helloo! hahaha. im backkkkk from CHURCH CAMP! it was super super super funnn! (((: hahas.
i guessed it really helped. there was lyk alot of bonding and i think ive really grown closer to my church frenns :DD hehh. gonna make it a short post though. hav 2 finish up my lit stuff due tmrrrrr. GRAH. sch reopening AGAAAAIN.

ohwells. we had loaadds of free time :D so we went 2 plaayyy lots. hahas. the pool is disgusting lahs. had dead insects floating everywhere but we still played water polo lyk EVERYDAY. hahaha. was damn funny. den we kept bullying mary xDDD on the last day we went for ARCHERY too. :DDD i love it man! i got 1 bullseye. YAY. hahas. most of the time played water polo lahhs. n it was really fun. in the night we stayed up until super late the next day every1 late for breakfast xD hahas. the food was SUPER NICE can! everyyyday have lammbbbbb. breakfast lunch dinner all is eat bu fei. :D hahas. n crazeee mary ordered 19ringit worth of mash potato. =.= at MIDNIGHT. so retarded. hahas. crazy lah she. "im hungry. im hungry." LOL. so funny. den shaun went 2 splash water on her cus she keep on singing the michael likes to rock song. lols.

yeahhs so thats about all. oh oh, and the last night, pastor and uncle lean went to buy the WHOLE basket of durians. in total cost about 200ringit o.0 i only ate lyk a quarter of a seed. haahs. n on that night, me n mary saw a SHOOTING STAR! ahhh. damn cool lah! :DDD but we made a wish after it disappeared. hahas. it was really quick. like moving to the right veh fast then suddenly disappear. probably clouds or sumthinn. ): but at least i saw my first SHOOTING STAR! :DDD woohoo.

ok gonna do work le. tmr sch starting AHHHHHHHHH. I HATE SCHOOL. sheesh. sorry for the short post. i feel so lazy 2 think of what to type. (: byebye!








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argh. i dont wanna talk about yesterday. i jus wonder what they'll do. what they'll do about that lame ass dumb idiot. what a sucker. but its wrong, isnt it? we'll just wait and see. wait for him to disappear. wait for him to go. wait for the future. i cant imagine what will happen though. a ____?
its just that feeling. sometimes. that you just dont care. why dont you? i just cant understand. they've always come. yet you dont go AT ALL. whats wrong? whats the big thing holding you back? its always been just me alone. you promised you would. then where were you? its just so... argh. if they're gonna do that, all the more i should right? i dont want to invent anymore excuses. NOT ANYMORE. if you really cared, you would have been there. right? but you werent. so what does that prove. maybe nothing to you, but a real something to me.
i hope this doesn't hurt us, i hope it never will. please understand. this is just something i've been thinking about. and its been troubling me. i want us to be alright. but the big thing is just so near! i cant believe that you can just not care.

so many stupidic problems. its not as if i care dont care. i just cant get them away. n i'll be awaiting tomorrow. but with a heavy heart though. but still, i'll wait and see. see what comes and what goes. please dont make them so upset. its not fair for them. you just add on to their burden. they really want to. but do you?

i jus cant help feeling this way. the way they tell me. there's just so many problems. i'll be awaiting. i really need your support. but ure just not there. you just come and go, like a butterfly flitting in and out. never worrying, never caring. but there are consequences. have you ever thought about that? its just so real to me. all this









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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE! EU-SO-NICE!

hahahas thanks 4 beinng such a great frenn! <333>DEAAAARIEEE batchmate, classmate, sch mate andd uhh hw do u call it. jap mate? xDDD
hahas hope ure having a WONDERFUL WONDERFUL BDAY! yayy! :DDDD thanks 4 making me laugh so much almost all the time with all ur funny funny faces! :D you make my day ok! <3

I LOVE YOU TRUCKTRUCKLOADS OKAY! <33333

to the SUNSHINE who ALWAYS makes my day! :DDDD







<33 jocelyn(:

