aiyah. im PISSED ok. reaaaallyyy PISSED by certainn hmm. people. yeahh. CERTAIN CERTAIN PEOPLE who cant seem tuu stop GETTING off my back bout CERTAIN stuffs. thus, im extremely PISSED. n i tink these ppl shuld jus PISS OFF sumtimes. lyk hello, GIV ME A BREAAKK? lyk please lah. so WHAT ok. so WHAT if ure blah blah blah blah or blah blah blah. DOESNT make a DIFFERENCE cus we're all PEOPLE after all. dunn tell mii ure PERFECT. PUH-LEASE. yes so i m really really really really really really really really really PISSED. regret doing blah blah blah blah. if i dont cool down by monday, certain SOMEONES, r jus gonna c my hao lian se. GEDDIT? u cant jus DUMP ppl to do stuff when ure jus sumwher doing blah blah blah blah. which ure so SECRETIVE about no1 noes wadd the HECK ull r blah blahing about. i tink the whole class is MESSED UP. wadever class spirit stuff u ppl oways tok about, well, i really DONT c it at all. cus ure jus leaving the dirty work 2 others cus i betcha u tink ure blah blah blah blah blah blah tts y u can jus go away. not even lyk HELPIN. class spirit= every1 helpin every1, being united as a whole n making sure every1 noes everything tts goinn on so that every1 feels part/ feel tt dey BELONG tuu the class. i dunn caree if ull dun agree wif my defination but tts hw I tink ok? u noe hw many other ppl r oso PISSED wif ull? ull wud b SHOCKED 2 noe. SERIOUSLY. the whole "THING" uu put up 4 us 2 c really ISNT workin. im jus so FRIGGIN PISSED at u ppl. WAD THE HECK IS WRONG WIF DOING BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH. HUH? YY CANT U JUS INVOLVE LYK OTHERS INSTEAD OF JUS TOKIN SECRETLY AMONG URSELF. WHISPERS TT WE CANT HEAR. but u noe wadd, i DONT CARE anymore. GOGO go tok n whisper among urself n run our lives. yeaa go do it. im jus not lettin uu run MY LIFE. n i dun tink the others WILL AS WELL. so THERE. im jus so SICK OF IT. JUS GO AWAY.

note: rearding all those blah blah blahs in the paragraph up there. tts 2 uhmms not cause any *i dunno hw 2 sae but ull shuld noe :D* and nott tuu get ppl upset or anything. though i doubt ull noe huu im tokin about. since it can b any1 in my lifeee.



ok i noe the above is lyk damn emo but im REALLY PISSED rite now. i dont noee wadds their probs n i donnt care. lemme tink of more LIGHT-HARRTED things. if i CAN. i have BAD BAD BAD diarrhoea )): n BAD BAD BAD stomachache. 2dae i tripped n fell at my bed (tt made my leg hurt) my com crashed. thers so much FILING to do but i didnt even bring back my file so i dont noe how exactly im gonna do it. i dunno wad other hw r ther besides chinese n i dunno hw 2 do those. i havent learnt my mass-dance FULLY yet. apparently no1s TEACHING ME. recently i jus feel super uber TIRED n EXHAUSTED 4 no particular reason, resulting in headaches n me being super grouchy the whole dae.
oh wow, i came up wif such a LOONNG list of bad stuff instead. =.=



oyahhs, now i can tink of sum gdd stuff. (: i was flippin thruu my foto albums 2dae of my young fotos. i well omost criedd. yahh its really nice tuu look thruu ur nice cute baby fotos. but i omost cried cus lyk i jus wish i was back there again. last tym i was lyk this nice sweet girl n mi n my bro were lyk very close. in the fotos will oways b 2 of us 2gether n when i was a baby he oways hugged mi ((: i really missed those times. its lyk when ure young, u can duu anything u want n u r jus so TIAN ZHEN. its really adorable when u tink back. ((: n u oso realise hw much uve changed frm tt lil gerr tuu the now present uu. sumtyms the change aint so gdd lahs. imagine if we were 2 stay lyk 2-5 years our whole life? that wud b really sweet. i dun mind not knowin anythin or wadever but as long as i enjoy my life n my family n of cus, GOD, i tink tts really enuff n totally abundant. next thing, we've omost finish the proposal 4 the raffles book dae. (: in class aft psl session 2dae. i hope. *fingers crossed x)* my mum bought the carpet that i chose 2dae in ikea 4 the study rm. its lyk white wif nice cool wavy lines. i tink it looks abstract (: lyk black electric currents flowing. hahas. n its really SOFT toooo. hehs. xD whee. my bro went outt tuu watch mr beans hols. i dint follow lahs. too tired. duunn tink he wud wan mii follow anw. lols. nehhmind, i tink im gonna watch it next week wif my mum((: prepare 4 LAUGHTER TIME! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. lol hahas. xDD 2dae is really hot n i took showers lyk 2 times. hahas. tts kinda a record cus i feel lyk takin another 1 now though the fan is lyk blowin at my back. xD i dunn usually lyk BATHE OR SHOWER so many times in a day. hahas.



