!! >< relapse of kushing syndrome )): nvm, think on the bright side, you can come to sg with YEN! den we can play mahjong until midnight or like that time in ah kim hse.
talking about ah kim, I MISS YOU AND EVERYONE MANNNN! ))): 好想你们喔。两年是个很长的时间。TWO YEARS OKAY. this year even though back in lawas but wan shing they'll not there ma, so cant go to their hse. i miss zhe zhe LOTS too! >< we had such a nice time playing and talking while every1 else was playin com. hahas. :D 好想好想你！！！
why cant y'all be there while we are?!!!! )): plus they had sch too. hais.
lawas without y'all is really really boringg. no wan shing to talk to, no yen to wan shua, no ah kim to talk and play, no zhe zhe to talk to, no other hse to go to, no mahjong to play, no tabletennis to play, no waterfall to swim, no where else to go, no intro to the rest of ur cous. AHHHHHHHHHH NO NOTHING LAH! grahhh, so sad. ))):
lawas is like ......... when theres nth to do. seriously. you go and sit down for like a super super long time, look around, look here look there. den finally you look at the clock OMG, WHY IS IT ONLY 10MIN?!! gosh, time crawls. seriously. theres really nth to do. i cant possibly play with the twins or the rest all day long right? they still have sch -.- hahas but well, the twins really preeeettier now wor! haahas grow so much ler. i didnt take pics there though, no cam oso.
IM OFFICIALLY NOT A CAMWHORE LIKE NICO TEO WAN TING. :DDDD
hahas. nico is SUCH a camwhorrre. siao one can. n i think she hasnt even eaten our cake. tskkk. okayy anw, yeah so i was back in lawas for like super short? about uhmms, 1 and a half day only. ): wunt go back anymore.
when there, theres hope. once back, it becomes impossible. impossible IS something. &i stare at the rain pouring down, i know its the same sky, but is it the same patch of sky? the sky darkens much. and i cant see a thing. i'll never see you. not now anyway. i watch and see but i never see you. all the different faces, just not you. ugh, so depressing.
if wan shing they all were there, lawas is really really lovely. we could go to the river, go to the waterfall and swim again, ahhh the best is staying over at ahkim's hse. :DDD i love their hse.
all of you would never be able to experience this type of lifestyle. who else has swam under a cool lil waterfall, who else has been in a hse where theres no water in the morning, who else has been in a hse which was built by their dad and uncles and grandparents, who else has stepped on a floorboard which is as old as the house, who else has lived alongside chickens (esp the stuuupid rooster which crows at dawn), who else has lived along side fruit trees and longkaos, who else has held a parang, who else has been to the forest and cut banana trees and pluck wild veggie (which rocks MUCH), who else has climbed a tree which was crawling with ants, who else has built a makeshift treehouse and sat there, who else has jumped across a cute lil stream, who else has slidden on a mud hill like teh tarik and had so much fun before? who else? i bet not anyone. but me. not anyone i know of that is. (: and im proud of it. i do love lawas. jus that i hate it when time crawls ever so slowly. i hate the feeling of sitting down for about an hour with absolutely nothing to do. oh gosh, how do my grandparents, uncles, aunties and cousins survive? i cant imagine. hahaha. and i know all of you are jealous. :D
but this time i didnt go to the shanba. my dad had to take care of gong gong and ahma. )): i havent been there in awhle. aww. so sad.


I REALLY MISS ALL OF YOU. I MISS WAN SHING, I MISS AH YEN, I MISS ZHE ZHE, I MISS AH KIM, I MISS EVEN AH BEE. (ah kim's sis) I MISS ALL THE THINGS WE DID TOGETHER. >< ><
YOU GUYS ROCK OK.
两年。平时是一年，现在是两年， 两年看不到你们，好长的时间。我好想你们... i jus wanna see everyone again. at least for once. but im not going back anymore this year. )): wan shing's going back next week. but next week is sch. UGH, HOW STUPID. jus miss by a week. >< ><




this post seems so depressing. ohwells, tell you a funny story about my cous :D my auntie jus told me ytd.
okay so my auntie go work ma, then aft that told wan shing to jus cut the sausage n leave it there when she come back she will fry it. as in deep fry la. lol i dunno why deep fry though xD okay so yah, wan shing was like afraid that my auntie will come back late, so she decided to do it herself. cus she never deep fry stuffs before, jus normal stir fry like veggie all that, so i guess she added too lil oil. okay den she went to the toilet and jus left it there veh fast de ma. with the sausage inside the pan. lol okay then when she come back whole kitchen was like sticky and the window was black cus the oil pen chu lai. xDDD den she took water and jus pour on the stove and turn off the gas. den ah yen was like jus outside. lol den my auntie come back she was like ah yen, jie jie leh? den kitchen lah. den she walk in, wahhh why so wet ah? den she saw wan shing behind scrubbing the floor and everything like mad, face also black black. LOL, SUPER FUNNY LA. den she was like jus smile smile hello mummy. xDDD i cant imagine her with a black face. hilarious. :D
my two cous are really funny :D hahaha and ah yen is terribly scared of ghosts. that time xmas den we stayed in ahkim's hse den me and zhe zhe outside playin mahjong ma. den yen yen come out it was like late le la. den we were like yennnnn, hen chi le leh........ you gui worr...... den zhe zhe like poke his back. omg super funny xDDD he was super scared lor, run back into the room. hahaha. :D weirdo yen.

ohwells, typed so much le. better go continue my comment typing. so tired to type la -.- hahas. byebye!









<33 jocelyn(: i cant wait for the time to come.

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