yay hahaha.
2dae went out wif wen. :D awwww u c all the rest abandon us denn owayys only 2 of us lahhs. =.= lawl. mels n gil- tabletennis training aft tt got party. tsk tsk. jac- go godma hse. bel- sick. awwww. lydia n gracia- aiyahh sure cannot so last minute notice de lahhs. my dearrr guai juniors. xD lols so u see only left the two poor us cus tues thurs n fri we hav training or in wen's case, band prac. hahas band training o.0 train u to blow le french horrrn hahas. anws so, 1st we went 2 taka :D we ate kfc. tsk i ate such a horrrribleee miso chicken. so disgusting lahhs the smell still on my fingers. bleahh all FLAVOUR ok. sheesh. pian wo de qian. =.= so disgustingg lahhs. u bring the chicken to ur nose oso can smell. TSK. ok so at taka i bought eunice's present! :D n wen bought a present 4 her sec 2 church frenn oso. a nice cute cup :D which has a hippo on it! hahas. the box is really cute. i shant put the pics of eunice's present 1st :D wait until she recieve den i put nice special post on it. see. im being nice xD lols. yupps denn we jus walked around n wasted so much time ther. -_-ll i kept lookin at the pens n all those cute cute stuffies. yayy. hehs. aft tt we went to marina square. cus wen wanted 2 go to the newbie shop n i wanted to plae BISHI BASHI. WOOHOO. anw taka oso nthh 2 do lahhs. but we bought a cinamon sugar pretzel n strawberry smoothie (which actually jus tasted lyk plain juice) b4 we left taka. super nice lah my pretzel! wheee. hahas. at the juice place, den ther was this lady wif her baby n she kept sayin "uhh can i have a storhberry pls. storhberry storberry" hhahas. xDD i noe im bein mean lahhs. but its realli quite funny ok. STORHBERRY. hahas. :D i drank a STORHBERRY smoothie! xD lols.
ok so go marinaaaa squareeeee! so we went to the newbie shop 1st. we were planning SELF DECEPTION. :DDD go in, try the clothes, go out n jus keep claiming it doesnt fit/ not suitable. hahas. i hate the newbie staff. tsktsk. dey so IRRITATING ok. =.= haiyohhs. me n wen walk anywherr dey oso follow. n keep tellin us wad got sale wad dun hav. not lyk we gonna buy can pls lahhs cant dey c hw POOOR we look? denn in the end we jus walk out aft tryin on a SUPER NICE jacket. i tried on a CUTEEE tee. which has the newbie pig on it. its super super super cute ok! but we walked out anw. n everytym we passed it denn we quik quik walk past. see lah. dumb newbie ppl. so dummy denn lose such a potential customer. TSK. even look inside again oso DONWAN lahhs. hahas ok so after that we decided that tryin on clothes was fun! so we went on CLOTHES FRENZY! go alot of branded shops n try clothing. hahas. we went aslurpingape, roxy, quiksilver, ripcurl, pure milk n even zara and fox women. hahas. super super fun lah! reaally man. we shuld really do that agaaain. we played bishi bashi too! woohoos. whack until my hand so pain. :D ahhh i love those branded clothings! $35 for ONE tee ok. hahaha. but theyre lyk super comfortable lahs. we went into pure milk denn we tried on a sleeveless top n a lyk wear over half boat neck teeshirt. thers lyk a girl on it lahhs half on the "tee" n half on the tank top. super cute lah! hahas i wore black tanktop white "tee" n wen wore the opp. hahas. i tink its really cute. n we even tried on skirts xD see we're growwwing up. hahaha. so retarded. xD
so in the end we went home at uhh 6.30-6.40 liddat. cus wen nid 2 reach hme by 7. hahas i tink she was late xD cus when i got out of the train at tanah merah it was 6.59 lerrs. hahas.
but b4 we go home den we went 2 mcdonalds buy coke. so i went 1st. n i said "uh, 1 small coke. pay by ez-link" den i jus tap lorrs den i suddenly saw $1.85 denn i was lyk huh? no $1 coke le mehhs. den he come bak wif the coke den i was lyk "ehh i thought its $1?" den that TUUUUPID GANDESH (hey u gotta give me credit 4 this. i actually remembered his stupid name) gave me the $1.85 coke which is lyk CONSIDEREBLY BIGGER den the normal small coke. ARGH. n he was lyk "err i thought u said small coke?" ARGHHHHH SO PEE PEA BRAIN ISIT. ALL MY LIFE IVE BEEN SAYIN SMALL COKE N I OWAYYS GET THE $1 COKE LYK WADS HIS FRIKIN PROBB. N DEN EVEN MRE RETARDED. HE DUMBLY SAID "uhh srry arh. but i key in already" WALAOOO CANT EVEN REFUND. N MY STOMACH WAS LYK UNCOMFORTABLE LERRS CANT DRINK SO MUCH COLD THINGS. AHHHHHHHH. SO PISSED CAN! GANDESH PFFFFFFFT. BANGLADESH ARH. stuuuuuuuupidddddddic lah. so i had to drink my dumb ahem small coke n i couldnt finish cus my stomach was feeling lyk bad n drink onli lyk abit mre den half den throw away lorrs. such a waste of money n coke. TSK. argh. such a bad ending to a nice fun wonderful day. =.=

hahas okayy enuff of beinn pissed. heres the PHOTOS! :DDD



loookiee. the cutieeee animals at taka! i wanted to buy that duck 4 eunice. but in the end nv. too unsquishy. xD cus its lyk when u pull the tail den it will vibrate n waddle super cute! n anw, eunice said why it waddle. wait until it BUCKLEs den u buy 4 me. hahas.

hahhaa dun u tink its super cute eh? taken frm taka as well. btw, it says SOMEONE PIGGIN' SPECIAL on the shirt. :DDD

uhhh. wen's teeth. -_-ll shes actually smiling but dunno y its upside down lahhs. SHE take de horrs. lol. taken in changing room :D

aslurpingape tee! nice ritees :D wens the uhhh. model.

another super cute aslurpingape tee. wen's the model again xD

awww. no mre lerrs. we didnt lyk take alot. hahaha. :D okayy i go watch tv lerrs. byeeeeee

ps. bimbo talk: "iiie lurrbbb euuu worhxxx" AND "ahahaxx shho preeettyyx lehhx" hahahas. xDDD

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