LADEEDUMS I LOVE MY BATCHMATES N SOFTBALL. hahas. deyve really been VERY n i mean VERY nice ppl. ((: oyahhs, 2dae the hse capts did this aprils fools trick on us sayin tt the mass dance was gonna b changed. hahas. but it wasnt lahhs. xD all of us really fell 4 it. ahhas. oh back 2 softball, srcs r over. i tink zonals r gonna start sooon. I GOT MY NEW GLOVEE!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! now we dunnid use the dumb smelly gloves tt the whole sch uses 4 softball module frm the PE dept anymre!! WOOOOOHOOOOOS!!! hahas i k so LOVE <333 it lahhs!! <333333


ive currently fallen in love wif tank's SONGS, nortt him. DEFINITELY not him. cus i tink hes uggly. xP WU ZUN IS SO MUCH SHUAI-er. hhaahas. im nw listening 2 gei wo ni de ai. ((: i find fahrenheit featured in his vids alott of tyms. or rather, he sings alot of songs 4 series-es that fahrenheit acts in. mainly wu zun n jiro. hahas. the rest look gay. xD ok w8, actually nortt THAT uglly, but not so gd lookin lahhs ((:

tt dae no training den i stayed bakk 2 do project. so went hme at the tym ahs finish their netball training which my old frenn is in lahhs. den at 1st last tym i saw her her skirt was lyk DAMN LONG, as uu noe ahs skirts r super long. n her socks were sumwhat high. i dunno lahhs den nw i c her her skirt was lykk 7-8cm above centre of knee. i told my other frenn denn she was lyk eeyeer. sheesh, dunno wadd happen 2 herr lorrs. den i go sae her name sae hi i tot she at least STOP rite, den she was jus lyk YO! den jus continue laffing wif her frens n walking. lyk DAO-ING me lahhs. =.= nott meaning 2 b petty lahhs but she was my lyk BEST FRENN last tymm. =.= denn recieve alot of "complains" boutt hw she become lerrs. dunn understand wads up wif her n growing up. another fren oso. dahh other frenn got alot mre. complains frm my frens tt is.



haiyuuhs. i realise wad a long post tis is. mayb im not so pissed anymore. but u can b sure im STILL pissed. shall c my mood n xing qing 1st. shall go watch the mv lerrs! buh bye! nites!





DEPRESSION. JUS GO AWAY.














<33 jocelyn):

mannnnnn im bored boRED BORED. goshhhh. no1s tokin 2 mi n i hav nth 2 plae. tts so sad. haiyuhhhs. thus ive decided 2 BLOG. as again. mr sadistic shuld b hapy. if u ARE STILL comin 2 this oh so dead blog. actually its become mre alive now adays but ah wells. STILL dead. ahahas. oh yes n lols wen helped mi post her supposingly juicy? post. lols. wadever.


ytd we went 2 RI 4 training. im so happy tt even though i dint train 4 quite awhle im still ok. hahas. guess every1 jus starts out rusty at 1st. =X oh n we learnt BATTING. yeahhh. =)) dahh bat is realli heavy lurhhs. but we dint bat real balls. actually no fake 1s as well. onli IMAGINARY balls. haahs. but nvm. at least its a start. n im so lookin 4ward 2 mre trainings cus i cant w8 2 bat balls. WHEEEE. sunday's srcs. wonder who'll b playin. JIAYOUUS ALL MY LOVELY SENIORS!!! U GUYS CAN DOO IT! yay so this post is dedicated 2 softball. cus i seriously LOVE it now. yah at 1st lyk abit reluctant lahh. cus ive been playin badminton all my life mah. budden nw i jus LOVE SOFTBALL. YEAHHHH. my batchmates r NICE PEOPLE. <3333 dem. <333333 SOFTBALLhehs. oh wells.


hummhhhs. 2dae was ok lurhhs. SAs r officially oveerrr! yay. had history test n it was quite ok lah. actually everythin tt ms tay said came out. hahas. so n advantage 4 those classes tot by her. =) n the rest of the time we were cha cha-ing away. hahas. i tink its realli FUNNN. whee. hahas. so aft tt mi n eunice went 2 collect our jerseys. alanna got the 1 i wanted. ah wells. den we took quite awhle so wen yuan go whack my back =.= onli amanda LOW, wen yuan, chiew hui, zhi min n mindy waited 4 us. dahh rest went 1st. so evil. >< at least i got in2 the FINALS. hahas. at LEAST. super hot day.


hmms so aft tt travelled bak wif seniors. lyk ALL of dem were sec 2s n i was the onli sec1. ah wells. it was fun still =) hahas. cheryl koh is so nice 2 bully. (note: everytym i sae cheryl koh its the 204 1. not the 1 i jus got 2 know 2dae) hahas. yah so wells shes so blurr as well XDDD. no off cheryl( i noe u wun take off). her bottle was uncapped AGAIN-->(according 2 my angel) n she was pourin 7-up all over the floor. is 1 guy tt walked past her helped her realise. imagine if he din tell her den she'll b lyk pourin the whole bottle of 7-up on2 the floor n when she take up 2 drink she'll b lyk oh shit. hahas! oh yah ytd took train bak wif jac n christine! =) was super funni 2. jac was lyk putting her hand on the mrt pole n mi n christine were jus tokin lah. den suddenly she was lyk jocelyn den i looked den guess wad, her hand was stuck on the pole cus tis lady readin book jus squashed her butt ther n dint realised jac's hand was ther. HAHAHHA. mi n christine were laffin lyk siao lah! i tink when she realised she was super embarressed cus she kept turning n lookin at us. goshhh im so srry!couldnt help myself!n now i noe tt many ppl esp. BUCKLEANS live in the east. hahas. go BUCKLE go! i lurvvv u!! =)))


uh yahh so wells. nth mre. i tink tis is a LONG post again. im so srry 2 tortue ull 2 read lyk tt. hen bao qian. but once i start bloggin ill blog 4 veh long. aint my fault kayy. cus i dun blog alot mahhs. as in not lyk everyday those type. hahas. yupp yuppies so ENJOY UR HOLS PPL!
OYES. JIAYOUUUS 4 SRCS SENIORRS! once again. heex.












<33 jocelyn (: